silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Saturday, February 27, 2010 @ 14:15
Goodbye Yuki My baby ham ham Yukiyo or fondly known as Yuki passed away yesterday afternoon. We suspect she had a heat stroke since she was unable to changed back into her normal coat from winter coat. Plus the CNY weather was a fiery affair. It was all drama...to write it out will make me emo once again. I better leave it. Akito felt it too. The most at least, as he still search frantically for her and panicky telling me that Yuki is missing and no where to be seen. I say my final words to her as i clean her off...stroke her head and cuddle her like how i used to for the final time. She was fine the night before, was still fine the morning i saw her...and out of sudden she didnt make it through the evening. Heart-wrenching as it is, she was almost cured off from her urination tract infection...gained bck her weight etc etc... Though she was still as active as ever, she takes lots of sleep...i guess she knew she was going afterall..since she has been wanting lots of attention lately. and for the past few weeks, keep on giving you lots of kisses her eand there...and not long ago...she will just come up to you on your bed and give you a peck on your lips. awww...i still remeber how sweet she was...n i was wondering why ar~~~ ehehe...the only thing i can think off is she was being manja since she was being away from me for 1 week during CNY break. Enough of those, ....Baby Yuki was laid to rest at the Waterfall near our home. It rained cats and dogs that day. Ah Kit was there. And he was holding the umbrella for us and coincidentally both of us were wearing black that day when she was found dead. Reminding her on how much I love her and how much we (Akito and I) will missed her...and giving her some good advice and saying a lil prayer...we send her off by letting her sail off at the waterfall in her newspaper and plastic bag casket. Baby...you will be deeply missed.  For those who grew fond of her...and wasnt there. You could drop her a few kind words and share her your love at her Online Memorial. (click!) Labels: in a day life, thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Monday, February 01, 2010 @ 00:55
killed..it killed our love... his attitude of "boh chap" killed us all it killed his... killing mine... and ultimately killed our love.... it officially killed us... today... oh well.yesterday 10smtg... 8 month+...a record...smtg that i cant believe myself... it killed me eventually... everyone is rejoicing..well almost everyone... but its typical..ppl always remember the bad side easily... they forgot bout the joy n love that he brings to me... they forgot about the day when i will always look forward and smile 24/7 they forgot bout the day when theres always a glow in my face they forgot...and forgot...those happy lil things...a day that i will always laugh...even if its a bad day... oh they had forgotten on all the good things he brings into my life... my tears...are dried up...there are practically none to shed... i did not...he did...trying hard to hold up his tears....i can practically hear him goes like a flue person trying to stop his runnynose like that.. sigh~ it breaks my heart to just see that...but i was calm and composed on the outside...n inside. but deep deep down...im shattered into pieces even though i knew it far before hand.'' kanashi....atashiwa koto kanashi yo... kore wa ai to...anatano zutto kanggaeiru... aitai...aitai yo...suki...suki dai suki yo...demo..itaii... korewa kimochi kirai... anata....:) zutto dai saitten! ;) Labels: in a day life, thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |