silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Friday, June 27, 2008 @ 22:41
!@#$% futchi infinity~!!! i....im just done with my toot-ing campaign online meeting...and...and...its already 10smtg...and..and.. JULY HORROR HAS STARTED EARLIER THAN EXPECTED!!!! !@#$%^!@#$%@#$%!@#$%^!@#$%!!!! futchi futhci futchi futchi futchi futchi futchi~~~~~ FUTCHI INFINITY~!!!!! BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!! A~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ T__________________________T kore wa yada yo~~~~ *sobz* Hagen~~~~jazzie~~~~ jar jar~~~~ T__T i wan BIG BIG hug~~~ *snivellsnivel...stretch out hands...* mmmmmm...... hug hug pwease.... *bigbigpuppyeyes* Labels: in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, June 25, 2008 @ 19:46
in a minute...Escapism- ranting like nv before ah yes... life has been peaceful for a sec... past weeks / month has been hell...work work work work work...OT OT OT OT...issues issues issues issues....worries worries worries worries....complaint complaint complaint... gah! watevr so after 1st stage of proposalS has been submitted... tis week...well...these few days are rest days... all i ever do..is ESCAPISM!!! how? sleep sleep sleep... pray pray pray that i wont be seeing Dad's Email... ugghhhh ...i dun wana think on "that" nymore..at leats for now... expressing myself freely with buddies...shoot out whatever i've been unable to express properly in the past/lately.. cry myself out...which is bad..cos the next day you will look like some extreme kungfu panda ..its not good for the eyes ...ahahha crap crap crap... read lots and lots of manga...not being picky this time...what aso i telan...even hardcore romance (which is totally out of my league) ..*nodnod* see how desperate i am to "run away" ... make lots of dates/appointments to go out....janji keluar aso kam luan..who where aso doesnt mater...lol~!! OMG~!!! LONG LIFE!!! Dad just called.... uggghhh~~~ asking this n asking that..been having trauma lately from dad...uggghhh~~~ always talk bout that always talk bout that...gah~!! give me a break! and yes...i went out for while to ss2 for dinner b4 coming home n publish this...lol~!!! so many things to do ...so many things to think...wth wth wth wth~!!! and yesh...July is coming... its about time for me to get ready for the worst...*shrugs* July is the worts...August too... hai~ im sooo not looking fwd to it...but on the other hand i want it to quickly end.. and no..its not that i dun loook fwd in seeing you guys in July and August ... but this 2 months is hell for me too...i have to deal with my lecs in July and in August...i have to deal with my parents... i wish i get to go back in August to celebrate grandma's 80th bday...hang out by the beach with mel daling...and perhaps get to see jar dear b4 he goes off in early sept...yes...i pray that im not "so lucky" to have those dates booked by my lecs~~~ *gribfist* but i aso dreaded the idea on my own meeting with my parents once i got back...hai~ i had enuf of australia and singapore ...i might as well tell them..im going to dubai!!! BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!! so u see..my next trip back to PG will be hell be it in August or Sept...curently i thought of giving up everything as they dun listen or they just pretend to listen..i feel like telling them "just do watever you want. im sick of everything" after a talk with you, jar jar today somehow...manage to lit back a lil fighting spirit...im so happy for you though im kinda bitter from knowing taht you wil end your course earlier than expected which means...i wont be able to go to your graduation day as wat i wanted, planned and as i promised. nether less, it never once cross my mind to scrap all of my plans...my earlier plans. y? bcos its MINE anyway...ahahaha. modify ? yes! scrap off? no. i do wat i set out to do.. ^^ but anyway, im still very happy for you that im pretty excited bout it. ahahha!! and it makes me wonder again when can i settle mine quickly...wether should i continue fighting for my rights or just go ahead with wat they want...hai~ which obviously im gonna regret for the rest of my life... solid justification...solid justification...gah~!! y isit so hard to totally nail my dad down. n im sure he'll start calling and writing email to me again~~~ after this Sunday since he knows that im going to the postgraduates fair this sunday. n im going to be so depress again~~~ dilema dilema dilema....then everyone in uni will sart askimg me.."shzeli...wats up? y r u looking so hollow this sem? u ok? dun worry much...i got your back..we got your back..." ah ya...thnx for that , Shin ..and otehrs.... wait till i tell him that i dun wana go to singapore this sept or even january next year...EEK! he will most probaly got a heart attack..and i'll be shoot with tons of questions...and wait till mum hears that i dun wana go australia...she wil give me "that" look and tell all my auntiess~~~....AH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...then dad willl call me up for a face to ace talk...blablablablabla....then my aunt will start calling me and ask and ask..and persuade persuade....WTF~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!??????????????????????? mayb i should just tell them.. "HEY! its my life...im gonna live it my way..y should i go someplace that YOU wana go and NOT ME!!!??? " they they will most probaly tell mebaout gratitude blablabla....but sry la...you know me well enuf..that is not the way i hold my gratitude. gawd!!! u understand wat im saying bor??? AH~~~~~~~ RHEA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T________T i understand how you feel~~~ we understand eahc other...we r i the same boat..just that...im not as serious as you cos i still manage to HOLD my dad from making my visa to Sg. but at least your family is giving you a 1 way straight answer of their mind..my dad on the otehr hand is giving me a uh...his answer is complex...and confusing...I DUNO WAT THE HECK HE WANTS... stop giving me all the IF IF IF when you already has a solid answer in your mind. JUST SAY IT! n stop lecturing me on life philosophy..the heck i know them very well...u dun have to almost everyday remind me that: 1. watevever happens is all from my own doings~~~ 2. that i can nv be smarter than nature..certain things no matter how hard u fight, you will nv get it.. 3. there lies a fact that sometimes, somethings are blessing in disguise... 4. my future is in my own hands... 5. things happens for a reason.. oi, Dad! pelease la ~~~~ the more you repeat this...the more u made me depressed...jumping from the options i have upon graduation as you want...i will be confused as well, u know??? you want a throught research??? i will give it to you when im back...that is only on postgrads.but if you want a through research on work...im sry. i cant do that. i do not have the time n source to dig out every info that i want/ u required. but if you want me to decide n present it to you by the time im back in my next visit...i will give it to you. but i wish you will REALY listen n not pretend this time and do wat you promise me. n i want you to realy understand that no matter wat you say..or what others say... i will stick to my original plan , my dream...and I WILL FLY ONE DAY. wether you like it or not. plus with the fact that i've work myself up so far n im already on the 3rd stage of execution...u should understand well better than anyoneelse...that im teh type that who will not easily give up on things that i've fought so long for. n i dun mind to prove you wrong again. and oh look..i have to say all here...i dun have the guts to say all these infront of him...ugghhh~~~ perhaps i should...if im unable to control the situation when im back ...perhaps i will...of cos...with modification to my sentences...gah! this is ..sickening... anyway...sunday sunday... give me your best offer... ;) Labels: in a day life, thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 20:45
back at 3am ah~ this is it... the sms came it at 12am...reading "hey, u busy now? Yam cha most probaly ss2..on?" the sms was my saviour...its a BREAKTHROUGH that for once in my KL life that i finaly get to go out at nite and yam all i want~!! BUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!! with great eagerness i replied "ya sure, see you dowanstairs". so the 2 of us Zoom off to SS2 open air hawker stall... fuh! damm packed! not bad for 12.30am ...we sat there like happy kid....and had the best ikan bakar EVER~!!! and the BIGGEST GLASS of milo panas EVER~!!! yes!! u heard me right!!! MILO PANAS!!!! it must be a shock for you all that OMG~!! rei is drinking Milo panas~~~ *coughcough* yes! since i go on my internship...my coffee consumption has been cut down to some drastic meassure. UGGGHHH~!!! then it was further enforce that "NO COFFEE" when i was back in Penang for my 1 month break whereby...i got a "supervisor" *coughcough* and of cos..my health condition at that time doesnt allow me too...so when i got back to KL...somehow...i just seldom drink coffee la....*sipsipcoffee* anyway CHEAP BETUL ITU IKAN BAKAR!!!! SEDAP GILER~!!!! RM7 for an Ikan Pari yg boleh dimakan oleh 2 orang.... :D as me and Gan were enjoying our yam cha session...celaka some guy got drunk and were simply shouting ....*smackhead* tsktsktsk..n his frens were like..sorry sorry...ahahhahahahah~!!! as we were crapping and telling grandmother story...i noticed that Gan telan the whole ikan...YES! including the TULANG IKAN!!! Gan say..."shzeli...u must learn the skill to eat soft tulang" and i just stare at her blankly...*blinkblink* the funny thing that hapen was...ahahha~!! half way eating Gan sure need to cabut somewhere to "settle" her BF's call...tsktsktsk... imagine this... *phone rings* Gan stares at phone... Rei stare at Gan... Gan stares at Rei.... Rei stares at the phone... Gan say "Shit! Its my BF" Rei say "Then pick it up la" *long reasons talking * Gan say.."wait! i must go somewhere far far from here to talk to him" Rei say.."aduh...go la go la..." now back to my 1st EVER yam cha session in kl..T_T...ah~~~ i can just feel my PG nitelife slowly taking place in KL...buahahahhahahah!!!! so as we crap and crap and crap bout uni life...love life...future life...past life...watever damm life u can think of...ITS ALREADY 3AM!!! woot~!!! but look at the crowd~~ its still around~~ shop aint closing yet~~~ so i ask Gan what time here tutup? Gan say...5AM!!! AMMAZING LEH~!!!??? Rei say..." WAHLAU~!!! GOOD AR!!! next time can come here phek till par weh..." Gan say.."ahahhah!! today canot la...i yesterday just did..." Rei say,.."Oooo..like that la...boh chio la..." Gan say..." aahha...buy from 7-11 then drink in room nia...ai meh? " Rei say.."AI LA!!! i dun care! u next time got such plans u better tell me....i go up to your room and we phek, ok??? er...bottle? " Gan say.."ya...bottle la. lol~!!!" Rei say.."ahahha...bagus bagus bagus!!! our trip back was fantastic! super no car on the road..and amzingly!!! GAN DRIVE SO SLOW~!!! lol~!! compare to normal day with traffic like hell...she's one freaking hell driver...but when come to empty road...she take her own sweet time to drive..and like a turtle slowly pass thru the red light...yes...RED LIGHT....SLOWLY~~~ ....lol~!!!!! n i was like...uh....wishing to get home quickly n speed back home cos.... FOR GOD HEAVEN SAKE!! ITS KL~!!! 2 GALS IN A CAR AT 3AM ON AN EMPTY ROAD , WINDOWS HALF WINED DOWN AND MOVING LIKE A SLOW TURTLEENJOYING THE NIGHT CHILLY BREEZE~~~ *smackhead* Gan~~ lets not get ourself into ttrouble! *cekikcekikcekik* *TOUCHWOOD* next time...uh..let me drive home, k? XP Labels: in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 23:08
beautifully broken...  leave...me alone... Labels: thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @ 00:17
stress im gonna suffer from acute stress soon... and i am just gonna T_____________________________T and going nuts soon until friday comes... the pres yndrom of media planning-like version 2 has attack me once again Labels: in a day life, thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Saturday, June 14, 2008 @ 23:45
oh-such-sinful-post... after much days and weeks of depressing post...and im not gonna talk on the "car broke down" incident...hah! im currently...having a sudden sweet tooth attack! for all that you know...i dont fancy sweet stuff especially when it comes to food. im a sour bud person, BUT with the right amount of sugar and combination ...i will drown myself into the most sinful temptation...EVER!!! and i will crave and crave for it whenever i can....and i am craving for them now...  Fruit Pancake... Rei's Special Sinful Request: lots and lots maple syrup and sizzling melting butter with or without fruits  Belgian Choco Waffles Rei's special sinful request: More choco, more honey...more more strawberry!!! Fresh Fruit Cake Rei's Special Sinful Request: Lots of fruits in 1 slice and lots n lots of whip cream~~~ *drolls*  Choco Orange Marble Cake... Rei's Special Sinful Request: KYA~!!!!!!!! more choco swirl and tangy orange taste!  Muffins!!!! Rei's Special Sinful Request: I only take...Choco, Orange, Poppy Seed, Choco Chips and Berry Berry types of muffins~~~ XP  Fruit Tartlets Rei's Special Sinful Request: Chef Suzaini~~~~ i want extra whip cream and choco and sapu more gelatin on the fruits..so they look shinning shinning...lol~!!!  Walnut Paraline / Paralinosa Rei's Special Sinful Request: the more walnut chunks the better...and more more whip cream~~~ KYA~!!!! served chill pls....fu fu fu~~~ ah yes....most probably you realized by now...im a big sucker for whip cream, butter, maple syrups, strawberries, hot choco, walnuts and tangy orange taste food.... *drolls* so if you ever cant or do not want such sinful things on your plate...oh please...let me help you...fu fu fu~~~ Labels: in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer @ 13:03
ottosan~~~ *glare* for many years i've fought for what i want...and now that im almost there you want me to drop it!? OH P-E-L-E-A-S-E~~~~ *rolleyes* call me stubborn or stupid..but let me tell you smth... time is not an issue for me...for i can wait to get wat i want... i am a very determined person... once i've decided...im bound to go all out to get it and i dun let things to get into my way.... i know what i m doing and what i want...and thats why i dun mind sacrificing certain things and taking risk , for i know what im capable of and where i stand! so say watever you want and do watever you wana do...it wont change the fact that i will lived thru wat i dreamed of... the process is not impt..it is the end product thats worth the prize... tehrefore...before my final year ends..dun dismissed and intefere into my plans and dun underestimate me... have faith...and believe in me...and you'll see... "dear...there are things that i wish i could tell you...but i cant. the risk is too high. a risk that i cant afford to take. as the very backbone of all plans, lies a locked hidden agenda. be it you remember or not, please do have faith in the "pinky" words...for it is my very own and not yours ...words that are part of the plan...words that are worth living for... " Labels: thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, June 11, 2008 @ 22:20
*speechless* im starting to take this into consideration "be careful of what you wished for, for you might get it all" and the hell ya!!! im getting it all now that to a certain extend...im freaked out!!! i knoe wat u wana say~~~ "shzeli~!! mother luck is finally on your side!!! its your opportunity!! dun waste it! grab it! you lucky ass...stop complaining~!! *slapslapslap*" but..but...the fact is...its freaky~~~and scary at the same time...i mean..WHERE GOT EVERYTHING SO EASY DROP IN FRONT OF YOUR DOOR ONE BY ONE, DAY AFTER DAY EH~!!!!????? you dun have to pinch me...i dun need to slap myself...cos i know that its REAL!!! and being happy & restless about this sudden arrival of opportunities at the same time. uggghhh`~~~ one thing for sure....when you have plenty to choose from, you just gets more undecided? 0.o...at least that's always my case..... >_> so...for now...i decide...to swallow everything that has come my way...n still coping with the sudden shift of things ... week4 is approaching...the incoming dreaded days will began soon...and hopefully...we will make it through much better than last time... Labels: in a day life, thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer @ 00:48
cherry cherry love...  now.. the main agenda... WOOT~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! look at my schedule/organizer.....BANYAK CANTIK!!!! *clapclapclap* tq~!! tq~!! tq~!!! Month of July dear...ji-ni.... i can spare you 1 week ...but it gotta be from 11-17 July ...i got things going on other dates...but! i can still arrange certain things ...ehehhe ... ^^ lets just pray that i don't have any last minute meetings~~~~ >_> ...been getting plenty of these lately...tsk. but die aso i will come meet you 1..its now or nv thingy...god knows when your coming back again...hah! and *cough* some1 aso must tell me when he is coming down to do his visa aso...har~~~ *pokespokespokes* if not i have to go korek maklumat from other source ar....i would prefer 1st hand information though~~~ can or not? *tukul* ehe Month of August 3 reasons for me to go back in August are...1. to meet up wif some humans be it coming back or leaving for UK & to celebrate granny's 80th Bday...and of cos...to present a solid answer on which is to be the main & backup plan (baru kena for few hours saje tadi...heh~) and whether i would be going down to Singapore this Sept/Otc or Dec/Jan ..since i just buat pembentangan yg mendapat response yg amat menggalakkan..lol~!!! so...i need a favor everyone. you are suppose to PRAY for me that my campaign presentation falls on the 13th!!!!! GAH~!!!! if not..i wont be able to go back on 22nd (granny's bday) toot 1...my lec has to set presentation date on either 13th or 22nd...very good ler... *clapsclapsclaps* then perhaps mel..if you plan to come down KL on 24th August...we can come back together...^^ *huggles* and i'm all yours till early Sept! :D ...buahhahah...see..see.i arrange things 4 you super nice 1 hor~~~ *gettingthinckskin* n i know you very the miss me there...so you everyday every nite MUST pray that my presentation falls on 13th la...^^ MUAX! TAI SEK NIA~~~~ XP fu fu fu~~~ Labels: in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Monday, June 09, 2008 @ 23:32
broken...  8th June 2008... I'm bleeding without words... I'm crying without tears... I'm broken beyond return... Ai, Sayonara... Labels: thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Sunday, June 08, 2008 @ 17:48
looking at July & August im terribly looking forward to July....jini is finally coming home with matt and im super duper excited to see her after such a long time and of cos to get to know matt... putting that aside...im undecided whether i should start executing my plan in Aug when im back in Pg for a while...but then again..im thorn between the inner conflict of myself. should they approve one of the plans...wat will then happen to the other one. is the plan they i currently stand for...will prove to be the best for me? either plan will take me to my goal...but what makes them diff is the period of time involved... perhaps its just like what jose said..the question is.. are you fully prepared to risk it be it turning out like what you want and not? will you feel worth it no mater what the outcome? do you relay know what you want? its not like i dunno what i want...i'm already on my way in reaching my goals and have been fighting for it all along...but you see...although all plans points to reaching my ultimate goal...what set them apart is the post-effect that may come... unlike the 1st stage of execution..i have no prob with it as the effect expected is concrete , paving way to where and what i am today...but the next stage of execution bears a predictable feasible 50-50 effect...2 plans = 1 goal = 2 diff aftermath so the question should be... how confident are you in dealing with the aftermath, whichever plans may bring? knowing this...do you still dare to put your faith in it and risk it all, once it's approved and lived through it with much self worth and content? hah~..another thing to look fwd to is the month of Aug...Verdict: PlanA vs PlanB Labels: in a day life, thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer @ 00:40
bday bday bday...  4th June marks Aileen's 22nd Bday... and so we went to Nandos at Jaya One (opposite Utar) directly after our final class ends....  Eat like we've nv eat b4.... talk and laugh as if we owned the shop..... does lil meeting of sightseeing as if that Hunk's gf was never there.... mimicking Tzu on how she reacted to HP's everyday kinky side... *coughcough* Take lots of pic...  and..be entertained by this sort of everyday Drama we have in class... its a rare opportunity to be able to share wif you guys on how our daily uni life is...and be careful..it might be contagious! who says class is boring? ;) Labels: in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Thursday, June 05, 2008 @ 19:23
...finaly at last...its moving closer~~~to me... *evilgrin* the freaking part? its always like that...at the crucial moment when i can no longer hold it down...n im blowing off or either at the peak of blowing off....THE TRUTH WILL SPRUNG OUT like hell...and i'll be like...WOOOOOOOOT~~~!!!!!!?????? then i'l be like...gah! see...y cant it just be direct at the very 1st place..must wait till i naik gila d only appear...toot 1 the damm good part? at least i know smtg~ and~~~ yeah..in a way im kinda happy to be proved wrong... T_T ...dats how certain things should be wert...hah! anywa anyway~~~ putting aside the fatigue that i've been going thru for the past few days...which god knows why am i suddenly struck by low blood preassure...all aso my own fault...wat do u expect from some1 wif a dilema? ok fwine...i lost my appetite for almost 1 week...>_> ...happy now? ish anyway~~~anyway~~~anyway~~~ I FOUND IT~!!! I FOUND IT~!!! BUAHHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!! TODAY MARK THE HISTORIC DAY THAT I FINALY FOUND WHAT I WANT ~~~~~ MY DREAMS IS 1 STEP CLOSER~~~ FUH~!!! FUH~!!! FUH~!!!! *hopeshopeshopes* i want it~~~ i want it~~~ i want it sooo badly now~~~ KYA~!!!!!! *excitedgiler* im super impress...and now so super motivated to do watever it takes to have it in my hand...FU FU FU~~~~ nv have i come across an offer with 80% matched what im looking for....KYA~!!!!!! now...now....kekekkeeke...now to work it all out this sem ...and i'll immediately fly back to PG to convince / brain wash my parents to change their mind!!! BUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA~!!!! im gonna travel around the world~~~~ KYA~!!!!! then!!! then!!! then!!!! if i succeed in my 1st 2 plans...i will ply to Sg wif EL / Rhea to personaly check it out by either sem2 or sem3 break! KYA~!!!!!!!!!!!! such comprehensive info~~~ ah~~~such...professionalisms~~~ looking at the chart... if i made it thru the test! i basically will spend almost 2 years...1 year and 9 months to be exact based in Sg ..and by my 2nd year..HOPEFULLY..i will be....will be... T_T ....PLYING~~~~~~~~ KYA~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *coughcough* 1st thing 1st...my current stand? academically im only 1 point short from their requirement~~~~ fu fu fu~~~~ and its time to use back my persuasion and PR skill to deal with my parents...and...my aunt...and...whoever is against me*uggghhhh....but ayway...im a person who is pretty confident in my persuasion skillz~~~ fu fu fu~~~ its time...to show you fully what im made off...heh~ *evilgrin* im some1 who will make sure that i will get what i want~~~~ *grin* kekekekekekkkekekekkekkekkekekekekekekeke let the war begin! *wavewaveflag* XP Labels: in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, June 04, 2008 @ 16:42
for the record... -open record- It is to be understood that I've done my best and very best in keeping things warm but have failed, so don't blame me if things gets cold... I'm just responding to what ever that I've received... -close record- and yeah...fck! i cant bring myself to do it... *rolleyes* Labels: thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Monday, June 02, 2008 @ 23:16
finaly...dreaded? finaly...im ONLINE~!!! buahahha internet line is still sucky~~~ ...cant seems to be able to upload pics well enuf..lol so most probaly if u wana see my current dumb ass face wif my new haircut..oh~~ how i just love quick cut in kl...buahhahaha loyal cust...lol  leaving footprints in PG ...i drop myself to PJ where dilema n miseries awaits me...lol~!!! 1st thing that greeted every1 in class was..."dreadfull" lecs...and "killer" subjects...*depressed* 2nd thing that greet us was..."less than 1 year to decide what u wana do after graduation" my dillema? 1. i duno wat the hell i wana do....still undecided~~ 2. everyoneelse knows wat industry they are aiming for...and the toot wif everyoneelse was...THEY ALREADY PREPARE WATEVER THAT IS NECESARY TO TAKE OFF THEIR FLIGHTS!!!! except me~!!! im still a ding dong~~~~ 3. dear dad...stop la hinting me ....i'll let you know when i know ~~~ lol~!!! ish! and the good thing is? been talking to few of my fwens...and aparently....2 out of 3 i talked to shares 1 common thing wif me...somehow..after internship...n jump back into uni life..we r sudenly so fweaking stress n feeling the pressure...excitement...of our final battle...lol~!!! hai~  this is new face that i show everyday to my course mates...the half dead face...i cant help it ok...*tukul* im so dreaded~~~ lol feel "thanked god" that u get to see this unedited half dead face of mine in here...lol~!!! anyway...im also half dead now wif my head going ding dong d...i need to sleep~~~ so of cos..as complimentary~~~ XP u shall see me going off to bed wif a sunny face!!! :D TADA!!! EDITED HALF DEAD FACE = SUNNY FACE  Labels: in a day life Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |