silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 17:41
MY soubi~!!!! XP as i was browsing thru the internet searching for soubi's pic ...*pop* look wat i found!!!....awww~~~~ SO CUTE~!!!!!! SOOOOOOO CHU BI~~~~~~~ EEEEEE~~~~*pokespokespokes* *rubrubthecheek* *patpatthetummy* *thwrilthetail* ekekkekkekkekek *cekikcekkcekik* ahahhahahaah~!!! omg~!! omg~!!!
it reminds me of my beloved baby hamster~~~ *sniffsniff* therefore, rei officially adopt this kitty as her e-kitty...call him..SOUBI~!!! ahhahahah Labels: in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Thursday, March 29, 2007 @ 17:01
welcome to the 20s club~!!! 27th march it was a night of preassure to keep up to the tight datelines...even when im away fron the island, i was busy working on ideas for assngs...and it got worst when i got back... as i was so busy...making movie reviews...watching our movie pick "Bride and Prejudice" on my lappy on my right and occasionally searching for info and chatting away on my desktop on the left...fuh~!!! it was a labourous night of multitasking that i eventually ended the whole mascare at about 10.45pm. cell phone rings and a message from jane asking me wetehr i've forgot smtg. i ponder...n my brain doesnt seems to respond at all...another msg from jane comes in saying that cici merajuk dah... i was seriously puzzled trying to figured out wats wrong.... and viola~!!! CRAP~!!! I 4GOT~!! CICI'S BDAY~!!! ARGH~!!!! *longpiak* so with double eustress and disstress which its all STRESS ...ahahah... i got my fingers work out texting jane super fast ...asking bout their wearbouts and that she is supose to keep this secret from cici.. (well cici dear...sry la..paiseh..4got pulak...but at least i celebrate with u at last,kan? ehhehe) ... having the fact that i decline her invitation for supper earlier ( i didnt realise it was her bday then) still fresh in my mind... i squeeze out some time and drove all the way down to Teluk Bayan to give her a suprise appeareance~!!! lol~!!! as it was almost 11pm by then...i have no idea on what to give her... so i brought along a lighter and a birthday candle... and oh look~!! i made it in time..they just arrive too..of cos she was suprised to see me... so mission 1 completed~!!.. now..for a gift... *looks around* ...i realisead that the stall selling pizza and cakes are already closed so i dig my brain for some ideas and viola~!!! i present to you...Cici's "Bday cake" rei's fav and an unknown taste of pan cake for the rest.. "Ham and Cheese Bang Chien Kueh~!!!" ( ekekkekekeke... XP )  since its preety windy ..we gotta speed up the bday song.. its an expressed one... try singging it in the chipmonk-express style HappyBday to you~~~ HappyBday to CELIA~~~~ HappyBday to you~!!! cici: FUH~~~*candle blown out* so after the expressed song we sang and pics session..4 of us (rei,jane,cici,angie) dig into the foods and practically chat about "knowledgable" stuff ... lol~!!!  the bday supper ends around 12am ... everyones happy... and me? a sigh of relief... XP HAPPY BDAY AND ALL THE BEST~!!! *huggles* :D Labels: celebration Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @ 14:28
a trip down kl as u all know...mich n i went down to kl for a few days to get all uni stuff sorted out...besides looking for rooms and enquire about uni...we did do some otehr stuff...ahahhaha/..jalan jalan la tu...makan makan makan...etc etc etc...wana know wat stunt we pulled? check the pics out.. XP Back in Radius Inernational Hotel  mich...trying to b amber chia izit? *tsktsktsk* ekekkeke  ah~!! yuki wa~!!! yuki wa~!! YUKI~!!!!! AHHH~!!! *huggles* The Hunt in Times Square  lunch at Orange Julius  Tea-Time at Sushi King Itadakimasu~!!!  BURP~!!!!!! XP  we LOVE sushi~~~` ^^ Anime Shopping~!!!  Ballad of the Shinigami ^^ Blood+ Complete Best : Original Soundtrack!!!! MUAHAHAHHAHA~!!! (looks over at blog latest music... ekkekekeke) Wave of Patriotism in Tugu Negara  such pose...oh~~ *sniffsniff* *cheese~~~~* XD  OOOooooo~~~  help!! help!!! ahahhaha ..*peace-tsu~!!!*  bersajak dgn penuh patriotiknye...ekekkekek okok..serious serious.. Tabik!!!! hiak! hiak!!  anime-style~~~~ ekekkekekeke.. XP A Stroll down The Curve~~~  splat~!!!  naruto "cosplay" at borders~! ekekek  eek!!! shoo~!!! shoo~!!! shoo~!!! tsktsktsk... ehee... ---end of tour---- Labels: travel Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @ 18:04
flirt flirt flirt *smack~!!!* ahem~!!! since i come back to pg..many things had happened.. when i come back...i found out that: 1. i have to print my dad's unalingned 99 pages of e-book! 2. my bed room is a mess...papers everywhere~!!! 3. i have no bermudas to where ---> 1 cuci ---> 1 zipper rosak!!! (i wonder wat hapen when im away) ---> last sekali ada stain!!!! *faints* ---> end up = pakai my sis punya seluar yg..yg..."pendek" ...*faints* 4. they send my car to teh foreman on the daty i come back =.=" ---> have to pinjam my aunt's crv 5. print so many copy of my birth cert tapi tak jadi..end up pi photostate... =.=" 6.go college canot park inside...cos my dad didnt take out my clg sticker b4 sending the car off (without me knowing anything) ---> end up park at JE and walk~~~~~~~ soooo~~~ far~~~~~ ...well..for a distant la..lol 7. i made some funny idiotic acts when mich try to halau a some sort of "giant" black spider on my arm...on our way back from canteen!!! in public~!! omg~!!! *faints* 8. lunch at some claypot cafe near college---> n i accidenly took mich's water =.=" luckily tak minum~!!! omg~!!! enuf? stupid stuff in pg just a day back...ugghhh~!!! wait till u hear this.. ahem~! i went for a hair cut today..since i so malas wan adrive down to get tommy to cut 4 me...so i end up going to qbm quickcut... ok..so its kinda cool teh ticketing system n stuff...n here comes this hairstylist... name : K.T (initial) age : 20 smtg job : hairstylist crime : 1. cut my hair after smoking 2. flirt with the client when smeeling like tobacco 3. menyakitkan telinga looks: bad boy - lover boy mix *note : KT whisper all the time except talking to other ppl* KT : *talks in a whispering manner that i have to slowly process wat he's talking* hi, so how u wana cut? rei: "ka cham siu" KT : huh? ka cham sui? rei: *looks at his puzzle face* ...uh ...cut short and maintain my hairstyle 0.o KT : uhhuh ...uh...watever u say... heh rei: ok... KT: so now im gonna...bolablablabla *explaining all the steps taht he's gonan cut* rei: *my head is aching a lil..so im switching into PR mood ...lol* o...k... KT: so u still studying? rei: yeah ... college...final year KT: wat course? rei: mass comm KT: uh..i dun realy know taht course..wat it does? rei: oh..smtg like..reporter..jourvj n dj taht kind of stuff KT: uh.... rei: reporter 0.o KT: oh...must b interesting,huh? rei : heh ... *KT duk slowly cut teh hair...so..so.." eu siu" lol~!!! ...controling myself for not faling asleep* KT: so how old are u? rei: *since he started a conversation..might as well say smtg lor* ...im 20 ..ehe rei's heart : look..i know i dun look like 20 but i am~!! ok??? KT: oh... rei: how old are u then? KT: heh...im much older than u are... rei: uhhuh... so how old? KT: u r much younger than me..u guess? rei: heh..erm... around 23? KT: heh..*slowly cut teh hair..* rei: 25? KT. wat u think then? rei: uh...23 then 0.o KT: heh...tell u wert...*slowly looks up with dreamy eyes* rei: *eek! dreamy eyes... benci~! benci~! benci~! * heh KT: later u give me 4 digit number n i go buy... *slowly patting/stroking my hair* rei: uhhuh... 0.o KT: n when i strike the number... u come over...or give me a call...n i;'ll buy u lunch..take you out...or get u some stuff ... i'll do anything you want... *smilling thru the mirror* rei's heart: wat the hell? eee~!! *gribfist* rei: heh ... ^^ *takes out some vacum-look-alike thingy * KT: dun b scared... its not a vacum ..it wont suck ya..its just some air-wash...dun have to b sacred... rei's heart : duh~!!! liek i will b afraid of such stuff? u expect me to yell izit? tsktsktsk* rei: oh... ehe.. KT: *after doing the air-wash* hmm..your hair is tick,huh? rei: yeah.. ehe.. KT : *slowly comb my hair* ... i guess u tie your hair alot... rei: yeah.. KT: dun always tie... dun tie...it curlz more... let it down rei: heh... KT: i guess by now u wont b giving me a 4 digit number heh...then about my age..dun ask *senyum kambing* rei's heart :*gribfist* ..wah lau~!! beh thia~!! say till as if i realy wana know n wana date u out like that...beh thia beh thia..* rei: heh ... KT: *take out a cloth to wipe away any hair on my face---senyum kambing---slowly make circles on my face with the cloth like duk playing saje* rei's heart: uh... rei: >_< KT: ok..we r done... rei: oh...thanks *sau sau the hair here n there* KT: looks on with dreamy eyes n senyum kambing* rei's heart: uh.. >_> *upon leaving* KT: and this is for you...*hands over a comb* ..thnks rei: oh..ok..thanks... rei's heart: ish~!! ish~!! teruk betul~!!! paling benci ppl look at me with such eyes n expression..."pah luk ki ka chai" ...tsktsktsk...should have gone to tommy...hai~tak pe lar...at least got new hair cut... *walks faster as begin to get more attention...* rei's heart : eeee~!!! benci~!!! benci~!!! benci~!!! loook look look...nv c b4 izit??? *slapslapslap* ---------end--------------------- Labels: in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Thursday, March 15, 2007 @ 00:17
loveless  yeah ... "loveless" without love ... suits well with the protagonist, Ritsuka..or his "real name" , Loveless ... lonely...always... is his main character...thereby, everything of this anime suits well with all the otehr elements in it.. "loveless" i like this name.... the butterfly trademark... yeah... ppl... i have a lil thing with butterflies.... i just love them...always had,now...forever ... such delicate pieces of wings...which will not lived long enuf to c the next moon nor sun... ahahhaa...yet...a sight of it gives you a piece of serenity, eased the aching heartbringing peace to teh mind with a single flap of its wings...they danced among themselve...delicattly. beautifully...fragile-ly around the blooming flowers, as if there were no yesterday nor tomorrow, today..its all about today... life..in a single day..savouring every momment...cherrished..treassured..and be mesmerised....ah~~~...kirei...a delicate master piece... *taking off from airport* ahem!!! =.=" anyway, as recomended by crusnik02 , =.=" and aso recomendation from mich... i finaly downloaded Loveless n finish watching it TODAY~!!! all in just a few hours..lol..cos only 12 episodes mer...ehehhe as usual...all anime comes with fantatsic tehme song which blends so well with the whole show that it realy set you in the mood that the writer wanst you to feel... ah~~...perfect... characters are nice..cute...n a lil unusuall... ^^ i like it...story line aso nice.. especially teh way of battle... ^^ its pretty cool...seldom c such kind of magic fiughts in anime... usually they are brutall...combination of weapons n magick...but this time..its on spell-casting..done only VERBALLY~!!! fuh.... come come lest testing..ahem~! one day in clg... mich : rei, i will not tolerate your furthur violence in class~!!! i hereby challenge you to a battle. rei: eh??? so ka??? i accept!!! muahahha *backgroud =change sudenly all black as if in oteh rdimension...it wa sreally pretty n cool...^^ * now watch..this is wat we call by spell casting... mich: thousand needles attack~!!! *thousand needles appear n fly to the opponent* rei: defense activated! reflect! *a magic shiled appearn reflect back* rei: temperature drop to zero degrees *temperature start dropping...* mich frooze..jadi ais batu dah... rei: pokespokespokes...muahahah..now u wont feel the poking..lol ---end--- ahhaha..anyway, from teh example u c..in a spell-casting battle..no physical strenght is used...its all on using your mouth to kill the opponent..spell-casting...hit teh correct keyword n it will do teh damage...pretty cool,huh? tahts a feature i like in teh naime ..and oh ya...teh whole anime is about teh relationship btw "FIGHTERS" n "SACRIFICES" ...teh fighter protects n fight for his sacrifice who is responsible as being the "master" of his/her fighter n thereby giving the fighter ordes n receiving damage on behalf of the fighter during combat... *fuh~~~ susahnye nak explain* ... teh relatinship btw the fighter n his/her sacrifice is partially a mystery as Beloved n Loveless are breaking tehir destiny---> 1 fighter = 1 master/ sacrifice = share the same "true name" ...in this case shobi (beloved) after his sacrifice's death (shinmei/beloved) still under the dead's order..pair up with another sacrifice (loveless) which is a major taboo...as 1 fighter having 2 master is forbidden and especially pairing up with the person with a diff name (the "true name" are born with them) is forbidden a sit was counted as going agaisnt destiny~!!! next~!!! the characters are all well drawn.. ^^ ...Shobi is soooo yeng~!!! omg~!!! he's so cool... ahha ..anywya, its shounen-ai..so of cos...must got BISHONENS~!!! mauahhahaha~!!! well..overall its pretty neatly done..just for the fact that its too short in teh series..if im not mistaken the story in the manga doesnt stop there...its more dev compared to the anime ... haik! haik! i realy wished taht the writer would have make it longer in the aime instead , ends at episod 12...hai~~~ ...keep me guessing saje...n i dun realy have enuf time to 100% understand the characters...as well solving the mystery of Shinmei's death which is the main drive of thsi anime... heh.. hai~~~ ...even teh wikipedia dunt realy tells why he fake his death n why he wana eliminate his own bro but on the otehr hand, sending his fighter to his bro... swt betul... but nyway, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Loveless_(manga) yup...its manga... the story are the same..just that..teh naime stops halfway...hai~~~ ...it has a suspended ending or should i sya..its crisendo ... or perhaps teh term of non-movie ppl..a story with no ending...ahahhahah on and on..its still worth watching... takara... i give it a B+ Labels: anime Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @ 02:18
KYO KARA MAOU~!!!!  AH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG~!!! OMG~!!! OMG~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ERLYNDA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CRUSNIK02~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FINALY WATCH FINISH D~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oMG~!! !oMG~!!OMg~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITRS ONE OF THE VERY BEST ANIME I'VE WATCH~!!!!!!!! MY RM80 MEMANG BERBALOI~!!!!
A+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ (INFINITY!!!!!!) Labels: anime, in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Sunday, March 11, 2007 @ 03:30
stabbed by mich Bold the statements that are true to you. Italise the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 people to do the same test. I miss somebody right now. (nope..i have no idea...n i dun think so...heh) I don't watch TV these days. (since when did i did,huh?) I am currently single. (but let me tell u..ahem~!!! aku tetap attached to YUKI~!!! YORU~~~!!! TOYA~~~ HAJI~!! & CONRARD~!!! MUAHAHHAHAHAHA~!!!) I wear glasses and contact lenses (iie...zen zen arimasen... ^^) I love to play video games. (MUAHAHHAHA~!! KILL~!! KIL~!!! KILL~!!!) I’ve tried marijuana. I’ve been in a threesome. (heh? threesome? 0.o) I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. (nah~~~never~!!! dun believe mer go ask my ex nia lor...tsktsktsk..) I believe that honesty is the best policy. (yes..most of the time ONLY....lol...) I curse. (now....is "fuck" considered dammed or curse? 0.o) I have changed mentally over the last year. (adaptation is a good skill in life...) I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (woah~~!!! that would b cool if the world is like RPG...kekkekekke) I'm TOTALLY smart. ( who doesnt? tsktsktsk and pls add in wise for me too..lol..) I've broken someone's bones (nah~~~) I’m paranoid sometimes. ( uhhuh...) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, costs nothing and is scar-free (i dislike FAKE stuff...tsktsktsk) I need money right now. (i always do...lol~!!!) I love sushi. (wa~~~~ so long tak makan dah~!!!..T_T) I talk really, really fast. (at times i do... =.=" ) I have long hair. (n its freaking hot ~!!! ugghhh~~~) I have lost money in Las Vegas. (i ni budak baik..no gambling~~~ XP ) I have at least one sibling. (yes...a lil brat sis.. =.=" ) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. (nah~~ mine are perfect..i dun need those...lol) I couldn't survive without Caller ID (TRUE~!!!...i DUN or CANT recognize/rememebr ppl's number...lol~!!! except for one or 2 person...lol XP ) I like the way I look. ( i dun realy like nor do i hate my looks... im nutral dear...nutral~~~) I have a lot of mood swings. (yup~~~~!!!!) I have a hidden talent. ( wrong~~~~ ahhaha... not percisely... i have LOTS of hidden talent which moest of them are kept from the human eyes...muahahahhahah~!!! XP ) I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. (agreed!! agreed!!! since when did u c me sit down doing ntg? im alwyas up to smtg...ahahhahah!!!!) I have a lot of friends ( ok ler~~~ but quality is better than quantity...ehhe) I have pecked someone of the same sex. (ya ya...so if it wasnt you, dun b jeles la...tak baik jeles jeles....lol~!!! XP ) I enjoy talking on the phone (no i do not...cos its very sily n akward when u have ntg to say.. swt) I live in sweatpants of PJ pants. (??? ) and no dear..i dun stabbed ppl...firstly i dun have anyone to b stabbed...and..of cos..ini kan budak baik...tak stab org punya...lol~!!! ... ekkekkeke .... XP Labels: misc Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, March 07, 2007 @ 22:56
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~~ here comes the cake...  sing along plz~~~ happy bday to me~~~ happy bday to me~~~ happy bday to me~~~ happy bday to me~~~!!!! ^^ TQ~!! TQ~!! TQ~!!! muacks! muacks! muacks~!!!! ehehe as u all know wat happened this afternoon with the cake.. >_> HANGUS~!!! T_T ahhahaha... i was singging along with my anime songs...and tehn sudenly...smell smtg burning n remembered aboutmy cake... i was ;like..oh,shit~!!! cake~!! cabut to teh kitchen to find the over... BERASAP~!!!! god~~!!! PERTAMA KALI AKU BEGITU SAP PAI IN BAKING~!!! of coz... i was teher just in time....so...uhm...the 1st layer = top was semi hangus...*pokespokes* ...keras macam batu~!!! T_T my cousin say: throw ppl aso can die... my dad say: we will b cutting STONE cake tonite... *dan asyik geleng kepala* my aunt say : black choco cake... REI say: ITS NOT STONE CAKE OR CHOCO CAKE...its~~~~. OREO-WALNUT DELUXE BROWNIE~!!!!!MUAHAHHAHAHAHA~!!! uhm...burnt...b XP *i chnaged teh recepie abit so i named it that...ekkkek...* but anyway, the BROWNIE TURN OUT FINE~~~~..ITS EDIBLE~!!!!...of cos its nice la... sejak bila not nice,huh??? *cekikcekikcekik*  see~~~ see~~~ see~~~ kan nice~~~ ekekkekek ... dun believe mer ask mich nia lor... lol~!!! ...mich itu macam my ginny pig~~~ ekkeke.. everything i cook /bake aso i bagi dia makan....ekekkekeke.... share share ma...XP .... bagus kan??? ehehhhe ...jgnlah u too happy cos bobo not staying with us d..u can keep fit...hahahah~!!! dgn adanye rei yg suka sangat buat experiment...hang dream on ~~~ nak diet... XP anyway... it was MY 1ST TIME celebrating my bday with family members...ekekekkee.... best jugak... ^^ i ini...sebagai pelajar PR ....of cos event management aku ni...must b a success n a happy ending 1... lol~~~... walaupn they duk ejek kek aku itu...dgn nyanyian. "happy BURNT day to you~~~" dan aku seorang saje yg duk minum sparkling juice...sambil having them duk tertanya tanya me whole morning... "heh? u make your own bday cake??? " ...n dad duk tell them " yalo.. no1 to celebrate with her..so she make herself la..." ....uggghhhh~~~...tapi tak pe la... at least i get to celebrated once with the entire family..well..not entire la...plus a few aunts n cousins...ahhaa..though my original plan was not being abel to carried out besides the baking, i was treated to kfc by my cousin... n kena thanks my dad jugak for insisting that bring down the cake to granny's as it will b more ppl..n more yit lau... ahhahaha aside from last minute ang pows~~~ huh??? its last minute bcos...ahha.. no1 knows its my bday...ahhahaha...untill my dad tell them... lol ...so the so called ang pow are like..uhm... well, some are in the red packets and some are not...ahha...tapi tak pe la...at least bagus dr dad aku itu yg tak tau when my bday aso... =.=" ...my mum yg remind him this morning... thats y im so suprise that he korek me out of bed to wish me n wana belanja me lunch..tapi tak jadi jugak..muy cousin belanja...ahahahh... anyway, its a sucessfull event... thanks everyone for your wishes n prezzie ... n uh..thanks okasan for her early morning sms bday wish... lol~!!! MINA, DOMO ARIGATO~!!! ^^ *hugglesall* Labels: celebration, in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer @ 00:15
20~!!! TQ~!!! TQ~!!! TQ~!!! lol~!!! aku dah tua...20 dah.. but to the otehrs...ahem! i'll remind u guys when your time has arrive...ekekkekeke.. ^^ ladies n gentlemen... as an opening to my BDAY~!!! i bring to you my curently anime song on the creaze...hmmm? bday song? itu wait...later in teh day,k??? ekkekeke for now... "LONELY IN GORGEOUS" , from PARADISE KISS~! Gozen reiji tobidashita Tobira wo kettobashite Garasu no kutsu ga warete DORESU (dress) mo yaburetaNee akirete iru deshou? Oikakete mo konai Namida ga afurete mou hashirenai waJERASHII (jealousy) kamo...SE-TSU-NA-I...!! "Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah... Party night...I'm Breaking my heart Ima sugu mitsukete dakishimete hoshiiHEDDORAITO (headlight) ga hikaru ...where are you Bad boy? Ai no SUKAAFU de namida wo fuite Nani mo mienaiHoshikuzu wo kaki atsume Anata ni butsuketai Naze kamau no? Jibun shika aisenai kuse ni...Shitsuren kamo...MAJI nano...?!"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah... Party time...umaranai Anata ga inai to karappo no sekaiYume no tsuzuki ga mitai "I miss you Bad boy" Kirameki no naka ni tojikomenaide Kowarete shimau wa"Lonely in Gorgeous" I'm Breaking my heart Where are you Bad boy? "Lonely in Party night""Lonely in Gorgeous" I'm Breaking my heart I miss you Bad boy "Lonely in Party time""Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah... Party night...waraenai Nani mo iranai tada soba ni ite"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah... Party night... I'm Breaking my heart Anata ga nokoshita kirameki no hako no naka de Kodoku wo daite ugokenai Nani mo iranai no tada soba ni ite Hizamazuite watashi wo mite Ai wo chikatte (ENG VERS) At twelve I run out And kick the door My glass shoe breaks And my dress has rippedYou're disgusted, aren't you? You don't even come after me My tears overflow and I can't run anymoreThis might be jealousy...it's sad...!!"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah... Party night...I'm Breaking my heart I want you to find me right now and hold me tightThe headlights shine ...where are you Bad boy? Wipe away my tears with the scarf of love I can't see anythingI want to gather stardust And throw it at you Why do you even bother? You only love yourself...This might be a lost love...are you serious...?!"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah... Party time...I can't bury it When you aren't here the world is emptyI want to see the next part of my dream "I miss you Bad boy" Don't lock me up inside excitement I'll break"Lonely in Gorgeous" I'm Breaking my heart Where are you Bad boy? "Lonely in Party night""Lonely in Gorgeous" I'm Breaking my heart I miss you Bad boy "Lonely in Party time""Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah... Party night...I can't smile I don't need anything just be by my side"Lonely in Gorgeous" Yeah... Party night I'm Breaking my heart Inside of the box of excitement that you gave me I hold on to my loneliness and I can't move I don't need anything just be by my side Kneel and look at me And swear that you love me ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- more updates when the sun rises... ^^ hiak! hiak! hiak! Labels: celebration Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Tuesday, March 06, 2007 @ 21:40
anxious with an unacceptable theory... past few weeks ...almost 2 weeks to b exact..i've been very very anxious upon things which dunno wat the hell it is... sigh~ ah~!!!! wta izzit???? wat izzit???? as i ponder...i do get a lil idea on wat that is all~~~~ about...BUT ...from wat i c... its just a freaking problem in my head yg tak serik serik ini... i keep on telling myself tmolo's gonna b fine...and when im so happy..POOF~! sudenlly keep on appearing infront of me are damm weird stuff that i think are realated to my this so called anxious-ness... which the more i notice it...the more ..confused n...anxious i am? 0.O and the more i ignore it... the otehr side of me tells me that i shouldnt b ignoring it n that ntg is imposible n maybe teh sun is shining...but ewatever which decision i made, I STILL CAT FIGURE OUT TEH REAL REASON~!!!!!! AH~!!!!!!! SOME1 PLZ SMACK ME IN THE HEAD~!!!!ugghhh~~~ ah~!!! im going nuts~!!!!! T_T .... sigh~ mayb i should just accept the only teory i have... but ... there are also contradicting supporting n non-supporting deatails /proof.... but..but...*sigh* I DUNNO DAH~!!!! mayb i should REALY forget about teh theory but then again... i dun feel tahts right... and even if i do accept the theory..i dun feel quit right either... 0.o ...AH~!!!!!! T_T ..wta the hell am i talking abouyt now???? T_T okok....mayb im thinking too much...but theres gotta reason for y im feeling this way!!!!??? ah~!!!!! is..just...just...IMPOSSIBLE~!!! i knoe ntg is imposible but hor...it realy is ma...jalan buntu...but then again...apart of me wish to have hope? heh? GREAT~! now i have contradicting views...y izit always like taht when i finally got hold of a theory...swt betul... hai~~~~~... swt betul... must be the battle btw the ID, EGO & SUPER EGO ....tsktsktsk... sigh~... n bcos of this i realise things that i dindt realise b4... i do tailed the shadow n always wishing that ** *** ****** ***** ******** & i do get ****** **** ***** *** ****** *** all the time... sigh~ ...masaka... watashiwa ... *********** ***** ********???? 0.0 AH~!!!!!!!!! *slapslapslapslap* wake up~!! wake up~!!!! sigh~ heh~~~ .... no~!! no~!! no~!!! AH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO AR~!!! NO AR~!!!! T_T NO AR~!!!!!!!!! *muka terhempap ke lantai* Labels: thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Sunday, March 04, 2007 @ 22:54
tags 2 in 1 im not in teh mood to do tag as they were all the same...so im doing this for teh sake of doing it n im killing 2 birds with 1 stone..yes u heard me right... thsi tag is for mel n mich = erlynda... to cover both tags im doing mel's tag of 10 topic since mich's is about 6... Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "10 weird habits/things/hates/stuff ppl dunno about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 10 weird habits/things/hates /stuff ppl dunno about yourselfas well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be taggedand list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...(watever) Question: 10 weird habits/things/hates/stuff ppl dunno about yourself 1. i dun give a damm on your life n wat the hell u r doing as long as u dun drag me down to teh unnecesary probs u have... i dun mind u coming complaining about your puny life as well as i dun mind lending my ears to u BUT the thing is ...U DUN DRAG ME INTO YOUR PROBS~!!!and you dunt want to... >_> 2. i DUN like to have my time tied down to UNNECESARRY THINGS~!!! u got otehr options..u opt for that...if none only u come looking for me..im fine with that...selfish? nah..i dun think so...i think u r teh one who's more selfish than me...heh.... dun understand? let me give u a real life freaking scenario... lets take my freaking sis for an instanst.. last year she pindah balik to our hse as she complains that grandma's hse no air-con...very hot = canot sleep... AND BECOS she pindah balik..thers no school bus form our area which goes to her freaking school..or so she claims that to be...so every morning , she followed my uncle's car down to her school as muy uncle is also fetching my otehr cousins...BUT NOW my cousins had graduated n have their own transport so MY DAD WAS FORCED to fetch her to school early in the morning 6smtg AM!!!! fetch her to and back from schol for all her freaking activities~!!! WORST!!!! as this is becoming intolerated...MY AUNT look for school bus for her AND SHE DOWAN TO SIT BUS!!!!! SHE WAN PPL TO FETCH HER!!!!!! n bcos her butt is SOOOOOOO EXPENSIVE , she CANOT SIT MOTORBIKE~!!! MUST USE CAR TO FETCH HER!!!??? at 1st i dun give a freaking dam...BUT NOW IT INVOLVES ME!!!! HOW????? IM NOW FORCED TO B HER FUCKING DRIVER~!!!!yes...u heard me rite...FORCED!!!!! my dad is a social worker so he always runs here n tehre on the island especially more frequent with a sudden rise in ceses to handle... so wat teh fuck???? SIT TEH DAMM FREAKING BUS LA~!!!! TEHRES A FUCKING OPTION 4 U YET U WAN PPL TO FETCH U!!!!??? U THINK IM VERY FREE KA!!!!????WHO THE HELL U THINK U ARE,HUH???? out of forced and last minute inform me n i fetch u once or twice means i give u face d lor... somemore u dare to ask for more n even DEMAND ME TO B THERE ON TIME~!! WAT THE FUCK!!!??? U THINK I WAT???? SIT JET PLANE AR!!!??? I HAVE TO CANCLED ALL MY FREEAKING AFTER CLASS PLAN TO COME FETCH U AND YET U WAN ME TO B TEHRE ON TIME..THE MOST U GIEV ME IS 10 MINS LATE TO REACH THERE!!!???? WAT THE FUCK IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM!!!!???? DO U KNOW WHERE IS TANJONG BUNGAH!!!???? ITS A STUPID FROM ONE END TO ANOTEHR END OF THE ISLAND TRAVEL DISTANT N U WANT ME TO BE THERE ON TIME WHEN I FINISHED CLASS WITH YOU ON THE SAME TIME~!!??? FUCK U MAN~!!!! JAHANAM SUNGGUH~!!! if its not for dad sick tomolo n the demands u make just now...u wiat la...tomolo u know la...u pull me a freaking face n tone someore...i'll let u walk back i tell u...bloody~!!! u say u will wait for me 10 mins max si bor...its so obvious no1's gonna reach your school in 10 minutes time..so u wait la...u c la wat u can do...complain to dad ma si bor? hah! wait la...dad aso i fire...u dowan other options, and u need ppl's help yet u wan acomplain and imposed rules...MY ASS LA...its time 4 u to wake up la...*tukulinfinity* hello...im not your frens or your parents or your otehr relatives....u r learning the hard way of dealing with rei,huh? for teh past 2 years i keep quiet n close 1 eye on your actions makes you forget MY WAY OF DEALING WITH THINGS ,HUH??? u wnat history to repeat oitself..i can give u that..its just a matter of time saje..u wiat la.....wat happenes next will depends on how u act tomolo...heh...jahanam punya budak yg tak serik serik...*tsktsktsk* 3. u DUN wan me to explode...cos when i explode i realy explode ...i dun give a damm on who u are... how i deal with kids when i explode? i let my hand do the talking.... how do i deal with adults n ppl of my age? ...i'll drill every thing into your head and smack teh sense of reality into your face...its time 4 u to wake up n make u c wats so freaking wrong with u... and no..i dun simply explode... its a ONCE IN A BLUE MOON THING when i explode n when i do..I EXPLODE WITH FACTS whihc makes U HAVE NO SAY/SPEECHLESS... and when i explode, its wise that otehrs dun interven or i'll screw u as well.. dun believe me? go ask my parents... i screwed them as well when they interven when i "mengajar" my sis itu ... so, after a few times..they learn not to interfere as tehy know its useless n aso memalukan diri sendiri , and they finaly know that there's some1 in the family that dunt tolerate misbehaving kids... tsk!one of the reason of not blowing up oftenly is because "wa beh kham ho lang kek" ...lol ... becos im very fiery + health issue = if im kek thung...theres a 60-70% of chance that it'll follow with minor chest pain or pain in other parts of the body...mich is the 1st person to witness this n im so sorry for shocking u~!!! ahaha..i still remember your expression..ahahhaha but no worries..im fine ler gal...this is just due to bad blood circulation...so most of teh time i'll close 1 eye or supressed everything inside...heh... 4. i dun do things against my will ... but under certain circumstances it can be tolerated n adjust... heh... im a pretty flexible person... 5. i DUN trust ppl easily...its mainly becos my entire life since i was a kid starting from a young age of about 5 years, i was continuesly BETRAYED N FRAMMED till the present moment...which i dun even trust my family members...heh therefore im aso a VERY PRIVATE PERSON...so...WHEN I GIVE U MY TRUST, ITS NOT MEANT TO B BROKEN n how unfortunately..most ppl just did... =.=" therefore, u guys should know y im very particular in who visits my blog n nots... =.=" 6. im not as healthy as u think i am... its a waste of time explaining to you how "fragile" my health are...cos most ppl looking at my sports achievement dun believe me anyway...even my parents/family dun know much about my health issues...like the chest pain when kek thung thingy...usually when im sick..i dun like to tell ppl...bocs from my experience...i always get negative respond as in... nagging or even worst... being remarked as a burden as told by "someone" ... =.=" ...heh...watever... 7. due to my bad childhood experience with kids and even babies...im NOT a kid/baby person..infact...most of them are my petpeeves...i dun go near nor touch them...but all n all...im only kind to kids who are TIDAK MENYAMPAH, TAK THROWING TANTRUM N DUN KEEP ON CRYING DAN TIDAK DIMANJAKAN ... but most children i meet are not like that..heh..tehrefore...when u tell me a kid is cute or nything..if i keep quiet means i dun favour it...n if u still want me to giv eu sme reaction...heh..u'll most likely to get this from me "devil in disguise" ...>_> 8. as all of u can c...or noticed by now. 90% of my answers above are impact of my childhood... I DUN HAVE A NICE CHILDHOOD...believe it or not...it makes no diff to me wetehr im alone or im with a crowd...cos i usually play alone n i learned to survived in my own world... so... i have diff personality at home n out with frens... heh... im like amonkey aorund my frens but when im at home... heh... like my mum say... i macam sewa bilik... swt... i practiclaly have ntg to say to them... y? cos i learned the hard way..no point talking to them, they dun listened to wat i have to say..although my family members start talking n b nice to me when im aorund 15 which is very suddenly n suprisingly...although its the 1ST TIME I EVER FELT FAMILY LOVE ... im sry to say that u cant kick off old habist of having no topic to talk to u ppl.... heh... though i've experienced many kind of feelings whereby most possitive feelinsg come late in my year sof life, im yet to feel wat it feels like to be realy truly honestly be appreaciated...=.=" n b4 i 4got smtg..i appologize for being emotinless at times to those who have expereiced this side of mine..lol... XP ...once again...bcos of my past, i got prob at times in associating my feelimngs with my face expresion...lol... erm.. like.. when most ppl aks me : heh? how come u not lauging or nything? ur not impressed? ... rei: heh...im impressed /yeah im happy... *but i wasnt smiling nor nything..my face is blank...but I AM HAPPY~!!! ...swt~...* anotehr example is like..uhm..rei, y cnat u cry? r u not angry? dear frens, teh thing is... im hot tempered, hav elil patients n im easily hurt as im very sensitive BUT IM NOT BROUGHT UP TO SHOW MY NEGATIVE FEELINGS~!!!! *faint* tehreor...if i managed to cry or show u my anger/explode..ITS A VERY VERY RARE THING...ONCE IN A BLUE MOON~!!!! but u will constatnly c me blowing up in my blog...cos this is where i get show everyone my evil side..ekkekekekkeke.... 9. i have phobia with water therefore i dun swim... BUT in contradiction, i like taking LONG~~~WARM~~~~BATH~~~~~ bcos I GET TO B ALONE~!!!! must savour each momment...ekkekkekekekke...... XP 10. i laughed alot with frens...muahahhah~!!! yeah yeah yeah...but when im at home...i only laughed infront anime...i mean...laughed yg ikhlas...lol~!!! ...like i said,..i got prob in matching my feelings n expression ( i do give u a smile when im pissed as well n i do attimes do not smiled at all when im happy..ahhaha.. =.=" ) so... my old old gal frens....will at times say : heh..so long didnt c u laugh like that d... *when they say that...means i finally laughed dgn ikhlasnye~!! its a so called rare sight aso ler...to them ler...heh..cos now im a diff person from the 1 they know back then mer...so u will c me tergelak terbahak bahak dlm kelas...lol~!!!!* anywya...i siao anime!!! yay!!!! anme is my happy kamisama, which is my GOD OF HAPPINESS!!!! LOL~!!!! tehrefhore. i love all my mangas n anime collection....lets not forget that i love anime songs as well...MUAGAHAHAHAHAHHA~!!!! ...y??? bos anime songs are 80% berkaitan with dreamsn "wings" ....MUAHAHAHAHAH~!! memang ngam for ppl who have most of tehir dream crushed...although my dreams are slowly recovering one by one...still~~ THE SONGS ARE FANSTATIC...TEHY ARE MY IDOL~!!!!! AH~!!!!!!! ekekkekekekekekekkeke.....MUAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH~!!!!!! and yes...im lauging dgn ikhlasnye...anime wert..we are talking bout anime wert...lol.... XP dah...cukuo cukup..dah 10 dah...BUT still~~~...there's still lots of tings that u dunt know bout me...ekekekkekkekekeke....MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA~!!!!!! n im not taggingf anyone...no1 left for me to tag...lol...XP Labels: misc Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Saturday, March 03, 2007 @ 17:50
finaly i blogged.... =.=" so here i am..bloggin thsi post... with an ubelivable opening... i fall off my bed this afternoon~~~!!! =.=" how it happen? ahem! as u all know or u all dunno, i got a some sort of breathing difficulty especially when i sleep, tehrefore i tend to toss here n there, in otehr words looking for the best position so that i can breathe properly...n my hero of doing this is my BALSTER!!!! MUAHAHAHHA~!!! XP i love my balster...y???? since it is big enuf i sleep on my balster...most of the time not on my pillow...but i do use my pillow at times...ekkeke...anyway, for a better breathing, i'll need to sleep in a position where my head is lift up, in otehr words it gotta b higher than my bod...i cant lay flat on teh bed... =.=" cos my breathing passage will b blocked... haiz~ swt betul... so...yesterday..uhm..i mean early this morning *i only wake up on afternoon* ...i cant seems to b able to find my balster... eek!!! bcos im so tired, i cant open my eys, i was searching blindly for my balster...n to no avail.. sedihnye...so tak pe ler...i sleep without my balster...n bcos of this...im getting a lil restless....chucking my pillow here n tehre...stacked up my pillow...but its not perfect..cos its eitehr too high or too low... =.=" ... so as i was tossing here n there ...sudnely...i felt my heart drop! *open eyes a lil*...*GASPH~!!!!!* *jatuh~!!!!* rei: aiya~!!! *land on smtg soft* *looks* rei: eee~!! balster~!!! *huggs* and so i realised i fall off bed n landed on my baslter...luckily..if not my butt sure pecah....swt betul...so macam itu hindu stunt...lost lovers being re-united... teh 1st thing i did was saved my balster... *huggles* ...i quickly grab my balster , "pua pua" it n put in on my bed....after a dramatic scene of hugging the baslter... i only realised taht my left arm is aching... =.=" n it only crossed my mind that when i land my butt on the balster, my auto reflex was using my left hand to support my fall, bcos of the impact...my feaking left arm is aching now...macam kena "th'ng" diuk...lol... as i was fixing my arm...haiz~... i was thinking of sleeping again..when i remembered wat my dad said : u wan asleep till at night izit??? ....and so i take a look at the clock n realised it already 2.45pm!!!!! *faint* ...n becos i cant sleep with my arm aching like that, i forced my eyes to open jugak...and so i did...wake up dah....haiz~~~ tudia..end of my dramatic bed fall.... swt... anyway, semalam i finaly got hold of this pics..last month, me n sm went to eat ice cream~~~!!!! at swenson...if im not mistaken..lol...sedapnye~!!! n jilak jugak....lol~!!! the shop specialized in ice cream..though its not cheap...but its definitly cheaper than baskin robin n hagen-dazz...lol.. with tons of variety n weird names...we had hard time ordering..n finally we made up our mind..n viola~!!! BESARNYE THE SERVING~!!!! *faint* CANDID SHOTZ~!!!!  sm is having some uh....strawberry tower blablabla... *tak ingat nama la* ...its very strawbery-ly as its not only filled with slices of strawberry , its done up with starwberry ice cream n strawberry topping n otehr straberry related stuff...lol...n bcos sm tak makan ceri, he say it tasted like panadol...i curi lah...ekkeke *munchmunchmunch*  n tada!!! this is mine... its called..uh.... uh...chocolate sticky...uh...entah la..panjang jugak teh name..lol..anyway..mine is very chocolaty...as u can c...even the ceri aso is coated in hot chocolate...fuh~! the red ceri? i curi from sm 1...ekekkekeke.. XP n u knoe wert... i realised taht everytime i smiled... my cheek looks as if i kena tumbuk... =.=" macam hamster duk stuff-ing makanan in teh pocket...hmmm...mayb thats the reason y hp duk calling me tupai kut... =.=" from side view of cos..from teh front view..i got no comment dah...i look like a box...square-shaped box... =.=" and no ppl..i dun forced my eyes to open that big...my face comes naturally with BLACK goldfish eyes... =.=" oh look...im a black goldfish....*swimming happily* ... =.=" anyway, i do fancy black goldfish..but wat the heck!!!??? lets talk about ice cream...lol...ahem! sedap betul my choclate ice cream..makan sampai..wana finish d..jilak d... *looksatsmwithbigbigpuppyeyes* ... rei: jilak dah... O.O sm: heh? ... *habiskan my chocolate ice cream* rei: XP inilah cerita aku ni...lol...habis dah...tak ada dah...now waiting for final sem to start on mon...haiz~.. i wan eat the home made muffins from northem beach cafe~!!!!! T_T *cekikcekikcekik* Labels: food, in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer @ 03:15
starry box michie~!!! inilah starry box aku tu... if im not mistaken...u could get otehr shapes aso...*coughcoughcough* but of cos diff shape diff price ler..erm...not more than rm10 for that starry size...if im not mistaken...ehe...^^  top view  thsi is the side view...ehhehehe...that red red ruffless stuff in the box is included eh..comes togetehr .. pls note that the suff in the box besides teh red rufless adalah barangan aku sendiri...ekekke...not included... *slapslapslap* the box is preety wert..very em kam throw away..so jadikan my jewelry box...c..i so good...kan i ni budak baik..recycle~!!! ^^ *bangganye* hmmm...let me c anythingelse boir..yeah..mich..its quite deep... u saw my snowglobe b4..so its taller...teh box can fit in the 2 ekor piggy...ekkeke...standing position... so i think cukup untuk u letak your bunga bunga~~~ .... XP i guess tahts all.. ps: this post s especially 4 budak mich itu...lol...aku tau aku belum realy pi update blog aku ni..tapi at least i re-decorate it rite? dgn lagu Kinya Kotani lagi..MUAHAHHAHAHA~!!! ...i'l update soon ler...aku baru dpt bahan aku...lol... ja~! ^^ Labels: in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Friday, March 02, 2007 @ 18:59
everything new new sem...so everything new...fuh~! ekkekek thats al for now... kena pi dinenr dah...lol... ja! ^^ Labels: in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |
