silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006 @ 22:16
zen zen wakaranai... heh...wakaranai desu..zen zen wakaranai...otosan...u've been telling me the same old thing since i was a kid...smtg that i listened so much that im so used to it that i cant give u any expression but just nod...and a occasionally...oo... dinner...just got back from dinner...at kayu...thought im suppose to go eat with the whole family..but end up..its actually only me n my dad...my nephew came over..will b over niting here...heh ...em..as i expected...dad will start talking to me n telling me the same stuff over again during dinner... asked hows school... i give the usual answer..."o..like that lor" ..but think again..how bout telling him on the new assng since its pretty interesting all the assng this sem...more used of my crativity..dumped the books..use the brains!!! yeah~!!! thats more like it!!! ...but i forgot the most important part that i hate...dislike...results...i 4got that anything that i answered about my school will lead to his questioning on my results...heh.. and here we go again...expected reaction...i dislike telling ppl my results...especially family...hate it...i dun care wetehr its good or not..i just dun like them to know my results...coz its nv enuf...and once u hit it...they expect more...and if u dont...u will b told to seek your own fault...blablabla..all sorts of grandmotehr stories...hai! dislike it. dad has always been telling me...or i would say...i was brought up with this in my mind...to see that watever hapens...its my own fault... heh... dad explanation is that...if i stop blaming ppl for wat hapen to myself and to look at my own mistakes , to search for my own fault..then i will b able to improve myself...that means...the matter will b solve...and i'll b happy no worries...but is that so, dad? ...seek my own fault...i always did...often...yeah..probs do get solved..no worries...but how come i was nv happy? ...often...i was not...most of the time i was not... i dun realy feel happy to know that im the cause of wat hapen and being able to solved it...zen zen wakaranai desu... how? now wat? ...once again u asked me bout my dreams....a thing that i cant answer u or anyone...cos i simply have none left...its just like wat u say...most things that we dream cant be acchieved...u say i have to compromised with stuff...yeah..i did all that...but im not happy...theres more tears than joy...my dreams are like empty shells...how would i answer u then? i have a life...not realy been lived fully...and so i tell u this...and only this i can tell my plan for the future is...1. i dun want to be tied down with hetic scedule... 2. i like to create stuff..so i like to do some thing that uses my creative brains!!!!! my darn talent which are useless in all my school life!!!! argh!!! but at least this sem assng is making use of it abit... 3.the job has to be fun and i dun like monotonouse jobs... everyday must have something fun and something new to create!!! new ideas!!! 4. i like working from home ...and of cos...i didnt tell u the last one...i dun like to answer to ppl... i dun like to be questioned often... summary? im looking for smtg which matched my passion....my needs...and wants... heh...my dreams cannot move foward neitehr can they come back to me now...try dying once...i've lost the vision of the future... Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Monday, November 27, 2006 @ 23:00
cherry...
nyway...seems to me that every1 is here d...for the wedding...heh...my baby niece just flew in yesterday from aust..bringing along these red cherries...which...=.=" ...i dipaksa eat so many!!!! y!!!??? y!!!??? y bring so many kotak come!!!!??? aku ditoture oleh bapak aku..force kena makan watever fruits he can grab hold off... T_T ... nyway...lil averlyn...not even 1year old yet..wah lau...run run run...n..n...can talk dah...n...y call me so kaku eh....ugghhh~~...its e-e...not ik-ik!!!...*faint*...tak pe tak pe...next time improve more ye....n..n..tak sangka budak ni is a fast learner...tak sampai 1 year old dah tau identify own body parts dah....eek!...can reconigze everyone and ther name...ak!!!!....hmm..good memory...bagus! bagus! *lookatothercucu* ahha...bagus cucu aku ni....some more so kuai...not demanding...not annoying...no throwing tantrum!!! ah!!! e-e sayang!!!!!! *huggles* muax! muax! muax!!! ^^ btw...went to watch step up with mich today..hm...not bad...some of the music is nice...so i got hold of one n upload it here...nyway, moves are..erm..not bad ler...out of 10 i'll go with 6.5 or 7...ahha..coz..to me..i feel that the moves are quite common dah...though the combination of ballay...balay???..0_o ...uh..nvm...balay!!!ahha..erm..the "balay" + hip hop are good idea...smtg new...but the dance moves in the hip hop is kinda normal...doesnt realy impressed me....the feelings i get is wat i get when i saw those normal moves ppl do in hip hop on our street and stuff...so i expect smtg special or diff in a movie (since mich tiam tyiam say the moves is so hot!) ...so i expect more..tapi...ehhehe..nah...doesnt realy turn me on...doesnt realy makes me wana dance...but the music are good.. ;) nyway..hai...nvm...sampai kat sini saje ler today...heh..ja! Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Sunday, November 26, 2006 @ 00:53
wow!!...this is scary.... found this in mel's blog...look interesting so i tried..and..woah!!! its scary now...eek!!!...nv knew that im kinda evil in side...lol....beware of rei!!! beware~~~ ahhaahah!!! well..i personaly feel that some are kinda true...i like the card in a way but still..it looks scary...*shurgs* Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Friday, November 24, 2006 @ 14:42
what rei has to say in respond to... a) love in respond to a post i read in a blog...i'll say... 1) love is an angle and a devil itself... 2) ntg is permenant 3) everyone is an individual that makes u unique.. .u cant expect some1 to have same attitude like you!!! god!!! wats wrong with u!!!?? *slap!slap!* ....u dun like his/her attitude!!!??? then talk it out!!! wat is this!!!??? been togetehr for so many years d...and then sudenly wan things to chill just bcos u notice that u guys dun behave alike!!!?? wat freaking shitz is this!!!?? and u are gonna let this small differences to spoil your relationship!!!!??? no wonder theres nv peace in the world!!! coz ppl always let differences get in the way to part them!!!!! god!!! *banghead* 4) understanding n trust is crucial... understanding...both need to understand each other...if u dunt..how are u gonna trust each other? ppl always complain that ppl dun understand them...think ppl...did u ever try to understand other ppl 1st? did u try to understand y otehr ppl dun understand u? ...ntg works one way...its always a 2 way flow...this is how communication flows...trust!..ah yes..the trust...its not the matter wetehr u trust your partner or not...wether u are near together or distant apart...the point here is...do u trust yourself!? ...look into yourself 1st b4 u look at ppl...tsk! 5) in love..no1 is right or wrong... this is in a way making sense when u think of both party still searching...humans...we are nv satisfy with what we have...that makes us blind sometimes...we keep on searching for smtg better..closer to our goal when actually...what we are looking for is already infront of ya...when u say...she's too good 4 ya...ur indirectly saying that she's the one....but if u take that sentence n turn it to a reason for a breakup ....boy, im telling ya...u will nv succed in life with such attitude...come on ppl....for god heaven sake...think!!! if she is too good for ya...it means she;s realy good..and u r gonna let a good thing go??? wtf!!!??? worst of all...u dun even try to better yourself...u dun even think of improving yourself to suit her!!! u dun even think of improving youself to treat her more better!!!which makes u...a loser!!!! *smackhead* ... but all and all...it is up to u do decide...its your life..u lived it yourself...in orther words...do wat u think its right 4 ya...and do it without later regrets...that explain y there is no right or wrong in love..coz it simply affected by the will and thoughts of a person.... 6) ... guys b mean to gals = gals say bye bye......but....gals b mean 2 guys = guys says...still..i love her...*faint* this is a phenomena which cant be explained scientifically....coz it doesnt realy makes sense...ahahha! im serious!!!.....let me list u the consequences... i) u treat a guy good / shower him with att n care.. = u will feel unappreaciated...they take u 4 granted..(typical human behaviour)...worst of all they say u are annoying... =.=" ii) u are open minded/u dun easily get jelose = they will tell u..cant u b a lil sui hei??? *faint* iii) if u are a jelose type = they will say...y r u so jelose? u dun trust me? ( but the relationship will last) iv) u b with them when they are down = when they recover..they think of how their ex used to treat them...u r invinsible for that moment... >_> v) u r not controlling = they say u dun care much bout them... vi) u r controlling!!! = they say...i need my freedom!!!...beh syok u...( but the relationship will last) ...etc etc etc.... so ppl..my verdict on this topic is...if ur not a mean gal (look at the list)..u'll b having a lil hard time holding your relationship together...guys tends to favour gals who treated them mean...ahaha...sounds funny...but thats how they work...entah la...ahahha...nyway nyway...90% of guys are like that...but that doesnt mean u have to change yourself to be mean dear!!!...theers still the rare 10%...yeah..i knoe..the rare type... =.=" ....i knoe....sounds a millenium..ahha...hey hey...i know some ppl who are under the 10% ...so at least theres some light 4 ya rite? but i tell ya 1thing...ntg is perfect...the best bf will most likely b paired to a mean gf and doenst know how to appreaciate her and via versa...and it is very very hard to c that both treat each other good...thats super rare...just look at the divorce rate...and the often-ness of argueing in a family... =.=" ...and worst of all..i nv agree with wat ppl always say..keluarga yg tak bergaduh adalah keluarga yang tidak bahagia...my ass!!! lol!!! who the hell wana have arguement in a relationship!!??? siao eh!!! I DEFINATLY OBJECT!!!!OBJECT!!!OBJECT!!!! anyway...watever written in this segment is not any form of defamation or sex bias or refering to any specific person. any disturbing feeling caused is utmostly regreted.its mere thoughts, comments and the practice of free spech and freedom of expressing one self. your understanding is highly appreaciated. b).....wat i hav eto sya about road... they have motorcycle lane...so...there shoukd b a "cruising lane" and "chasing time lane" for cars... :D ...so...ppl driving at 69 on the right lane of the 70km speed limit road should know that they need to use the cruising lane!!!! *cekikcekikcekik*...hey u!!! u wana cruise??? go left!!!...out of my way!!!...i got alot of time izit?? har!!?? har!!!??? ish!!! tak guna betul! cruise sampai sendiri tak tau yang hang duk sway into my lane ka!!???? swaying from both right n left lane...wat the hell!!?? wak eup la!! *slapslapslap!!*..your mother's road isit!!!??? jahanam!!! someore dare to squeeze me!!! and u..anotehr1!! *pointstoanotehrstypiddriver*...wan acut into right lane tak payah signal ka!!!?? tak patyah tengok belakang kah!!?/ terus masuk!!! aku kat tepi hang saje tau!!!??? im not even at your blind spot!!!! bloody!!!! my head somemore almost pass your head d...u dare say u didnt c me!!!!??? i slap u ar!!!! jahanam!!!! honked!!! honked!!! honked!!!! holiday tiba saje aku kena stand by tangan aku kat the hon!!!...lol!!!! teruk betul!!!! entah dr mana eh driver...holiday season saje sudah tak tau how to drive...and u!!! *pointstolorrydrivers*...heavy vechicles is left lane~!!!! LEFT LANE!!!!!! WAT THE HELL U DOING ON MY RIGHT LANE!!!!!???? move away~!!!.... tsktsktsk....geram betul!!!! c) kyoh kara maou!!!! god(?) save our king!!!! ahahhaha!!! this is the anime yang aku duk gila...ah!!!! the guys are all so cute....eeee~~~...its super comedy!!!! fantasy!!!! adventure!!!! yeah~!!!! lotsa magic to play with...nice nice nice...ehehhehe...and i just upload the opening theme on the blog..yay!!! ahaha!! might sound noisy to ppl...but..hey!!! when u listen it togethr with the anime..fuh~!!! best!!!! ahahhahah!!!! and of cos...u can click on the song name to go to the lyrics completed withthe translation.. ;) dah dah...habis semua comment aku..... -end- Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer @ 14:01
i've been tag!!! Layer One: On the outside Name: Shze Li @ Rei Birth Date: March 7th Current Status: single Eye colour: dark oak brown Hair colour: Pure Black!!! ahahha!!! tak macam mel...brown under the sun eh..ahahah!!! Righty or lefty: hm...90% righty Zodiac sign: Pisces!!! proud to be 1!!! ;) Layer Two: On the inside Your Heritage: 2/4 chinese, 1/4 siamese, 1/4 peranakan XP Your Fears: to fear is to have fear itself... Your Weaknesses: my greatest advantage is my greatest downfall ( d dark side of advantage) Your Perfect Pizza: rich in toppings...soft crust and cheesey!!! more cheese!!! more cheese!! i demand more cheese!!!! ahahah!!!! Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow Your Thoughts First Waking Up: class....ugghhh... Your Bedtime: uncertain... Your Most Missed Memory: ... nani mo nai...heh Layer Four: Your Pick Pepsi or Coke: coke McDonald's or Burger King: both!!!! yeah~!!! Single or Group Dates: as long as i get to be with him...im fine with nything... *peacepeace* XP Adidas or Nike: none Lipton Tea or Nestea: lipton!!! Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappucinno or Coffee: all!!!! ahahha!!! we are talking on the coffees family man!!!ahhahahah!!! Layer Five: Do You... Smoke: nope... Curse: nah~~~..i dun crused...i just dammed!!! ahahha...thanks to dr.gitu, my damming skill is highly enchanced through pygmalion..ahhahah!!!! Layer Six: In the past month Drank Alcohol: yeah... Gone to the Mall: yeah...everyweek...aahah Been on Stage: nope Eaten Sushi: sadly no...T_T...tak guna 1 they all..dowan makan sushi...*sniffsniff* Dyed Your Hair: dying my hair is a nono...unless its blue and u guarantee me it wont "lut sek"!!!ahahahah!!! Layer Seven: Have You Ever... Played A Stripping Game: Nope....but sounds interesting...ahahaha!!! wonder how they played it...hmm~~~ Changed Who You Were To Fit In: in a way i did...its more for survival sake... Layer Eight Age You're Hoping To Be Married: hm...married ar...lets c..not too old not too young..so...28 would b nice..but 27 would b perfect...aha! but b4 that...hohoh..i must own my own penthouse 1st...ahahah!!! my own ford fusion!!!! ahahahhahah!!!! biarlah aku menikmati kehidupan dahulu..hohohoh!!! travel the world!! yeah!!!! done all teh stuff that i suka 1st...only u come talk to me bout this marriage thingy....*lookatmymum*...ugghhh~~~ Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy Best Eye Colour: natural... Best Hair Colour: natural lor... Short Hair or Long Hair: short!!!! god~!!! paling beh kua guys with pony tail eh...eeek!!! banyaknye kat college aku....eee~~~ Layer Ten: What Were You Doing.. 1 Minute Ago: doing this la... =.=" 1 Hour Ago: on my way home lor.... 4.5 Hours Ago: uploading new song 1 Month Ago: 1 month ar!!??? hmm...sick la..!!! haiz~ 1 Year Ago: 1 year!!!! wah lau..this is mental toturing...hm...aha!!! start college life!!! ahahha Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence I Love: U??? 0_o I Feel: like how i alwyas felt? 0_o ...empty? like that lo...heh I Hide: everything? heh... >_< I Miss: nothing... I Need: better stuff... Layer Twelve: Tag 5 People no 1 to tag...so i'll go with mich and sm!!! Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Tuesday, November 21, 2006 @ 21:21
i cant explain..i cant explain... life...my life ...is smtg that i cant explain...even if i can...its not a complete explanation... i once love life... i treassure everything in my life... im always laughing and smiling... but ntg is pemernant... short-lived it is... slowy my world came crushing down... im facing situations that im not suppose to go thru ... looking at my age back then...im not suppose too... im too young for all these... left out; betrayed; framed;unloved;untrusted;unwanted; unheard... families...friends...and the surroundings... i began to hate life... i hate everything... most of all, i hate my very own existence... i eventually "left" the world... closing doors to the world... putting up shields... and i lived in my very own lil world... with death as my companion... a light then came into my world... bringging me out , seperating me from death i have a reason to lived... i lived to see...to only see... thats my past...a past that i hate to talked about... a past that contributes greatly to the current me... living in darkness for so long, u cant blame me for being emotioneless and expresionless at times...i do still have feelings ya know...i dont deny the fact that there are times that i dun feel anything at all...but sometimes i just dunno how to show u theu my face!!! which equals to expresionless..*sigh*... therefore ..dun take my blank face for ntg...dun take my dun-give a damm attitude too seriously...dun take my smile and laughter for hapiness... my mind and thoughts are at a complicated level...im becoming more aware and acute to my surroundings...my senses are sharper than b4...and most of all...i have very hard time to give my full trust to a person... ...no..i dun wat to be this way...but learning from experience,...this is the only way i knoe that i keep myself safe...i dun wish to go back to the past...the good and bad effects of my past is clearly seen in the current me... im sorry to those who feel disturbed by this acknowledgement, but this is the words of my heart... but if u need me, u'll know where to find me... if we are together and u cant find me... away from ppl i love to be... so go look for me at a place... a place so quite and beautiful... a place that gives me peace... a place wher i can put away the complexcity of my mind... a place where i can surender to myself.... somewhere high... somewhere alone... somewhere quiet... somewhere blissful... u'll find me there... i'm always there... but one 1thing for sure..anime always makes me happy...ehhe..^^ ...ne...there u have it..my life in my very best explanation...but still...wat i've felt..wat i've seen..wat i've experience...is smtg that i cant realy explain... Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Sunday, November 19, 2006 @ 22:51
Moon-Light Lycos 2nd generation of my psypets family is finaly here... =.=" oh i 4got..im suppose to be happy..yay!!!! oh look!!! im getting so old in psypets!!! =.=" 3.41pm today...we welcome the 2nd generation of shzeli's house....2 sets of twins... =.=" ...entah y "seh" so many 4 wat..ish ish ish...2 boys...2 gals...fuh~! matching...tapi...of diff spesies..we have 1 rooster...1 bat...1 thingy...1 two headed snake... since the house is too small..uh..well actually its not small la..juts that tak cukup space no matter how many times i wan aupgrade the house...entah y my anak all so hyper...=.="....tak pe tak pe....erm...ah yes..since no space and i already martin as a bat n tig as a thing...i come to a conclusion that i will give the baby bat, baby thing and the baby rooster (since i dun like the chicken)...to the pet shelter...keji? ...mich..kalau aku ni keji..early early aku dah hantar plum for abortion tau...tsktsktsk... so althoug the angle is fightkng for the custody of the babies..the devil argued with logic..so ok..3 of them has to go...tehy are Tede, Nilus and Meduli (thier random names) ...as i was about to give them up...ok..nilus started to gain exp..so fast!!?? few minutes after birt???..this boy is a hyper 1...like the mom...so..so..sad to let it go!!!! T_T ....but have to...coz...i already got tig..n i dowan 2 same spesies in my house...lol!!! so i have to quickly put them in shelter b4 any of them started to gain exp..which makes it more hard to let them go...they are all so good pets!!! *sobz* so here we are...the 2 headed snake has been renamed into Moon-Light Lycos..., the yougest of the twins...daughter of Lycos and Plump..and so called "dinaikkan pangkat" to the 1st granddaughter of shzeli... =.=" ....y name moon-light? coz...the left head (human form) is called moon...and she has the otehr head which is invinsible ..as it is her spiritual half..u watched anime? u know wat i mean..ahhaa..that spiritual half is in spirit form..so she is called Light...(not crazy of the deathnote,ok?) so ladies and gentlemen...when a mushroom and a uh,,,fly? married...they will have weird offsprings... =.=" ( y dont ben just let us choose the spesies!!! *stareatben*) ...and now we are looking foward to my new unborn grandkids...as my besen...mich...baru terima dilema pregnancy anak dia nicky...ahahhaha!! ...nicky is married to my boobooice..ahahha..but she get to keep all the babies..ahaha!! inilah kelebihan of becoming the dad side..ahahhahah!!!! tapi....since ito budak kena pi college without internet..aku pulak kena jadi nanny...lol...haiz~ ...mich... WELCOME TO THE "GRANDMA" CLUB!!! ahahhahahah!!!! ps: wei! my boy eh surename is ICE tau...ICE!!! jangan name the baby salah tau!!! tsktsktsk.... Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Thursday, November 16, 2006 @ 23:02
yume... yume... some1 asked wats my dream...heh...a question that i cant realy answer...y? ...coz they are all dead...not all..but most of them are... dissapointment...one after another...been like this for years...till none is left...sigh...im now only looking foward to getting rid of my assng...get done with the entire course and just waiting to leave... very hurt u say...heh...doest it realy shows in my reply?... so ka...i almost 4got...theres still ppl out there who is embeded and still making use of that "gift" ... but i didnt reply just to show u that...im trying my very best in replying to your question...determined huh? ...how can u realy tell by just looking at my pic....heh...weird...but yes i am...in most things...but usually it nv suceed... so tell me...whats the meaning of it....pursuing dreams that u knoe will nv come true...heh...waste of time...waste of energy...at the end? nani mo nai...yume... "it wont exist if it was nv meant to be reached"...ahhaa...so ka? ...hm...mayb yes..mayb not...heh...anatano kawaii desu ne...sukoshi desu....ahha... =.=" ...m..hajimemashita...ne..ja ne! Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, November 15, 2006 @ 23:29
glases of milk... 1? 2? 3? 4?...i lost count...wonder why tonite the milk tasted especially nice...*looks over at the half-emptied glass* ...heh~...samuii...the afternoon onwerds has been exceptionaly cold...tired...laying dead on the bed right after im done in hero...41...haik...41...not been playing for weeks d...sick...tired...and drawn into animax... midori days...a romance comedy about a17 year old seiji who was despereatly looking for a gf as...he's fighting skill was feared by both boys and gals...yup..that shis prob...till one day he found that his right hand has been turn into a minuiature gal name midori who on the otehr hand..had been fancy-ing him for years without him knowing and her real body is now in coma...ahahha...1st episode was intersting...looking foward for the next on fri..eheh m...iie...thats not the main reason im spending lots of time at granny's...yeah...i like animax..but thats not the main point... *looks at calender* ...time...im running out of time.... i hated this month of nov...december is coming...yeah..its coming..and nov would b my last chance ever to get close with him. ko...my most beloved bro...i get myself cozy...sitting on his lap, having my hand swung over his shoulder...brushing through his hair with the other as i watched him getting ready his wedding invitations. ... thoughts of how i hated smell of perfumed were brushed aside..as im loving his "tommy" sense...ah~.... happy...sad...happy that he's setting up his family...sad...as i watched silently my bro being taken away from me...fav bro...he is just the begining...*look at the other bros*...they are catching up soon...hai~ ...since they started to bring back their gfs...and since i started colleges...time spend were getting less and less...though i still have 3 more left...shikashi...it cant be deny that im much more closer to big bro though i love tagging along with 3rd n 4th bro and having 2nd bro come fecthing me in school....ah~...but spending 5 years of my life living with big bro is one of the bestest thing...ehe...besides getting to mess up his room...XP...taking oportunity to nap on his bed when he's on business trip...wert?...no fair ok..he get to sleep on the upper deck directly under the fan..aku pulak...T_T ....slepeing at lower deck...he takes all the fan!!! T_T...somemore he got somany cupboard!!! T_T...got cupoard specially for his perfumes la...a cupboard only for his baju la...i only got 1...T_T ...well..that doesnt realy explain y i like messing around with his tie.. XP ...hohohohoh!!!! so~~~...heh...nov will be the last...not going to his wedding ceremony in johor ( traditional chinese wedding : bro is toasist) ...i...i...sigh~...nvm...but im still attending his ceremony in pg (church wedding: d tunang is christian) ...well..he still dosnt know about me not going...erm...let him find out himself ler...heh.. nyway...how would one feel when u lost smtg precious to ya...gifts...gifts from speacial ppl...wether its as expensive as a hp...to as non-expensive as a key-chain...they are hearts...momento...runsing...apart of u wil feel lost... *looks over the bed...looks under the desk* ...hm~....still there....hai~...yogata... ;) Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Tuesday, November 14, 2006 @ 00:20
promotion-tsu omedeto gonzaimasu... shingami...korewa note book-to...koros~! death note the movie..not bad...watched it with mich today(13th Nov) after class...hangging anding...but it was ok...not as highly as i expected...but it turn out ok...just ok...i'll b checking out the anime n the manga soon *looksovertobitcomet*...yup...very soon now...ehhehe almost involved in an accident this morn again..damm the driver...tell me ppl..wher egot ppl cut in halfway and just stop...= .=" ...honked her n pull the car away..and beraninya dia honked kat aku! calaka! morning somemroe...nak mati ke ni?...sudenly cut in ppl's lane with half of the car body in d..then sudenly stop..4 no reason!!!?? infront aso no car..so just move on la..wats wif u har,lady??? wats with the mid-age lady drivers har!!??? that day baru kena satu..ini pulak nak b the second 1 ke? *cekikcekikcekik* hai~~ spend the whole day at granny's after the movie with mich....the animax is attracting me there...ahahhah!!! tapi tertidur pulak aku...hai~ later at nite...followed the ladies to bj..and... hai~~~ ....seems that the whole me..from head to toe..external n internal..really is very very expensive...ada pulak..pi semua kedai kat bj tak ada 1 pun yg memenuhi kehendak aku!!!??? ...^$%^$%#%!!!! ...seem sthat..i can only go back to the usual shop..piere cardin....hai~...very high meh my permintaan har!? ...dah lah aku ni cuba save money on the expenses of my personal needs...ish!..tapi pin pin tak ada yang normal stuff ngam aku...lol~!!! ...nah...since i sicked so gai again..dad planed to go get me back my suplement...my that spirulina+cell food + klorofil + chicken essence + the chinese watever hern thingy... = expenditure on my health nia already 100++ monthly!!!! *faint*....and somemore havent plus the otehr ones that i had when i was younger...then plus my face wash leh?...i dun shar eface wash with the rest of the family..well..it suited their skin..it is not to mine... =.="...plus another 20? ...the plus with my shampoo leh? i cnaot used the normal eh shampoo like sunsilk...somehow...i dunno la..asyik gugur saje rambut aku bila guna such shampoo..i have to use the one specially packed for saloon eh..called "elegence"...that one...cozt...around30bucks....ugghhh~~~~....c!!?? c!!!???? mak dan bapa aku kata..u betetr get a high paying job...for your "lifestyle". weh..not my fault ok...macam takdir saja aku kena guna benda benda macam ini..hai~~~ tapi tak pe...nyway,...mic told me that he need some1 to teman him down to melaka this sat for his part-time marketing sales convention thingy...he got promoted to supervisor...ask wether i wan ateman him not since that his family n otehr frens are too busy...well..i know its kinda suz to have no1 to celebrate with ya...especially u r going up n giving a speech...blablabla...but hey...i love to teman ya...but...ehehhehe....*looksattokyofest*...ehheheh...i wasna go tokyo fest!!!! ahahhahah!!! sry ler...i man..of coz that i parents sure wont let eh la..but that not so important...the most imnportantthing is..I CANT MISS THIS CHANCE TO TOKYO FEST!!!!! been waiting for so~~~ long d....*sniff*....and finally held in pg...its a dream come true~!!! well..at least one of my drem come strue!! ahahhaha!!!!...so must go...ehehe...erm..u come back time only we help u celebrate la...agahhahaha!!!!hmm..actually i aso wondering..since u anak tauke...for sure the family business will fall in your hands...then y still wan ago do part tim ejob at a direct marketing compay..somemore aimed to b manager in it...wah lau!..wana conquere family and external business ar? 0_o ...lol~..hen someore wan ahelp dad open branch out...wah!!! hey fren,..u can handle so many jobs and so many businesse meh? 0_o... anyway... mic kun, omedeto gonzaimasu! gambate! ^^ Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Friday, November 10, 2006 @ 23:21
zets of life u most probaly notice the drastic changes on the blog...the layout..music...n the blog name...dun ask..just pure zets of life..thats all..well..after im getting almost 100% better...i think that there should b changes around here n there...lol so yesterday was hp bday..she treat us to foodloaf for lunch right after class..and here's some pics...
i 4got the name of this whiote spagethi..its an italian name..ahaha..its mich's..tasted not bad...creamy..yeah...i like it...but eat too much..its jilak...ehhee...then u c the back 1? ...thats my spagethi balognese...ehehhe...its nice...very nice...but it would have been perfect if..the basil smell is not too strong...ehhehe...
oh ya.and this is me..mich been taking cadid shotz...and..uhm....i pecahkan her tembeleng!? 0_o ...ahahha...lol~.....i mena..who wana take pic when u looking sick,huh!!!??? ...lol....sigh..tapi tak pe....this one turn out nice jugak...ahahhaha....
and we had group pics...her bf is the photographer...and that makes up most 80% of my class..^^...and u c that guy there? that is ji~~~~~mmy~~~~.....^^ ...one of our classmate,joanne said that he is our class eh "pao pei" ...lol~!!! ....yaler tu....asyik let us buli and bcome our "pao pei"...aahhahah...lawak sungguh....ahhaha..yeah the whole clas like to buli him...but among the only 2 guys in the class...we sayang him the most...^^ ...ahhaha....we sayang thats y we enjoy bullying him..lol~!!!! ..thats yesterday...and today...was usual college life...but went out with jini fo rlunch..at pizza hut!!! ^^ yay~!!! ehhehe...mummummum...so nice...so long didnt eat d!!! T_T ....then...found a comic which ...u can die out of laughing...i was laughing like a mad person the whole time..omg~~~...ahhaha...its claled "Malaikat Nakal" @ "Cheeky Angle" ...eheh... its bout a boy who was given a magical book by a stranger when he was 9...and he make a wish tobecome the lelaki yang terunggul..but the syaitan that granted him that wish...played a trick on him n make him into the perempuan yang paling unggul!!! lol~!!!!...and all his life records as a boy was magically vanished....no1 remembers him as a boy nymore except for his best fren who was with him during the incident...lol...so basically its about his daily life in school after 6years of that incident...a guy stucked in a gal body...trying to find back ways on how to bcome a guy(while searching for that magical book to give him back his own body)..and at the same time trying to learn how to become a gal..lol..coz..his best fren who is a gal..forced him to as she dosent believe that they will ever find back the magic book again..lol...and megumi(the guy) is trying al that...he has to deal with his zilions of fans..and they are guyz!!! Miki (his best fren)..was happy for him that he had fans..as she has been a gal now...but megumi whose still a guy inside is disgusted by the idea of falling in love with a guy..ahahha...and found out that his "fans" knows no boundaries in trying to get to "her" heart...lol... so wat happen next? read it youself..lol~~~~ i wan ago cook mee now...hungry d...ehhe...ja! ^^ Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, November 08, 2006 @ 00:21
quizes just pop into my brains~!!! You Are 34% Evil A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil how evil are u? Your Scholastic Strength Is Innovating You are the master of new ideas, techniques, and ways of looking at things.You are talented at structuring thoughts, decision making, clarifying, and making deadlines. You should major in: Marketing,Psychology,Desgin,Cognitive Science ,Economics,Photography wat u should major in? You Have A Type A- Personality You are one of the most balanced people aroundMotivated and focused, you are good at getting what you wantYou rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, you really know how to kick backWhether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds do u have type "A" personality? Your Personality Profile You are dignified, spiritual, and wise.Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself.You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books. You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life.You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.A good friend, you always give of yourself first whats your personality? You Should Drive a Ford Explorer SportTrac Tough and supercharged, you have some rather extreme driving practices.You've been known to intimidate a few drivers. You rule the road what 2007 car should u drive? You Are A Weeping Willow Tree You are a dreamer, and you're into almost any kind of escapism.Restless and capricious, you love to travel to exotic places.You are easily influenced by others, as long as they don't pressure you.You tend to suffer in love until you find that one loyal, steadfast partner.An empathetic friend, you love to make others smile and laugh What's" Your Celtic Horoscope? Your Inner Child Is Angry You're not an angry person.But when you don't get your way, watch out.Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want.Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming how Is Your Inner Child? You Should Drive a Lamborghini A true daredevil, you're always in search of a new rush. Clearly, you're a total speed demon... just don't get caught! what Sports Car Should You Drive? You Are 42% Addicted to Love Might as well face it, you're addicted to love.You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it?Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships.Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself You Addicted to Love? You Are Balanced - Believer - Empowered You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control.Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a true believer in luck, fate, and karma.You believe that life is a game of chance - not a game of skill.You either consider yourself very unlucky or very lucky.No matter what, you don't feel like you can change the hand you were dealt. You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.You realize that working the system does get you further.You know who to defer to and who to control.When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly. The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test You Are an Espresso At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping Your caffeine addiction level: high. What Kind of Coffee Are You? WOOT!!!??? I SWEAR IM NOT ADDICTED TO IT!!! I ONLY DRINK WHEN I NEED IT!!!LOL Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love What's" Your Love Style? You Are a Learning Cook You've got the makings of an excellent cook, and the desire to be one.But right now, you're just lacking the experience. You couldn't be a top chef yet, but you could be an apprentice You A Good Cook? ok..mic is seriously suddenly freaking me out..sudnely tiam tiam laugh for no reason..god~! sudenly so high...entah wats wrong...eek! ...ok...he sudenly siao diuk kampai...so... now he talks as if he is very old... =.=" ..betetr continue with my quizes.... You Have Your Sarcastic Moments While you're not sarcastic at all times, you definitely have a cynical edge.In your opinion, not all people are annoying. Some are dead!And although you do have your genuine moments, you can't help getting your zingers in.Some people might be a little hurt by your sarcasm, but it's more likely they think you're hilarious How Sarcastic Are You? ok..to ends tonite/today quiz craze...viola!...here's the final 1... You Have a Melancholic Temperament Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you. Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times. At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult What Temperment Are You? Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Tuesday, November 07, 2006 @ 17:46
a series of unfortunate events... first it all started with the hunt of the book which leads to the release of the ID and it was followed by a merely sorethroat which turn out to be not so mearley a sorethroat but flu...and here it goes landing itself with the side effects of the cough syrups which then lead to the terribly annoying pain at the gum of the wisdom tooth due to some..uh.."lang juak" ??? 0_o ... and the latest addition to this series will be an accident this morning with some sleeping lady crashed into the back of my car... =.=" ...well...her bonet was uhm...not so good..my bumber looks ok to me...well.. it "looks ok" ...so we called it off..no point finding falut blablabla....till i get home and tada! ...a brand new addition to add to the series of bad luck...dad managed to spoted the damage on the bumper..which when he show me..i couldnt even c anything...but not till he show me from the other angle..then only i realise thers a slight drop of the bumper...sligh drop as in..u cant realy see it with just a glance (which i did during the incident.and besides, i was standing at one agnle and the area hit was a blindspot from the place that i stand)dad insist that i trust the lady words for ntg hapen...n i keep on saying..i did come down n look..n i didnt saw that...ish~! ...hai~ ...and he was like..luckily the back light didnt spoil and even go "soh" the light... =.=" .. and for more...i received a lec at the car park.... =.=" ..yes...the car park!!!! he drag me down from the house to show me..n lec me at the car park till sampai rumah... =.=" ....and he say i was too " u-long" 4 not taking down all the ladies particulars which include her hp no. add..name...car no.plate..ic..etc etc etc... =.=" ..and said that a proton bumper cost around 800bucks..but mine cost about 1k+ ...*faint* ...then wats more? kena mocked la tu...he asked..whos going to pay for all of them now,huh?...obviously i was sick n im not in the mood to argue...and as the assng dateline is approaching fast...this thurs!! and i still havent do anything due to sakit sakit...and now!? ...he said..i better pray that the car number strike jackpot in the 3D blabla...and if not...it will be deducted from my allowence... =.=" ...not even a word..are u ok!? thank god u r ok! but wat? is the car ok!? u sure the car is ok!? blablabla..car car car... ish~! even though the car is a treassure...life worths more than that,ok!!??? tsktsktsk... a series of unfortunate events...no? u tell me about it,huh? >_> Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Monday, November 06, 2006 @ 20:00
the doc..the med..and me... as i cant take it anymore..i opt for my last dreadfully choice...a doctor... so i go over to pelangi yesterday to meet up with my old fren, dr.aishah...which..she was not on duty that day..so anotehr doc came over to check me up...and as im sorta "usual cust" in that clinic...i mean..would u just look at my reecord!!!..the new indian doc who was real frendly to me... uh..docs like to talk to me while checking me up for god knows wat the hell reason it is... =.=" ...doc: so where u study? shzeli: tarc doc: oo..what are u doing then? shzeli: im doing PR doc (shocked and puzzled): PR!!?? ... shzeli : uh..yeah..public realations..PR..u knoe.. 0_o doc: oh!!..ahah..u know...u dunt go around telling docs ur doing PR (giggling) ..shzeli : er..y? doc: coz...to docs PR means pre-rectrum!!! (laugh) ...shzeli:..aha! wats pre-rectum?0_o doc:..oh..(serioustone) pre-rectum is uh...when we insert a thing thru your anus(asshole)... *silentintheroom* ...ahhahahah!!!! so after the laughing session...he, looking at my record..he should know wat to give me and wat not to give me..and since he knows that i dun take syrup(its written in my record!) ...doc: im gonna give u some tablets for your flue..and some cough syrups ...shzeli:ok (since dr.aishah did told me b4 theres hardly any cough tablets available..so im fine with it) ...so with the laughing sesion with this new doc..i go collect my med..which turn out to be..wow!!! so colorfull!!! ^^ ..doc..u so understand me...lets c...of coz i have the hot pink plastic type of antibiotics...yellow color rugby ball shape runningnose tablets...er...1 bottle of nose drip (coz i tends to have nose block and whizzing at nite when im sick) ....but tahts the first time i was given a nose drip hmm..mayb..just incase kut..yeah...he said put in only theres a blockage..i was like..uhhuh...well..kinda make me senang aso la..no need go 4 second trip..like i always do.. =.=" ..anyway..ah yes..the syrup..as i was thinking..oh man...cough syrup ..i hate cough syrup cos its black.and yer~~~ so geli the taste...but then..i was suprise..he gave me a new flavour!!! hohoho!!!...its..purple-pink in color...packed nicely with a cup and of coz..it is blackcurrent flavour!!! hoho..of coz i'll b much more delighted if its in orange...yeah~!!! as im eagerly looking at the preety colors of my med (dr.aishah dun give me such colorful med >_>) ...i got myself a mc from the doc for today...just incase...and guess wert...after the entire laughing session..he wrote ther emy name.. "Lim Shze Ki" ...=.=" i was like..uh..its L..not K ...ahahha...so he changed it 4 me..blablabla... so i went home..took my meds(except for my nose drip)...and..viola!!!! my nose is ok...BUT!!!!...im having side effects from the cough syrups...i feel like i was "floating" ..omg~~~..my fingers were all numb...my hearing were getting not very clear..theres smtg realy wrong...so i decide to sleep early..n check out the med next day...so here i am...today...reading at the description of the cough syrup..and..omg~!!! so many side effects they listed down..eek!!!..altghough i didnt feel drowzy today..but my fingers just numbed just now during dinner..i cant even feed myself!!! omg~!!! sigh~~...dad n aunt say theres smtg realy wring with the ciugh syrup..coz..usualy cough syrup only gives u "sleepiness" but not as many as it been listed down!!!! eek!..but overall..my parents blamed it in my pc...=.=" yes!! my pc..they say my fingers got numb bcoz of i played too much... =.=" ..i just tel them its the med rite!!!???...ish~!! tak faham faham~!!!...*tsktsktsk* so i'll b stop taking the cough syrup now even though my cough is not completely heal yet..but its getting better..but i dun like the side effects..its too deadly...its like..sudenly..after takiung it..i cant feel my fingers!!!! omg~!!!!...and trust me...u dun wana know about the rest of side effects taht has been listed now..out of so many....i've xperience 3-4 out of it...and the list can go on very long..with weird side effects taht u can nv imagine a cough syrup should have...and mind ya..i only take 2 taking of 10ml...imagine if i realy followed it and take 3 per day!!!! *faint* Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Friday, November 03, 2006 @ 15:29
end of the Hunt.end of the ID. end...everything...the hunt? ..vrey very "dipermainkan" ... =.=" ...on the day that we finaly gave up of hunting 4 that freaking book...it turn out that mich's fren who is still in pursuit of th ebook..managed to found the missing book in usm liobrary..which..can be said that..we have been taken for a spin in the whole island by u know who..lol.. (blaming HIM pulak...tsktsktsk)...lets just put it in the sense of our freaking bad luck...just to get the feraking book at usm library the very 1st place where the hunt begun! lol~!!! and~~~...although its 5th edition which is pretty old...mich's dad called the next day and say that he too found 1 of the bok in kdu... conclusion? i college = 1 freaking textbook... =.=" ok..too much freaking for the intake today..lol..(lets cut out all of the "freaking" word) XP ...anyway, today is fri..and..yeah~~~...the freaking result slip is out...oops! sry bout the freaking word...ter-slip!!! lol~! =.=" ..as my ID has been sealed...im a lil cool with the results..though it kinda pissed me off... =.=" ...and thanks to my current flue condition...i cant talk... =.=" ..which means you wont be hearing me "expressing" myself away~~~ ....lol~!!!well resuklts is kinda sux...with a sharp drop of CGPA to 3.6060!!!! @#$%!!! every sem..drop one point =.=" bloody~! ....ish~!!! should have got A for mlsy goals...n thanks to the college for last minute change the system to 70-30!!!! blablabla.....blah~! and i have no idea wat went wrong with PS .... it should have been 4 As out of 6!!! ...now look!!!! 2/6...>_<@!!! was looking foward to atleast 4....sigh~ ...nvm then...i'll get it all back this sem..mesti tampal balik d...lol~!!!! ...nyway,...i think i msg the wrong person this morn again... uh...suppose to mich..but i think i ter-send it to sm... eek! erm..nvm...n i think im gonna have a prob with publication sub this sem..coz...writtings...lol..no berbunga bunga writtings...lol~!!! i thjink im gonna have a big prob swtiching. hai~ ...but the assng sounds kinda fun ler..preparing a magz dummy...ahhaha...but,,.seems that everyone has 4gotten about the page maker... XP ...need to go asked back OLL ..ajahhahaha..sure let her bunuh 1... ehehh... sigh...been so tired n sleepy lately..*yawn*...mmm....*rubrubeyes* ...zzzZZZzzz... Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, November 01, 2006 @ 18:56
log of the HUNT hot weather...once again we went on the road under the sizzling hot weatehr in serch of our dear darn media& ad sub textbook...as we already had bad news on yesterday's hunt and the hunts b4 which wer ecarried out on the internet and the area of sg.dua..and gurney plaza....we were found hunting our way in the town area..which covers..pulau tikus..the whole strech of penang road, chulia street...kimberly street and scotland road....as we were desperatly inserch of it under the hot sun after one dissapointment and another...we took a sip of limau ais in a nearby mamak stall in chulia street just to wait for a shop to open...the shop is on break for 30 mins!!! lol~...so we waited....and waited...and at last!!! its open!! yay!!! *smackontheface*...woot!!!?? none!!!??? *faint* besides wasting the petrol...our precious time..my allowence!!!! ....kena halau by sekurity guard(yesterday) ...and being tourists in our own negeri and not to mentioned...we were lost....in pg.road =.=" ...we had hard time looking for chulia street..as tehre are no sign!!!...we even plan to take the beca n ask the guy to tak eus to chulia street...which..we end up caling my aunt n asked about it..AND!!!!...shzeli: helo..we r now infront of odeon..wheres chulia street? aunt: oh..its just opposite!!! ...*faint* ...we wr\ere like..woot!!!??? luckily tak naik beca...buat malu saje..tsktsktsk...and having a uh..some guy hon n wave at us (macam kenal us)...ingat kawan mich..manatau...both of us aso tak kenal him...tsktsktsk...then terserempak dgn ...some...guy...ehich..he looks familiar with me...n uh..i cant rememebr who he is..but he remember me.... =.=" ...i think i saw him in school somewhere...hmm...realy macam kenal la...tapi sampai sekarang..i still canot recall..lol~!...i think must b my tution teacher kut...or mayb..some pensyarah that i pernah hadir the seminar kut...hmmm~~~...nvm nvm and how could we 4get the nice ice kacang we had in batu lanchang and the limau ais? ...after 2 days of rounding penang island...and 1 week hunting in the cyber space..the conclusion!!!? Internet is not very reliable in this and the whole penang only have that 1 darn book which had been bought by my one of my coursemate taht enggan pinjam to us to photostate!!!! eee~~~...geramnya~!!! all for nothing!!!! *cekikcekikcekik* and lagi keng is..nobody seems to botehr or even know about this book crisis!!!!..only me n mich saje yang duk gila hunting...the rest!!??? selamba saje....u tell them wat hapen..all angguk saje...what the heck!!??? sikit effort pun tak ada!!! next week pass up liao tau!!!!??? duk tidur lagi ka??? *tukultukultukul* dah~!..malas aku nak kek ki lagi....kek till entah how many weeks d...tak habis habis lagi..har~~ this fri,...entah ama kek till how liao ...ish~!...hungry d....dinner..and its raining aso..storm picking up soon...better go get some tea to cool off....ish~! Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |
