silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Saturday, March 14, 2009 @ 19:12
for all i know... it is not going to work like that... sigh i have no idea what got into me..call me emo or whatsoever but all the damm shit i ever gonna care about is right now ..what the heck is going on in my head i dont know what struck my head..or my heart. but suddenly...for this semester...i just loose all my confidence in doing things. most prob thnx to dr.selva. tsk! i have no confidence in doing assngs..writing my cover letter,...or do watever shitz that i wana do.. and most probaly is FYP's fault as well.. hai~~ too much rejection through out previous sems and here you have. a soul without self confidence in things she do. im ..hai~ i dunno. guess it cant be help...im stil looking for jobs...otehr better jobs..ko is helping to look for job in Sg. everyone wants me to go Sg. aih~ but dunno ler...dearie is not awar eof any of this. he has no sense of urgency. selamba saje as always... aih~ watever la...leave aso leave la..stay aso stay la...watever..watever la... can i just run away far far away..... Labels: thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |