silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Monday, July 31, 2006 @ 19:48
it brings back memories... lalalala...*humming fullhouseost*..ah~~~...dunno y...but sudenly it just brings back memories...after talking to jimmy on msn...it kinda boost it up...ehhee...*takeadeepbreathe*...somehow...so sudenly...it brings back sweet memories with jar...time we spend together...silly n funny stuff that i used to do whenever im around him...ahahhaha!!!! ehehhe...hai~~~alwaya embaressed myself infront of him...ahhahaha!!!!..how we used to say who is mean n not...make fun of each itehr,,,tease here n there,,blablabla...ahahha!!! hai!..ehhee.. been days d...busy with assng n stuff...didnt realy take notice he's not in my mind for the past few days...ahhaha...then today...just now...n now...so sudenly...missed him alotz...ahhaha...mayb its bcoz i just finisehd the eng assng...one burden less...i thing less to be worried about...so more space for his memories...ahhahahaa!!!!! XP *takeadeepbreathe*...woke up at 11smtg...terus went for ping pong...n didnt know today got competition..ahhaa..but anyway, managed to get champ for single n 2nd for mix double...yay~~~..but was kinda stim today ler...ahhaa...then this thursday..another ping png competition..this tim eits a combination with anothe rbatch of ping pong class...ehhe...hope it will turn out good..realy good...ehehhe...hmm..i realy dunno wats wrong now..like wat i've said in my previous post..i sudenly feelt so strange...so diff than teh ways i used to feel b4...its like..i feel so alive n diff..like a new me was born...lol....ahhaha...but anything or watever it is..i still missed jar alot...wonder how his assng turn out...hope they managed to get it out perfect this time..dun think his lec wana sell them more time...tsk!...*huggles*...today will complete jar's assngs...but his exam are waiting in early august..which will b very very soon...ehhe...guess we wont b spending much tim etogetehr though...nice timing doesnt come in this sem...ahahha...but netehrless..im now blogging this...waiting for bobo to online ...n passing my time missing every momment we had together...jar oppa,saranghae yo... :) Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Sunday, July 30, 2006 @ 17:31
its alive!!!! hohohoo!!! ppl!!ppl!! hows my new layout!!???ejeehhehehe... berjam-jam aku cari new layout..n now!? tada!!! after lil mod here n there..tada!!!ahahahha...ehhe..bangganya...duno y..sudenly feel so alive today..penuh the zets of life! fuh! ahahha!!!...then sudenly got th eurge to change everything except for my blog add ler...mayb later only change kua..but that aso means..extra work for u ppl aso ler...ahhahaha..actually...i've been feeling this way since i last talk to leanord about taht kampar thingy ...n yesterday's conversation with michael..fuh! add super effect onto it!! lol!!!! ahhaahaha...actually was looking fo rsmtg vibrant , nice yet passionate feels...but end up with this cute thing..ahhahah...n the fuul house eh song!! lol!!!! can naik gila terus!!! ahahhaha!!!! okok..guess i betetr go continue my editting..akkakaka... Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Saturday, July 29, 2006 @ 21:18
funny-funny..its getting funny... Funny-funny-its getting funny... ahhaha..hmm...i dunno y..i wonder y either..but seems that from today conversation with jar..i found it to b a lil funny..ahhah..lol...i dunno y im feeling thsi way..but it sounds so..so...weird...weird as in..funny..ahahha...actually not only today...but its been going on for few day snow but today was exceptionally funny...hmmm~~~...mayb its bcoz he started to talk with chinese slang..u knoe...the"la"s n all...for example...jar usually say..u take care too or u too...but today or these days..he goes.. " u take care la..." .....blablabl..la....blablabla..la....ahahhahahah!!!! blablabla..ler...ahahhaha...omg!!!! im so bad~~~...ahaha..but nah ler...im serious!!!..mayb im not used to hearing or seeing him talking like that, kut...ehehhehe...but anyway, it seems that he's been talking hokkien these few months..ahah...but wats him with the sudden changes in language? hmmm~~~...most probaly he's trying to er...talk in hokkien..so...can he dunt need anymore subtitle when we guys talking? ...ahahhahah...ughh~~ im still so bad~~~...lol~~ but anyway, i'm sure that i'll get used to his "new" slang soon...ahahahhahah!!!!! ok..cut that out. jar willl b having O.T. at his fren's house tonite again...said that he's falling sick..awww~~~.*huggs*...must b the wether...jazz also fall sick...im aso sick..so many ppl aso sick..definatly must b the weather!!! *gribfist*...ok..lets pray that jar's assng will turn out fine this time...no more last minute malfunction..tsktsktsk...so sad...pity nia...sigh~...anyway, know they can do it! mina, gambateh shiyo!!!! ;) ...ah, yes..jazz...congrates jazz!!!! muacks!!!!...jazz got champ for his moot n is going for the inter-college...fuh!!! i'll b rooting 4 ya!!! show them wat u got!!!! hohhoohohoh!!!! nah! budak mich ni..asyik bring back the wrong thing ..tsktsktsk,....mich, nexttime bring back everything...ahahhahahha.....ok..lazy to write my method...waiting for ct n mich to send over tehir stuff...tehn can continue with editing...blablabla...assng assng assng...hai~~ phsyco assng dateline was changed to 1 week earlier!!!! ugghhh~~~~ n now we have thursday class from 11-9pm!!!!! omg!!!!!! omg!!! *faint*...argh!!!!! hai~~...im gonna be teh worst ever zombie by the end of this sem..lol!!! all my napping hour has been replace by clases!!! no~~~~~~~~......ugghhh~~~~ omg!! look!! A&W food coupuns...aww....ahahha!!! =.=" ...now hungry pulak..ish!!! canot canot~~ getting fatter d...ish!!...crisis of assng...hohoho~~~ darn  all the assng...kill all the assng...we will triumph over the assng one day!!! one day!! no~~~ we will triumph over u very soon~~~~ hohohohohoohohohohoohoh~~~~oh yea...4got...mana itu mel n cici..ish!! wan ashar esoem good news here...lol~~~...hai~~ guess gota wait...lalala....ehehhe...so happy~~~~ yet so tired~~~~~ =.=" ...ahaha...hmmm...looking for a nice pic....aha! this 1...c that pic?..im tired of college..n wats the happy thing? the pic tells everything...hohohhoho...everyone!!!! muacks!!! muacks!!! muacks!!! hoihoohohohoh!!!! Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Thursday, July 27, 2006 @ 18:47
president of the sleeping club President of the sleeping club... hari ini..if i tak blog..i wont feel good..ahahhaha...ish! although im sleepy now...but i need to blog this! lol!!! ish!! look at the damm title!! it tells u all!! lol~~~...president of the sleeping club,huh!?..ish! ms.oii ini...ish! just bcoz i often fall asleep in her class...sh edun have to make me the president of the sleeping club,ok? wonder got such club pun bor...tsktsktsk...but wat to do...everytime i slepey time sure kena during her class..hai~~..sien nia...late afternon class is the time i nap 1 ma...ehehhe.... now broke liao lor...hai~~~ sad kes...thursday nia..sudah mau bankrupt..ahaha..kena korek d..lol~~~assng dateline is getting near~~~OOOooooOOOoooo~~~..eheehe..but...entah la..we stull cant move...ahhahah... =.="..ugghh~~...was late for test today..lol~~~ canot wake up ma..but manage to finish writting in time ler...ehheheh...not bcoz i do revision last nite..its terus tak baca...buka the buku..baca few line..pom! terus tidur...tehn wake up at 2smtg am...n tada! tu dia...lampu ...pc..all semua masih on...ahhahaha....then quickly shut off everything then teru stidur sampai esok pagi...lol~~~ hai~~ n i sa wthat white beany doggy pillow!!!! i want!!!! i want!! i wanna buy!! they say rm15 nia...its cheap,ok?...n besides i've been wanting a benie pillow fo r a long time...lol~~ but ..but...the white 1 ppl reserved d... T_T ...tinggal th eblack 1...dowan la....i want the white 1....*sobz* ....but nvm ler...wait ler n c got wat otehr nice stuff soemmore...valentines booth will b open till end of the month...so..eheh.just wait n c wat new stock they wana bring in ler..eheheh...okok..now i realy canot tahan d...i need to sleep...ugghhh~~~...zzzZZZzzz... update:12.49am...ahhaha...oooOOOOoooo~~ check out the tag...ahhaha!!!! well, whoever it is n wat ever the reason u tell...thanks for telling n thanks for giving  me a piece of your mind...n no thank you, too... *hugglesjar* ;) ...ehehhe...i have my own reasons to that but im not blogging it here...ehhehe...sendiri tau pun sudah cukup la...anyway..its not funy,k? its preety a sick joke. tsktsktsk....got ntgelse better to do...anyway,..im realy curious n excited to know who are u,mysterious person..ahahhah!!! anyway, hai~~ so sien..got test someore tomolo.still havent read...cici came over just now to scan stuff...lol~~ then talk talk talk...fuh! nice~~~ahahha..n yes, jar i sat his fren's house doing his assng..aww...so late d still didnt go back..guess he's overniting there...ehhehe....btw, i LOVE jar n thats the only truth i care about.. ;) *huggles* ..ehhe...Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Monday, July 24, 2006 @ 20:25
mich's bday~~~ mich's bday~~~ hmm..lets c wat hapen on mich's bday? ahhaha...lets start with early morning..yes..early morning..which i think i cant wake up..ehhehe...8.30am only bertolak from home...akkaka...but reach college in time...fuh!the drivers on the road today were suckie...damm bloody suckie...lol!!! almost had accident 3 times u knoe!!!! jahanam eh!!! luckily my car's acceleration , breaking n handling system are not bad at all..if not ar...hai~~~bloody ppl..drive like prawn nia...ahhaha...green light n they sudenly stop!!! wah lau eh!!!! every1 was like..emergency break!! the car infront of me almost bang into the darn kelisa...tsktktsk~~~..luckily i managed to break in-time..if not ar..sure i aso langgar that wira's butt!!! ish!! then hoon-hon-hon!!! grrr!!!!...then in island there..again same thing hapen!!! but luckily all car managed to pull off to the other lane.wah lau eh!!!! jahanam sungguh all those drivers!!! then on my way back...on the flyover..ish!! was in the right lane..then had my signal light on coz wan aturn into left lane ma...as i was slowly moving into left lane..coz the car on the left lane slow ma/so i aso slow slow move in la..one damm motorcycle sudenly speed n cut thru the small line..luckily my reflects cepat n pull back my car!!! jahanam eh!!!! that guy somemore dare to turn to look back..but he dunt seem be looking at me...seem that he's looking at a far away plca..way~~~back from my car..i think he's trying to get away from some1 who's chasing him! ish!!! then at sg.dua traffic light there ...anotehr celaka eh story!!! ish!!! its green light!!! AGAIN~~~...this car was in the middle lane..driving so slowly...so i mer go into right lane lor...as i go into right lane..he aso slowly go into the right lane..seeing his...i mer speed up into the most outer right lor..wah lau!! i was just at his butt there n he dun seem to c me n just squeeze in...i hon him like hell but terus speed up coz im in the middle of his body n he dun seems 2 know how to stop his freaking damm car!!!...n i speeding n squeezing my car between that damm car n that damm pillar...almost lose control of the car...but teh car's handling is good..it respones in good timing as my reflex...so i was fine..so i mer look back at the mirror..guess wat...the car aso didnt botehr to stop..it continues slowly drive to the outer right lane...wah lau eh!!!!! bloody suckers la!!! really DAMM TL just now!!! ish!!! kek ki nia!!! #%$##$% BLAH!!! dun talk d...kek ki nia...now that mich eh pic aso belum belum sampai in my inbox!! ish!! so slow!! SLACK~~~SLACK~~ ajahahhaha..hai~~~ yes..mich's bday...me, fresh, jose n ah peng got her a pig...ahhaha!! get the deliever person to send it to class 4 her..ahahha!! u guys should have seen her face!! ahhaa..so red!! somemore..her mind keep on flying here n tehre , guessing who will give her..even fly to the almost imposible..ahahha!!! n u should have see her trying to hide that pig into her bag,,which is unsuccessfull..ahahha!!! tsktsktsk...overall..we are bunch of damm good actors..ahaha..must thank dr.gitu d...lol!!!! ahahha...so my award of being one of the best actress,...is by having mich belanja-ing me kfc 4 lunch!!! hohohoho!!!! hai~~~ now so sien~~~ ahahhah...so tired aso..hai~~~...jar's gonna b busy tonite onwards coz his assng is due on wed..soemore yesterday dowan do...he kam luan spend time with me whole nite till 12am or so...lol~~~..ahhaa...he was like..on and off doing assng ..tsktsktsk...then after this wed...he'll have more time to spend with me d...ahha..coz assng is coming to an end...but he's exam is starting soon...in early august!! tahts when i'll b busy with my assng...lol!! but netehrless...i always manage to make time 4 us..hohohoho!! okok..enuf of the chin kak eh laugh...akkakakaka....la!!! pic aso belum sampai!! hai~~~....c how ler later... ;) update: 11.03pm...ehhe...finally got mich's pic!! ehehe...watched 12 storey geylang just now..kinda slow the movie..but pretty interesting...ehhe...somehow...the show makes me pretty sad...awww....ehehe...*hugglesjar*...hmm...now missed jar pulak...ish!...eheh...hope he did manage to get his wed asng cover up...ehhee...dun wish to c him going tru wat he did in the last exam...ehhe...can u feel my world by leehom...listening to it now..kinda adding effect to me now..ahahah!!! Silly gal!~! ..jar would always say..ish! *takeindeepbreathe*...ah~~~...he's realy growing alot in me...ahhaha...funny...some1 who is like me cant brush off things that easily this time..ahhahah!!!...guess he's realy all that,huh?...ahhaha!!! hmmm~~can imagine him working out his stuff on his assng...ahah..surely burning midnite oil liau..plus his exam in weeks time..he sure burn more oil..ahhaha....at the end? u'll c him getting thinner..awww...n look so tired...aww...n he' sleg is still not ok yet! ish! chicken is also "tok" ok, dear??? ish! canot eat tok ..skip seafood but eat chicken..wat la!? no wonder jar's leg till now also havent heal...tsktsktsk..ehhe...*hugggs* nah! look at the mich!! ish! duk cekik the pig! tsktsktsk!!! i pity the pig..feared for the days to come..oh,lord wat  will bcom eof the pig? ahahhaahha!!!!oi! budak! must sayang the pig 1 ,k?????...ish! u better take care of the pig ar...if not ar..we got social visit to check up on the pig...if its not in a fit condition..we'll c u in court!!! hohohoho!!! XP ...anyway, bobo assng ddidnt go thru my mail, entah she got send bor or realy didnt go thru..hai~~ guess i have to get a copy from mich...tsktsktsk...its 11.23pm now...n im stil not in the mood to study the mlsy goals...ahah..guess to nite wont baca la...ahhaha...test is coming real soon...thurs n fri!!! T_T...yet..apa pun tak baca..ahahha...lantaklah..as usual...lol!!! hai~~~...tomolo will b a long day also...almost the whole day in school...well..actually..it is whole day!!! lol!!! from 9-7pm!!!! omg!!!!!! omg!!!!! ugghhh~~~~...*faint*......ahahhaha...dah! enuf of the dramatic stuff..anyway..wonder wat will us be having for dinner..hmmm....food..yes..im always thinking on food n jar...lol!!!!....oh,ya,...itu michael, ish! was helping him to do this survey thingy for his assng la..then i asked him..got any free gifts bor? n guess wat ?...he say..i tomolo sen dflower to your class as freegifts...ahhaahhah!!!! lol!!!!! semua orang do assng till naik gila d~~~...ahhaha...hai~~ n my assng also not realy start yet n im already nuts!!!!!...lol!!!! guess i betetr sign off here now..or this will carry on and on and on~~~...ahahha~~ nites!! muacks!!!!Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Sunday, July 23, 2006 @ 14:44
flying high~~~ Flying High~~~...
ah~~~slept at almost 3am ...ahha..but was awaken at 11.30am by ct's sms...ahaha.....had a long~~chat with jar~~ yeah!!!! ehhehe..*huggles* ....the longest chat in so many weeks...lol!!!! ganasnya!!! ahhaha...i think more than 1 hour....aahhaha...well, he will b sitting for his exam on early august...that means..this sem our holiday wont b crossing each otehr path..hai~~..ehhe...he was like..your holiday is still long to go~~~..ahahha..awww.....sound so sad,huh?...ehhe..basically was patching up things n the time that we had both left out...seriously damm happy these few days...he's been free to give me enuff attention that he has laked for few weeks d...ahahha!!! some how i was pretty slow in getting wat he wana say...ahahha...well..i think i know ler wat he meant..but wan acomfirmed mer...ahhaa..then he was like...i saw, awww...doesnt that means yes? ...ahaha..i wa slike..realy? hmm....mayb kua...was pretty blur these days..have been sick mer...then he was like... :) ..it sok..4get it...ahhahahah... now im seriously..aww....~~~~...kesiannya..*patpat*...ehhehe... n now im getting sleepy..n that mel still havent send me yesterday pic..*gripfist*...ahhaah...wana blog about yesterday supper,ok!?..ish! mel, u better send ove rthose pics..n yes! im signing off her eto get a good afternnon nap~~~ahahhaha...jar was like...har!? u sleep so late..then now mer look like a panda lor...ahhahah!! *sobz*...so mean~~~..ehhe..say till like that...ish!!! n i dun have panda eye today,k!? seriously!!! its lighter than i expected!!!ahahaa!! guess that cucumber eye pad from elianto realy does work,huh? update:10.17pm....ahahha...ladies n gentlemen...after long hours of waiting~~~ we shall proceed to yesterday dinner/supper!!!! -dinner/supper- a pic worth a thousand words - what we ate yesterday???
char koay kak!!!
lok-lok!!!
chai kuih!!!
hokkien mee!!!
laksa!!!
satay!!! what we drink???
the multi color "PENGs~~~~~" ....ahhahahah!!! so how did the dinner/supper turn out? lest dig in!!!!
boil! boil! boil!!! judges???? the food apa macam???
shzeli:*sohardtobite* eee~~~
jane: *slurp~* ah~~
cici: *zzzZZZzzz~* O_o *dreaming: i'm gonna poke u, u nasty cat!*
mel: *munchmunchmunch* *mumbles* dun take my money*mumbles* jane: u want???
shzeli: ehehheheh!!!! so??? wat hapen next!!!???
dinner / supper at super tanker makes u happy n definatly gets u high!!! ahahhah!!! -END- Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Friday, July 21, 2006 @ 18:31
unexpected dream...heavenly bliss Unexpected Dream- Heavenly Bliss~...  ah~~~...feels like homw..long time since last blogged..ahha..lest c..summarizing up all those unforgotten events in the past few days...hmmm~~~yes,...did ok in my ps competition..landed in 2nd place..got the hamper today...n a 'B' for my persuasion speech.. =.=" ....nvmnvmnvm...at least i get to get rid of this ps competition thingy..troublesome it is..ahahha!!!.. ah yes, ...thanks to my all my suporter during the competition!! muacks!!! n to jazz for his extremmely huge support..ahahha....was pretty sad on that night coz jar didnt wished we congrates n that all that kinda stuff..but oh, well..at least i still got jazz standing by me... ;) anyway, i dunno y..but everytime after spending th enite complaining about jar this n that...it slike..the next day..he would automatically greeted me, appologize n stuff..n had a very long satisfying talk ...ah~~~..n its like he knew that i was complaining about him the nite before!!!! eek!!! ahhah...luv yesterday so much...get to spend almost the whole evenin  g n nite by just talking to him on msn...ehhehe..he was so "kin cheong" about my sorta negatif nick n on the songs i send him...ahhaha!! he keep on asking...hey, is everything alright? wats going on? wats with all those blue blue songs!? n wats with the nick? u sure u r ok?...ehehhehe....like im gonna tell him wats wrong...ahhaha...but mich say he might terasa that he focused too much in his assng n feel that he had somehow abandon me for awahile...ahahha..well, at least it shows taht he missed me.. ^.^ ..oh!! he just online!! ehehhe!!!...awww...he has to go for dinner soon but online for awhlie just to talk to me...ahhaha!!!! bangganya!!!!! *huggles*...ehhehe....though he said his day was crappy n dun wana talk bout it...so..guess the interview didnt turn out quiet well..awww...but nvm...work harder...jar got lost of spece to b improved! em!!suppose to go watched pirates of carribean today, but was cancled cos hooi peng was sick...tsktsktsk..kesiannya...so we will wait till she's fine..hopefully she'll b by next wed...ehehhe..anyway, went to gurney with mich today..dine in 600cc, then went off to buy som ecucumber eye pad from elianto..ehhe...need to cut down cost for those eye mask!!! ugghh~~~...ehehhe..my previous 1 was preety effective..but th ecost. was way~~~ high for a student like me..ahhaha!! so opted for elianto...will need to put it on n c wetehr it will works as well as the last 1...eheheh...then i got a new lil red guy!!!!! awww...its so nice n cute!!!! didnt take its pic...not in the mood yet...some otehr time,k? n yes, the dream~~~ahahaha..dreamt an very very heavenly bliss dream yesterday nite..which its look so  real!!!! n its so impossible!!!! ahahhaha...dreamt that i had a son..which is so cute~~~ omg~~~...n every1 keep telling me that he has his father's eyes. nose n mouth!!! n wat he got from me? my face frame...yup! he got my face frame...ahahhan ...n he is as fair as his dad...n i look at the baby's eyes..n look at his father's eyes...oh! they do look the same...ehehheh...just that the baby's eyes are a lil bigger than the dads...ahha..come on~~~~ i got big eyes, ok!!????...just taht the shape of his eyes looks like his dad...aww.w..but wat the hell!!!??? i cant c the dad's face!!!!! ugghhh~~~~ cruel!!! cruel!!! n i cant remember wat did i call my son..hmm~~~...anyway..the dream sudenly shifted to a sea side with lil sand n lots of pebles...i was there with my son..then around 3 year sold i think...then my so called husband walked over to had a chat with some frens which i think i know who it is...ahhaha...anyway, i was teaching my lil boy on how to throw pebbles into the sea...n the water was damm crystal clear...so he threw some....n he go run n chase the stone he threw...ahahha..so cute~~~ ...n he somehow stepped on some sorft of starfish...n i can c that its suppose to b painfull...me n his dad was expecting him to cry or sort..but somehow..u could just c in his face that he is in pain..but he tahan not to cry..wah lau!! tahan lasak betul!! was laughing in the dream...ahahhaha...told mich about it..mich say...the dad discription mateched jar!!! *faint*....come on la...thats way~~ too~~~ over~~~ reaching~~~~ahahhahah!!!!..  but actually, it does!!!!! tahts so freakish!! n after the beach scene whic i didnt tell mich...it somehow shifted into a house..we just came home from the beach..n were sitting down in the living room..can c that its a double story house...n in the living room..i was sitting with my lil boy on a black sofa...looking at the tv...n dad was walking around to someplace...n tada! i saw the red car n the lil red guy !!! n tehre are other cars on display in the living room as well!! omg!!!! then some gal frens of mine ask how com ethe car is out side..thought he put it next to his bed...then i say...nah ler...didnt put tehre liao..wana put out for display in the living room! omg!!!!! ugghhhh~~~...this is definatly a REM!!!! PURE REM!!!! geli~~~~happy!! yes!! very happy~~its so blissfull in the dream...yet its kinda freakish!!!!! LOL !!! >_< Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Monday, July 17, 2006 @ 18:28
ping pang pong Ping Pang Pong!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today saw jar's clon n his gf...fuah!!! damm cute lor!!!!! the way he signal his gf to tag along is damm cute ler...looks like he is holding a kid...ahhahah!! so cute~~~~ lol!!!! LOL!!!! kawaii!!!!!..omg!! now i lost my mood to blog everything d...ahhahah!!! later la...later la... XP Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Sunday, July 16, 2006 @ 16:24
sickie sick... sickie sick... uggh~~...shoulder pain...backache...flue...this is wat ps can do to u... look at me!!! ugghhh~~~~ ....an dit has to hapen on ting's bday...hai~~~ so stim..face aso  kinda red...hai~~~...but was ok today...untill after lunch...ugghh...nausea...*faint*yesterday ..spend a nit eon park toyal hotel...n thats how i look at midnite in the room! tsktsktsk...makan terus naik atas watch tv...do my hw...n tada!!!! i look so chan that i dun dare go down n join the party...hai~~~..sad kes... n mum was being ridiculus today...interfviewing ting's guy frens..wah lau!! then tell me about this guy n that...n i was like...uh...im not interested.. =.=" ...then she say...oh, who knoes that they are the same age as u. :) ...*faint*...almost suffocated when she say that!? i mean..MUM!!! for god heaven sake!!!! wat is this? match making ar!!!???? tsktsktsk...i dun need ppl's help in getting myself a bf, ok!?...ish!! n since when did u started to agree with the idea of having a bf at my age, huh!?...u nuts or smtg? eat too much till your brain mengebang till like that izit?...tsktsktsk... hai~~~ almost throw up in car today...geli~~~ dad was driving the winding road..uugghh~~~~....gonna faint gonna faint!!! *faint* ...still havent memorize my ps...n tomolo have to present to ms.june d..hai~~~ stil havent write my letter hw..angelina is gonna kill me...tomolo somemore have to go ping pong..hai~~~so many things to do tomolo...hai~~~...so sien...but i bet after wed, i'll b much more better...eheheh...hai~~~ hmmm...was flying most of the time during the dinenr n the lunch..lol..fly alot these days...especially on sat...coz no internet connection!!!! argH!!!! hai~~~...*sniffsniff*...jar~~~...*puppyeyes* ... *yawn*...hai~~ sleepy d...hai~~~ alway slike that...ish! dun feel like sleeping though...hungry...yet pg is having water disruption for almost the whole day now..hai~~~...dying here....ugghh~~~ update: 10.27pm...ugghhh~~~ wake up with a backache n the feeling of "floating"...ugghh~~~...cant breathe properly...have to breathe thru my mouth again~~~ hai~~~ ...somemore still no water!!!! argH!!!! wan abath aso canot!!! celaka eh!!! ugghh~~ ket snot damm today...enuf damming...later blood preassure naik lagi...ahahha...anyway...mich ini..hai! apa ni jar jar jar...jar only know i got sorethroat...doesnt knoe about the rest...didnt tell la...that time sorethroat more ganas...now that 1 ok d...new 1 start pulak..jahanam! oops! damm again... >_< anyway...dowan jar know i so chan aso...ehhehe...later he'll ask me go c doc...if i berdegil..he'll come n fetch me go c doc... T_T ...or make me promise him i'll go c doc n stuff...always 1....*sobz* .... but always i ended up didnt go c doc...heal by itself ...ahahahhah!!!! tehn jar will b like.. :hai~ u ar...always dun wan alistened to wat i say eh...if got aso very very rare occasion..." ...ahhahaa....ehhehe.. XP ... la~~~ hai~~~wait...help josephine wif her ps...*brb*...k...erm..la..ah peng ini...ahhaha...so dramatik...ish! ehhehe..la..so late d...hai~~~ back aso start to pain again liao....hai~~ guess better go sleep liao ler...nitez!!! ...zzzZZZzzz... Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Friday, July 14, 2006 @ 17:23
blue october...summer razz blue october - summer razz... hey all..pretty tired...everyday ps ps ps..hai~~~..."hate me" by blue october...loved it..loving that song...ehhe...pretty intune with mua life...ahhaa! nyway...wed is approcaching fast...still tehre are rooms for improvement in my ps...hai~~~... ms.june say she got no prob in taking me out from the competition but i have to go into debate..coz they need anotehr team..hai~~~of coz its a no! tsktsktsk...im gonna get done with this once and for all!!! grr!!!! ...hai~~~...sry yeng...i cant join u for scrabble...n i cant b emcee for u beng yong...ehhhe...sry...i realy need time for myself... eheh..hmm...tired~~~..tomolo will b anotehr long day...guess i better go sleep now...ugghh~~~... update: 9.38pm...just took my dinner...done fetching my sis home from tution..hai~~~....dun feel like eating aso...the dish doesnt tasted as tasty as b4...well, practicaly i was there eating...but my soul is somewhere else...i realy dowana leave tomolo...i cant leave my internet...u guys...come on..im gonna be stuck in my baby sister bday party whole afternoon n nite,k!?...we'll be over niting in hotel...hai~~~...i can just c how bored i would b...its always like that....parties~~~ tsk! i dunno y ler...but family parties is a nono to me..its so..so..boring....the kids will b going with the kids...n the older ones will be with the old ones....n the elderly ...yes! the aunties n the uncles...dun expect me to talk to them! ugghh~~...well,..usualy i have to..end up talking n m  ixng around them..hai~~~ so chek ak! ....then then...hai~~~...but at least i get to go home and online later n stuff...but now its in hotel!!!!...n i got no laptop for me to online in a hotel!!!!...hai~~~~miss jar *blush*....terribly ...honestly i am...n i'm feeling blue now...i dunno y...i just feel so blue...feel like hugging jar...hai~~~...blue...yea...blue...for no aparent reasons...hai~~~...didnt c jar onlining today...mayb later i guess...oh, well..even if he does online aso...theres ntg much can do except looking at his nick n his display pic...hoping he's doing fine..his sprained ankle heal already d...worry..yeah...worried!!! hai~~~...concern actually...ahahha!!! erm...but nvm...though he did ask me not to worry bout him on his off day...but hey...told him...that its easy to say but its not easy to be done..ehhehe...he just smiled then...ehhehe..realise that after doing so many speeches..im talking to jar using phareses as well...ahahhaha...tsk!..hai...wonder wat is he doing now? ...assng most probaly...and as usuall...he'll go to his frens place to do assng ...ahhaha..hm...hai~~blah!!! must stop thinking!!! tsktsktsk!!! anyway...he dun even know that im going away tomolo...sigh...well, i've done wat i can...informing everyone in my msn..through msn msg...erm..dun think he'll notice it aso..hai~~ nvm ler...cant blame him..his busy...n u knoe ler..he's the 1 who is so~~ into his work...ehhe...blah!!! enuf bout jar!!! ish!!!! must get it out from head!! tsktsktsk.. hmm...lets c...ah yes...classes...new timetable is out n omg!! we now have class from 9-7pm on tues!!!! ugghhhh~~~~ darn!!!! n ah peng!!!! kejinya engkau...la~~ entah wat magic she use hingga aku can agree to show her jar eh frenster...*faint*...ugghhh~~~....but she kinda give her words. lol~~~~ anywa anyway..lantak lah dia pergi!!! lantak la tu!!!!! ugghhh~~~...anyway anyway....phsycology!!!!!..argh!!!!! just know that got hw!!!!! ugghhh~~...mampuslah aku....ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...ahahhahahahah!!!! XP update: 12.15am!!!! ahahha!!! busy sending songs to freeko ma...ehehe...anyway..jar onlin ejustnow..so late d!! tsktsktsk..still dowan sleep..still wan ado assng...ehhehe..anyway..managed to grab him for a talk...yay!!!*clapclapclap* ...ehehe....so happy!!!! ahahhaha!!!! glad to knoe that his leg is getting betetr..but not entirely well yet..n he hav eto go change the bandage n stuff...ehhehe...poor thing..*huggs*... :P ...ehhee..okok...erm...managed to get him to wish me early good luck on wed...ahaha...the way he ask like wana come c me during competition..lol!!!! ehehhe..bangganya!!!! lol!!!! that finally today!!! managed to tell him how i've been feeling these days with him busying n all n so hard to get hold of him to talk to..n it actually turn out preety well...in a sweet way!!!! ahahahah!!! muacks!! muacks!!!awww...n also inform him that i'll b way tomolo d...ehhee...ah~~~ leganya semua....ehheh...ok! now got semangat to peform my ps on wed d!!!! must make good use of this luck wishes he gave me!!! em!!!! mina, gambate shiyo!!!!! ps competition!!! HERE I COME!!!!!!! Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, July 12, 2006 @ 18:59
flowers in the air... Flowers in the air... hmm..slept almost entirely of the day...lol...jar will start getting back his busy businnes again starting today..round 2...ahahha..then after round 2..he'll b having his big exam...eek! awww...that means almost whole sem dun get to spend time with him....awwww.....ahahhaha...nah..its ok..every 1st sem is like that 1...ahahha!!! the mmu guys are coming back in august..that means more party!!!! yeah!!!! wooooOOOooohOOoooOOO!!!! XP ...anyway anyway, ehhe...*yawn*...crap! sleepy again!! hai~~ blah! anyway, dad is pretty lame this morning, was driving down in kampungku n he have to called n say...i dun have the jeys..can u get back n pass me the house keys?.. =.=" ....lame~~~ late fo rclass 10 min..oh wat the heck!?...blablabla...had roti combo cheese egg today at mamak's ...muahahhaha!!!!well, that was breakfast...n for lunch..no lunch...but very very late tea...eheh..had two buns of combo 'bak kua' n 'bak hu'...hohohohooo!!!! tsktsktsk...im such a trash can..ahhaha anyway, suppose to meet ms.june at 3.30 pm..but bcoz i was busy sleeping n seeing my prince carming...i ended up in her office at 4pm.. =.=" ...ok..so ps...blablabla...tada! ms.june: shzeli...y your eyes look so sad? ...jin rou: her eyes always like that 1...shzeli.. =.=" no comment...*faint* ah!!!!!! er qi is so yeng!!!! omg!!! omg!!!! so yeng~~~~~ lol!!!!! damm! i just love the blend of his looks n his attitude! fuah! kaboom!!!!!!! damm sat sei yan ar!!!!! especially when he take up the bad boy look..lol!!!! he looks normal as Sam in 5566..but in this show..wah!! the bad boy Sam is damm yeng,man!!!! wah!!! my future bf like that...good lor!!!!! ahhahaahh!!!!...LOL!!!!! now everyday must watch Love Magician in time d...ahahhaha...tsktsktsk...lol!!!!! ER QI!!!! lei hao yeng ar!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Tuesday, July 11, 2006 @ 18:21
lil by lil..day by day.. lil by lil..day by day..Alakazam!!! hai~~~ damm tired today...just reach home from college n stuff...hai~~~ backache..most probaly not enuf rest from yesterday...ahhaha...hmm...felt great today! a burden being lifetd...n mich was like..er...u always 1 la..ahahhahah!!!! hey! come on~~~...solving it on the next day is better than let it b a long run probz...ehehhe...anyway...i know i'll forget about this soon...so u guys gotta constanly remind me not to care so much...ahahhah!!! went to kfc in island for lunch...yuck! its so salty!!!! feel like my tounge is going botak or smtg...ugghhh~~ahhaha..anyway...kena tambak from hoi peng so many times today...ish! asyik asyik say i kena 'fei' by my bf..nonesense!!! entah berapa kali nak cakap tak ada bf....lol!!!tsktsktsk...then this josephine..sudenly suprise me by saying..theres some1 on her msn which bares the nick msh : i miss u very much shzeli..... lol!!! obviously she got the wrong person..ahahha ...i'm innocent!!! i dunno that person!!!!! T_T oh..jar is online..erm..brb...ehhehe...he's calling me...ekkekek...la!! complaining to me how he got sprained ankle! tsktskts!!! c!!! c!! he didnt take care of himself!!! lol!!!! budak ini!!!!...ish!!!! la..padan muka now canot eat seafood n stuff...ish! ehhehe...awww.....blah! canot sympathy!!!! canot symphaty too much!!! ahhaha!!! must control!!! control~~~~~ ahahhaha erm.....lets c,...darn! i lupa wat i wan asay!! hai~~~ ...er....*thinkinghard*....erm.....uh...yes!!! public speaking...ahem! as i was saying...my ps speech is totaly being approve!! yay!!! but!!!!...i have to start practice starting tomolo!!! hai~~~~ i think by the end of the month i will lost my voice intirely....omg!!!! n i even havent got back my voice fully also..hai~~ so many speeches to presents.....hai~~ im gonna die soon...n my backache is preety bad now..need to lay down...ugghhh~~~ update: 10.40pm...ehehe..ah~~ falling in love with sheila on 7 all over again~~~..ah~~~....ehhehe...so nice all the songs...canot get sick of them eh...ehehhehe....n yes! my back still hurts badly....most probaly going sleep early tonite..then tomolo only do my ps b4 the darn practice session...lol!!!! hai~~~...sienz~~~..parenst are back now..thats the end of my hom ealon eepisodes...ahahha...hai~~~...realy so sien now..feel like sleeping liao..but just take my dinner not even 1 hour ago aso...hai~~~ sad kes....ahahaa... sore throat d somemore eat nasi kandar!!! wah!!1 beraninya aku ni!!! hai~~~ tak insaf insaf eh...tsktsktsk...ehhehe...hai~~~ sienz~~~...entah nak buat apa ni...can still feel the hot curry in me tummy...ugghhh~~~hmmm...guess i go read my pr tools ler...hai~~~ ja ne! ;) Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Monday, July 10, 2006 @ 14:20
Hitting at the target point Bomb Away!~!~!~ argH!!! yes! its 2.18pm now n jar still cleaning up his assignments... =.=" ...wonder wat time his class is starting...dun think he had his lunch yet..oh, wat the heck!?..he dun seems to bother...mind me... *yawn*..yes...im sleep already..its cooling n the prefect day for sleeping when u r entiely home alone...nono..no music plz..somehow the more i listened...the more sleepy i am...have been doing my translation..nah! just at nymber 3...n sleepy already...ugghh~~~ damm the whole road today!! dam!! stuck in the traffic for almost 2 hours!!! wat the hell is all these? cant realy seems to figure out wats wrong...its juat rain...so wats with the jam???...driving slpw doesnt mean jam..n~~~ no1 seems to b driving slow during rain... =.=" ...so wats the freaking probs with these ppl!!!??? my car almost skied when doing a turn somewhere near colege...wat the? who the hell spilled some sands on the ground???? luckily im driving ford...i would have been dead with a proton or a produa ... tsk! gripping n tyre n especially handling is an issue here...so wtf!? yes! damming!!! im getting cranky bcoz all this..n im damming! n i need to to get these stupid stuff out of me...so bare wif me will ya!?n not only the road n the traffic...nastu lil upu....ruined my speech..n ms.june dare to ask me to stay back today at 3pm!!!???/ wat the hell!!??? hello!!!???? my class ends at like..11am!!!????...n wher eshe think i lived? nearby the college like her 2 mins drive????...n im cycling izit????...tsktsktsk....of coz i say no to her!? tsktsktsk...this is insane..totaly out of the mind!!!! definate!!!! n oh...look atthose preety lil pasta..all spiral up n so nice...awww..put in some hot water...make them boil...and wat!? its rotten!!!??? not excatly stick with those rotten eggs smell n all that but hey! we are talking about insects!!!! baby beetles ..ugghh...well it looks like a beetle..hokkien call it as..erm...'ku'...the type which can be found in rice...ugghhh~~~ throw the whole packet away..although it expire on 2008...eek! who the hell wan eat that!?....end up getting lunch from nearby kopitiam...make some tea to relax myself..but end up more fiery i am...lol~~~ look! look! its 2.30 now...n jar still havent go out for his lunch. ish! budak ini!!! *gripfist* guess his having class at 4-6 today...yo~~~wats wif me,huh? lantaklah budak itu...lol!!!!! tsktsktsk....pek cheknya aku ni!!!~~~!!!~~!!!....must sabar~~~....lol~~~..nah! jazz online d..forza italia!forza italia!! none stop..tsktsktsk...argh!!!! sleepy!! sleepy!!!! ugghhh~~~~ hai~~~..blog sampai duno wat to say liao...need to do smtg to keep me awake!!!!! ugghhh~~~ n maple still canot play. dammit!!! dunno wat stupid error with the game guard!!! elo! elo!...u fatty game guard server! faster fix your server la!!! ish!!!! stressnya aku~~~~...celaka eh!!! jahanam eh!!! #@#@#$ hai~~~.... update:6.06pm...yes ,ladies n gentlemen..we are here to continue this heart wrencing episode of my undying n ever miserable life....starring again is this blooger, shzeli the forever invinsible gal!! yay!! *clapclap*...ugghhh~~~ ok...cut the crap! ....just found out that jar class ends at 1pm...guess he had his lunch already...wasted all my worries...nvm...he always did...managed to have a so called super mega doss of lil hyper tiny chat with him after he's done with his assingments...that is aso i bertegur sapa with him aso...he dun seem like wana chai me...i've notices this since weeks ago...nvm nvm...i dun wana talk about it... kinda dissapointed with him...but nvm...understood...in his situations cant blame him (thats wat i was led to believe) ...okok...u guys always say i think too much..yea..mayb i do..i admit it i do think too much..but hey! i cant take such risk by brushing such fine details aside...wat my horoscope said about me this month seems to make sense...n im a person of detail!!! every tiny things may not matters to u..but hey! it means alot to me...n u guys know how observant i am ...i do notice alot of things...practically even the fine details i do notice them ....n u know i was trained to be analytical by my dad since i was a kid...har!?...cant blame me to put all these tiny puzzles to make 1 big jigsaw puzzle!!!! ahahha...sigh~~~ ...have been stressing alot since college starts... life is taking a big turn...i dun seem to know my way anymore...u guys at college always think im so great n all that,rite!!!???? ...actually im not,ok!!!???? ...im not entirely fine at all...i may always sound happy n keep on laughing n smiling to u guys...but u guys realy dunno how is things going on deep inside..." behind the smile, crafted a thousand tears" ...n its not easy 4 me to tell things out...there are even tons of things which are not blogged into this page...they were too painfull to be taiped into this...its too severe to be shared with u guys...especially jar...i dun have the heart to let him know such stuff about me...it'll just make him more worried...dun wish to troubled him... but in the end...jazz n yvonne, thanks u guys for listening to som eof my severe complains..especially jazz... jazz..thanks for being with me all this while...thansk for making lil time from your busy scedule for me...realy appreciated your effort in tending to me right away after you are done with your assingments or even during your assing break...n thanks for giving me attention when i most needed it!!! ehhe..*huggs*...i luv ya lots jazz!!! n yvonne...i luv ya too!!! i gotta admit..i do get jelose wif ya....but hey! its a gal thing, rite? ehehhe...realy appreaciate it for you to give me the lil details...n happy burfday!!! ^.^ sorry for troubling u with my bursting just now...i realy canot hold it longer...very terseksa ler....n u knooe ler..so many things going on in my head...n i cant just simply tell ppl such stuff....n especially u know who....ehehheh...although u guys may not knoe how sakit hati i am...or i might not look so bad...well..i did try to get my sad msg thru many times...but i usually end up saying smtg nice..or put it in a nice way till ppl dun even know its a sad thing or how sakit hati i am...hai~~~..mayb thats my freaking problem to all these...u r right, i should b direct next time...but its hard ler dear...especially when i tends to make things sound ok with me...hai~~~...anyway, thanks for everything dear! its almost 7pm now...n still dun feel like eating...realy dun feel like eating...have been like this since my missereble days start...all my breakfast n lunch was force to be eaten...dun wana get severe gastrict n being sent to hospital...even if i do being admit into hospital..i dun wish jar to know about this...im having sore throat now...since days ago..just gotten worst yesterday...jar was too busy to notice my msn msg...basically he's been too "busy" to notice wats going on with me...i basically 90% give up in sms him...no point..every time i did sms him as a sign of concern n all...i was understood that theres a 99.9% of chances that he wont reply...such a damm lazy ass to reply sms...now days aso dun wan chai me ....suak ler! ...i boh lat liao ler...hai~~~...yvonne u know the whole story of this...oh, wat ever! life is always that suckie...yes, pretty contradicting to my blog theme...but hey! im serious...life is always bitter sweet...just that mine..is extreeme in both ways...kejap kejap super beautiful n nice...kejap kejap...macam hantu saje....like now...like these days...all my misses n worries have been kept close in the heart...he seriously dunno wat hell i've been thru ...questions~~~ tons of them waiting to poured out like an overflow river...n now he's done with his assigments..at least 4 the time being...not even a single word...talk to him in msn aso like...talking to myself...sudenly aku ni macam alien saje...entah berapa kali..my conversation have been terminated...not even a single bye ... im sensing smtg is not right...yes...been sensing that way since weeks ago...im drowning in my own water... fillled up water too much...drowning..slowly..im drowning..withot him noticing it...can be said that he nv notices lil changes on me...well..blame all to my problem of making ugly things sounded nice...ahahhaha!!!! hai~~~ erm...guess i betetr go finish up my homework...hai~~ stressnya aku... update: 2.15am...yes..i know its late...but i have to do this..ahaha...for the sake of tomolo... i just wan asay that i've done my tanslation n my ps speech..n afetr a long day of fussing over that mater...im happy to say that i finaly cured...80% cured...thanks to kenneth...he somehow said smtg that reminds me of smtg..triigerd my wisdom...ahahha..so i finaly get to the core of my probz...n her eis my solution... my core probz is..i cared too much for him...shouldnt have cared too much about him as it will only make me more worried n stuff...in a way..it has lead me to treat him as mine my bf...tsktsktsk..thats definatly a nono...the biggest mistake...nv should have cared till cross the line....tsktsktsk...so the solution is...must keep in mind that my care for him is setakat buddies saje...so wat the hell he do, not my probz...how he wana treat me aso not my probz...as long as i knoe he's ok...then thats enuf...yup! thats the core probz..n thats the sollution. erm...n its so simple yet it take me soo long to figure that out!!! n it takes so many ppl to listened to my fuss untill some1 finaly struck my head n trigger the wisdom! tsktsktsk....oh well..i better get to bed now...head is abit bling bling d...ahhhaa...nites ppl!!! sry for all the troubles!!! muacks!!!! Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Sunday, July 09, 2006 @ 21:57
huggles the lil red guy  Sweet Summer Serenade *huggles* the lil red guy... awww!!! jar-kun dai missu desu!!! eee~~~....hai~~~...genki desuka? daijioubu? anatano doko ni?...hai~~~...sorewa nani!?..tsktsktsk,...blah! day 1 of our this home alone episode...a lil suckie....sore throat!!!!! T_T hai~~~....tired tired tired tired tired!!!!! so sleepy~~~~~..but still got so many things to do....ish! basically went out for lunch at tesco...then take my lil darn sis go buy prezzie for his guy fren, kononnya....kena tembak from banyak org hari ini..tsktsktsk...i mean..wat sso unbelieavable about me being single, huh?...even my uncle aso tembak me during dinner...ish!!! geramnya aku!!!! my classmate pun tak percaya...adik aku ni pun sama...n itu mel aso tak percaya...tsktsktsk... oi! u ppl! sedarlah sikit...org macam aku ni...ada bf pun dlm mimpi saje...lol~~~tsktsktsk... dah lah tu...ish! taip pun naik geram...ish! sekarang..waiting for that air to turn jernih then can cuci baju..tsktsktsk.....assigments..macam panic kes saje...today only realise n wana take action...spend mostly the entire day bincang bincang bincang...at last? tada!...macam itu jugak ler...ahahhahaha... besok? nak kena smack in the head. upu...apa ini benda upu?????...ms.june..it al come out porn ler...my speech gone kes liao la..somemore sore throat...where can practice 4 u on wed?...lol~~~hai~~~mati pun mati ler....hai~~~sad kesnya.... Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Saturday, July 08, 2006 @ 16:02
those lil mean things... Those lil mean things... how could they say such things? mekmek is so cute~~~~ awww...look at those big puppy eyes~~~...*squeezesqueeze*...ahhaha...*staresharplyatjar*...ur not gonna eat mekmek...cruel~~~cruel~~~...*cekikjar*... XP spend most of the entire day reading car magz...sharing songs...n trying my best to look up on this stupid website upu for my ps speech which somehow all of the links provided turn out to be porno....tsktsktsk...=.=" ...tak sangka ms.june can ask me go look up for such things...lol!!! anyway, dun feel like going for the durian party at aunt's house...ewww~~~~ eat til siao meh..jilak ler....n i dowan follo wdad go makan nasi kandar...can feel that ich of sore throat coming out...*yawn*..feeling sleepy pulak...tsktsktsk...still a lil crazy about the elephante shirt..ahahha!!! that cute guy seriously did a good publicity for taht shirt in a way ...ahhaha... oh,yes...i dun get the lynx nymore...uncle sudenly dowan sell us his charade coz got some1else who offer him a beter price...n he still wan await for teh damm price to melambung..tsktsktsk..jahanam sungguh! argH!!! *gribfist* gosh! im getting fatter!! ugghh~~....sleepy~~~sleepy~~~yes..im going 4 my afternoon nap now ...zzzZZZZzzzz... update: 11.51pm... jazz say mekmek looks like ju on!!! T_T...so mean!!!!! n sm say it looks cacat with the big eyes!!!! guys are so mean when it comes to cute things...tsktsktsk...jar aso another 1...ish! then chin suey leh?...ask him 1 question..ask me pulak wether if he say its cute im gonna go out with him bor...lol~~~ wat kind of question is that?...tsktsktsk... tomolo parents wil b ehading to genting till tuesday...ahahha!! that means i can party out loud like no1 business...ahahahahha!!!!! bangganya!!! lol!!! tapi tapi...allowence tak ditambah!!!!...*sobz* ..tomolo have to feed my darn sis somemore...ish! celaka!!! habis pi my allowence!!! somemore have to pay mich for teh cake n jimmy for the text book!! argh!!!! that 1 aso near 30 bucks liao...plus tomolo makan..feed my sis soemore..i think...at least aso 20 bucks..habis my allowence!!! tak payah makan la next week! mati semua! mati saje!!!! jahanam!!!!!...har!!! somemore petrol money!!!! lol!!! jahanam!!! tues sure must go pam petrol 1...ish!!! 50 bucks...mau pi mana korek!!!!????...lol!!! mak aku ini....tsktsktsk!!!! geramnya aku~~~ *gribfist* n today eat 2 cakes..la...may's granpa's bday n uncle eddie eh bday aso..wah!!! mampus aku! gemuk aku...tsktsktsk...at last aso end up have to go to that durian party cum bday parties...tsktsktsk...anyway...my black forest cake is still the best!!! ^.^ ...awww....eheh..*hugglesjar* Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Friday, July 07, 2006 @ 15:55
mekmek mekmek!!!  ehhehehe...awwww....look at those big cute puppy eyes~~~~~that..innocent face....awww....jar is still busy with his assigmentgs...2 more to go.. my ps speech is ok..but =.=" ...must change my specific purpose...tsktsktsk...n saw a damm cute guy in college today!!! mich!!!! u wasted la gp back so early!!! thsi guy mega 1 u knoe!!!! our list aso tak setanding dia!!!! OMG!!!! now all the gals n the guys wan go buy that elephant shirt he wearing!!! GOSH!!!! he's so cute..in that elephant shirt...hawaii pants n dancing with the beach elephant music...lol!!!! n do his damm cute face with the peace-sign...omg!! !the whole canteen ppl now siao him d!!!!! i aso siao him d!!!! ahahha!!!!! i wan go buy that elephant shirt!!!!! ahahahhahah!!!!! MUST HAVE!!!! MUST HAVE!!!! ahahhaah!!!! lets continue this madness later in the day..sleepy liao ler..jimmy la..talk to him bcome sleepy pulak..tsktssktsk... update: 10.43pm....ok..sementara tunggu budak mich itu online...tsktsktsk,,..generally wake up at 6.50pm....lol!!! sleep so long...ahahha..biasa ler tu...tomolo no class...la...sudah dtg d budak mich itu...ahaha...tsktsktsk.... -end of crapping- Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Thursday, July 06, 2006 @ 19:10
Happy Burfday-D Black Forest  D Black Forest Cake... ehhe..tada! that cake is kim lee's...ehhe..celebrated her early burfday today...ehehe...but~~~...that cake bring sweet memories...^.^ that cake is the exact cake i got from jar 4 my bday this year...ehehhe...awww....so sweet~~~just that mine is a lil bigger n my wordings are in pink....ehehheh...*huggs* ...its still taste as nice as the last 1...dun get a chance to snap my bday cake...so somehow..got this opportunity to snap it..ahhaha ....ehheeheh...*blush* talks as been going on bout ms.lam being fired n having phsycology probs..finaly got our pr tools book!!!! LOL!!!! n finaly!! my mms can use d!!!!!! YAY!!!! so happy!!! everything aso finally done!!!! ^.^ ....now left my pr speech..which will b done by today...its just a matter of time... glad to hear that kenneth is doing betetr than days b4...seems taht he still cant adapt to uni life in kl..have been complaining ever since he went there...ahahha!!! bu wat the heck? thats life. man...ahahha... hmmm~~~...9th of july is approaching fast..ehhehe..cant wait to b left alone at hime..muahahahha!!!!! hopefuly jar can squeeze a lil time for movie...ehhhehehe...n yes! its getting hot! stuffy!!!!! *turnonair-con* ...ah~~~~ Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, July 05, 2006 @ 22:06
vroom~vroom~vroom~... vroom~ vroom~vroom~... ehhehehe..class dismissed at 10.30am today....ah!!!! jar online d!!! lol~~~~~ XP ...ok, he's busy with his assigmentrs...lets get back to this...yes,10.30am....tortaly have no idea wat to do after class...so cabut go toilet n get my business done...ahahhaha!!!!! *coughcough*...sry... :P driving in this week has been smooth on the road...not much traffic..pratically i dun have to damm on the road...ahahhaha!!! but~~~theres definatly an increase in bad drivers...tsktsktsk....anyway, went to bj to grab some car magz...awww...they dun have 2 of my fav..so have to go giant n buy at night...juts got it..ahahhah!!! read few pages..n..omg!!! jelsoenya...that gal get to mod her evo!!!!! *SOBZ!!!!!!!!!!!*...she got evo...i got zero!!!!! T_T...when would i get the lynx!!!!! awww....even if i got it..i cant mod it!!! dad dun allow n i got no money!!!*sobz!!!* n i cant belive taht we have hairy talks during dinner..ugghhh~~~..talking on shaving leg...wax stripes bla bla bla ...omg!! over dinner!!!???? *faint* ok..back to the car...i wan a car!!! when would i get a good car? i dun mind them getting me a second-hand ford tx3 lazer.. :D .....ehheheeheh....ahhahahaha!!! muahahahh!!!!...gosh!!! if can.get me a new focus st ler...ehhehehe...or mayb...fusion...ahahhahahaah!!!!!!!! muahahhahaha!!! MUAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! *sudenlywakeupfromdream*...ugghhh~~~~ anyway..slept wholeday after lunch...only wake up at 3pm..chit chat with mel...how dare u mel call me pig!! just bcoz i eat-sleep-eat-sleep..doesnt make me a pig u knoe! lol~~~~ tsktsktsk...had a few words with jini since a very long time...updating ourself with our current hapenings..grant her access to my dear blog here...and yes! i dun have teh heart to do myps nymore... now, would u plz excuse me..i have rides to catch! ;) ...vroom~~~vroom~~~vroom~~~~ Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Tuesday, July 04, 2006 @ 17:43
bla bla bla! Re-do! re-do! re-do! Mending my life, Bending the tights... wat the hell?...today sucks!!! not entirely suckie...but seriously unexpected turn of events... ugghhh~~~ translation test was preety suckie...bet i failed it...didnt read it...bla bla bla...ps presentation was postponed to fri...n lec say its suckie..the class was lazy n our presentation is lousy than her cert students...oh, wat the heck!? buttons!!! yes! buttons!! my pants's button came off today...luckily was at mich.. =.=" ...run like a crazy guy to bobo's place just to fix it...n here comes ms.june...u guys are always late..need to minus marks from your presentation..so at the hell? i cant help it..such things always hapens during her class....wat u expect me to do..make it all go away? magic? lol~~~ ok...then how bout...shzeli, have u been reading np? have u been reading your text book? no!! no!! no, i dont!!! who the hell like books? especially ur some1 like me! duh~~~...n 1 more thing....i told u that i m seriously not up for such things...u denied me for a replacement...practically how would i produce smtg good when 1stly i dun even have any interest in it n worst, im force to do it out of my own will..even b4 i have blend into ps!!!!....so fine..i give u wat i got...mayb not entirely all i got..but hey! i still got other stuff to do...n this ps thingy is not so much i care about...n look at all those ppl n their titles...wah!! all do elderly ppl...y!? coz its easy to do!!!!! i did give u a good piec eout from it...but ...no...no shzeli..try not to do this...lots of ppl had do it..ok...i understand..so change to wat u suggested to me...housewives...wrote down excatly the points u tell me...n? shzlei..u cant have a bunch of obvious lies...this stuff might hapen to certain group of ppl but not the majority...lol!!!!!! all aso she say...okokok...i agreed with u...then change again....visually impaired...hello, ppl! we r living in Malaysia...n Malaysia like to disclose tons of things...n how the hell would i get a proper statistic on this title!? i might get some..but it wont b new n updated...blah! so how m i suppose to support each n everything im gonna said!?...lol!!!!!!! all voice down to...teh elderly topic is still the best choice coz it doesnt need data to support it as its so obvious!!!!! well..its nice to b diff..but who the hell said that its an easy thing to b diff, huh!?...ugghhhh~~~~ so let this b that last speech im gonna write 4 u...visually impaired...ok..fine..it shall b done then...n let this b the last!!!!! !&$!!@#%#@%@##$ and yes! accident! accidents! accidents!!! so many today...saw them on my way home...hey! wats wrong with ppl these days, huh!? ...just now got 1 stupid lady.almost come bang my car..heloo!!! im on the right lane..n her car was swaying from the left into mine!!!! wat the hell!!!???? n on my way to college...this guy next to my car was sleeping in his car!!! lol!!! luckily it was red light n every1 was on stop!...tsktsktsk~~~ dangerouse....n wats with the sudden of so many sedan sports n roadster on the road, huh? tsktsktsk....jahanamnya hidup aku ni!!!! lol~~~~ ok..thats enuf for today! lets not b rebelious..n tame the beast in me.... update:8.28pm....uggh~~ shoulder pain~~~ ehehhe..have been doing research on the new ps topic sice started cooling off abit..n now? got tons of info...n im gonna cry..lol!!!...y choose such topic 4 me? lol~~~ too touching liao ler....read aso wana cry d...but...wat if when i presented it out, i cried. lol!!! choi! choi! choi! ahahaha!!!!hmmm..jimmy still ahvent sent me his speech yet...just had my quick super light dinenr of instat mee goreng....ehehhee...dad say he might buy me supper later... jar....*dreamily*...ehhehe...obviously missed him...duh~~ no need to ask aso knoe...lol! wonder how he's lab test based assgn turn out today? hmmm...should b fine..good would b better...wondering wats he's doing now...must b busy getting done tomolo expired assgn...ehhehe...ahhh~~~....wish could catch a movie with him some time next week...ehhe...parents will b going to genting again for 3 days next week ler tu... XP .....ehhehehe but it all still depends on jar wether he can make it or not...after tomolo assgn..he still has 2 more to go...told me not to put high hopes as he being himself...nv wants to or always tries not to dissapoint me in everyway he can...ehhehe....*huggs* ..... i guess by the time he settled his stuff i'll b busy with mine...ahahha...actually i already am! ahhahaha...oh wat the heck?...we are always like that...but at least most of my sem break do clashed with his... ehehhe....tahts y we always ...always looks foward to having sem breaks...ahhaha...baru nak start new sem sudah busy asking n checking fo rthe next break liao...lol~~~~...dasyat! ahahhaha!!ehhee...guess should go get some coffee or tea now....ah~~~life~~~ :) Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Monday, July 03, 2006 @ 19:08
i can hear the bell ringging... i can hear the bell ringging today...suppose to b a beautifull day...despite the so called "heavy load" of work..which due tomolo...everything sudenlly "poof!" gone! dfissapear...n here comes the dark clouds...*evilgrin* ... hooi peng lost her hp in class...seriously no1 knows where it goes...one minutes its on the table where almost every1 sees it..n 1 person just turn her head over and viola! its gone...did all the imposibble yet still to no avail...ok..that leaves me one thought..."mindsflyingtothespiritualworld"....ahaha...ok might sound a lil crazy..but hey..come on..how would u explain dissapearence of things n ppl which somehow...are found back at the spot where it has been search b4!!!!! so wat the!?nvm that then... went for ping pong...not bad...pass lvl 1....now lvl 2 is gonna start soon...parents supose to b out with aunt to do puja...n..here comes the ugly part...wat on earth is this? ask me go granny place at 4.30..to take my dinenr b4 coming back home? ok..fine...i went there..n guess wat!?..no dinner? n they want me to wait for my aunt n cousin to come back from work only go dinner!? that would b like...wasting more that 2hours of my precious time!!! very free now izit!? i still got test n home work as well as presentation to be due tomolo, k!?...bloody~~~ so wasted 1 hour there...n i canot tahan d..need to come back home..so here i am...back home..n just found out taht parents has cancled tehir plans.... =.=" ...great! wasted my time 4 ntg... well...not entirely ntg...just found out from the np that utar kampar campus will b done in sept n they r now waiting for the may2007 batch to go in...*sob*...KAMPAR!!!! omg!!!!! how ulu can that b!?...but ko say its just 2 hours drive from pg...so..he say i can come back everyweek with ease....but do mind the fact that i dun have car..n he ask me to go drive out makan or get a life coz..u can nv expect too much from a place called kampar! eek! i mean..look at ipoh!!!!look at melaka!!! lol~~~ in malaysia..only life is hot in pg n kl....the rest!?...gone case!they can survive here..but we pg ppl cant survive there!!!! its hard!!!ugghhh~~~.... but i bet jar would b realy happy...y? number 1....im away from my ex..(kenneth aso in utar but kl campus)....number 2...no entertainment = he dun have to worry bout me going clubbing n pubs....number 3....i dun have car= no going out till late at nite....number 4...2 hours drive from pg= he get to c me more often then the mmu guys gets to c their GFs.....lol~~~might added more kut....entah la... n yes! ladies n gentlemen~~~ plz do take xtra care on the road...have been having frens in accidents since last week till now....dad just got 1 today....dun look so bad...but he actually fly out...n the helmet seriosuly came off from his head...lol~~~~....bla bla bla~~~~...but he's fine....ok...me myself almost be involved in 2 accidents last week...didnt kena..but seriously almost kena...lol....jahanam, sungguh! nowdays drivers realy eh...canot control the car...still wana drive so fast 4 wat?...tsktsktsk.... la...tulis ni nak sampai 30mins...ish! all aso not ready 4 dinenr aso...tsktsktsk....tular...ish!...tapi skrang cool down dah....greay clouds lil by lil going away...all seems to b back to normal..tapi entah la nanti kat kopitiam...hai~~~oh ya...ko aku tu...namapk cam tak percaya yg ku ni tak ada kereta...lol....so ...ask him to get a car 4 me..then i everyweek mer can comeback lor...ahahahha!!!!..but seriously...i realy cant imagine me living in seriously sub-urban kampar for 2 years....ppl who cant sit still liek me..u know la....suffocating ar!!!!!!! LOL~~~~~ update: 9.13pm...just got back from dinner..no..its not nice there...its damm noisy...the entire family was there...n they can nv let me have my dinner in peace...next time, i'll make sur emy kids DO NOT curse while eating...lol..freaking ppl~~ eat la..curse the food 4 wat? then throw fire during dinner 4 wat? dinner is the time to sit n have a nice peacefull meal with loveones...ish! wat to do??? im the only 1 with such damm principal...hai~~~ oh, ya! ehhehe...parents was talking on getting a second car!!!! ahahhahah!!!!! n they are eyeing at my uncle's old daihatsu...n they say they will b driving it coz its manual...so...that means....ehehhehe....*senyumanyangamatsinissekali*.....the ford lynx laser 97 will b mine!!!! MUAAHAHHAHAHAH!!!!!! MINE!!! MINE!!!!!! MUAHAHHAHAH!!!!! but entah la the day will come... =.=" ...anyway...good thing is ....dun worry about having no transport n stuff....bad thing is...hai~~~...the ford use petrol like drinking water leh....1 week petrol rm100 leh....die leh....all kena sendiri sponser....hai~~~..canot! canot! must demand for more extra pocket money...lets c...hmmmm...i get rm50 a week which include my food+books+clothes+movie etc etc.....not included petrol....petrol now dad pump n have to pump twice a week....each time pump rm50....so twice is rm100 per week....so...i have to ask for rm150? 0_O ....wah!!! sudenly so kaya!!! ahahhahaha!!!! but i knoe..mum is not that good to give me rm150...mentahan la she aledi often 4get to give me my 50bucks...somemore kena go korek sendiri punya savings...ugghhh~~~~ aduhai hidup ini~~~~....jahanam sungguh! ...but wat the heck!?...thats only makes life more worth to live, rite? eehhe... ^.^ Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Sunday, July 02, 2006 @ 12:50
rosemarybuds... Rosemarybuds...  hey... u guys... ^.^.. as u can c..i've totaly change the appearence of my blog...eheh...finaly, huh? this is the new me...like i said...everything here represented me..so this new layout is wat im am curently...ehhehe...n im so happy today...just feel that everything is so sweet today..ehhe..strong winds...nice memories...perfect layout n music..ah~~ sure turn on my mood..." First Love" by utada hikaru...ehhehe..its so obvious..no need to explain..ahhahaha...the design?...its sweet n simple..n i luv it...it cheers me up...eehhe..n rosemarybuds? oh..somehow...im into pink...n it just cross my head..eheheh...n i just wana scream out my entire lungs, I LUV U GUYS!!! Ai, zen zen daisuki...aishiteru... *blush*.. will try not to bleed again,k? ehhe..*hugglesjar* ^.^ wana say thanks to mich n erlynda for helping mod this new layout..now we can all use the comment n archive links!! n the tag of coz! yay!!! n somehow...it managed to work without any probs d...ehehhe...tahnks alot!! MUACKX!!!! ehhe..okok..cut the craps...its 7smtg pm now...just woke up from my afternoon nap...all thanks to mich...ehhehe...blah! remembering the forgotten...the ps title...hmm...i'll try my very best to write on housewives as suggested by ms.june....n im trying my best to not being take over by my past memories...i dunno y..i dunno wats going on...this ps title..the more i work on this speech..the more i'll remember about my past...as in memories of my ex...hai~~~...it somehow dig out some nice memories...realy nice ones...argh!!!!!! omg!!! now its stuck in my head!!! OMG!!!!!!! S.O.S!!!!! argh!!! wat the hell!!!!??? kinda miss him now...ugghhh~~~ some1 help me!!!!! argh!!!!!! let this b temporary...omg!!!! wats going on!!!! argh!!!!!! somehow i cant get that word he say to me yesterday nite...ugghh~~~ shzeli: y cant sleep? wats been botehring u? kenneth: thinking of u...ahha...jkjk...erm..blablabla... omg!!!! n i realise that how cool he was being my ex...corercting my past mistakes...n me correcting his...argh!!!!! n now him with his studies problems in utar...im like his counselor now...hai~~~ i think this is wat jar has to go through...n y m i feeling like this sudenly!!!???...after 3 years only surface such things!!!???? omg!!!!! i seriously need help now...must b the stupid ps title...omg!!! need to relax~~~....okok..need to brush this aside...seriously i need to...i canot go back to the past again...omg!!!!! get done with the stupid competition..n everything will b fine...tahts rite...get done with the ps...get done wif it...ARGH!!!!! update: its 9.37pm now...and tada!!! im finaly cured!!! lol..life is seriously beautifull...n all i need is a lil chat with jar...ahhh~~~~` sweet....seems like i missed jar more that anythingelse after all..ehehhe...the lil chat wih jar..although might b short..but it washes away the memories of my ex so vividly....n yeah...he missed me!! *blush*...n im done writting my outline for my ps speech ...ehehhe...jar's making his magic...awww..*huggs*...thanks to all who gave comment n help in this...n most of all..thanks jar, for making this hapen to me...u r indeed a sweet guy...ehhehe...*huggs*...^^ Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |
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