silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Sunday, January 30, 2005 @ 22:49
gosh!!!...wat am i suppose to do??? oh, my god!!!...what am i suppose to do???...few days ago just realised that i got a crush on someone that i dun expected to.....and i cant forgive myself in liking 2 person at 1 time!!! oh, god!!! i'm in such a mess...told jarryd about it..and he was rejoicing for me!!!...crazy fellow...then tell him the real mess im in..then he only realise that im in a mess ahahahaha...god!!!! wat to do???...one is leaving this year, and the other will be leaving next year!!!....gosh!!! why??? why must i like these people who is going away in the matter of time???? its so cruel~~~~~~ *sob-sob* late dee...wanna go sleep liao lar...tomorrow change shift again...7-5pm...hai~~~why!!!!???~~~ Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Tuesday, January 25, 2005 @ 21:15
di dum di dum di dum... life was still beautiful today....edzil taking my hp around the office, taking nonsense pics...he took his ornaments' picz...and named them jojo and momo...ahahhaha..crazy fellow..then jazz sms me..saying that he had change his plan last minute...canceled off his trip to his bible camp in taiping coz his college will b starting tomorrow...played a stupid prank on jeremy in ms by using my other character...ahahhaaha...he fell for it but he then say: iika, you sound like velvetrose, do you by any chance know who is velvetrose?...and i was like, oh shit!..and reply him: duh~~~ no. i dont knoe him..and gave him tons of reasons why he think i sound like velvetrose..hehehhe...chated with rudi on our silly rocket flight to mars and on how he got to eat the ferero rocheas while i dont. blah!!! ...nonesense people we are...ahahhaha...chated with jarryd and louise...then spending the whole day playing ms. ehehehhe..mum and dad wasn't at home tonight!!!..Muahahhahaa!!!...they gotta attend a wedding dinner..so i'm all alone at home...haaaa~~~~~ wat a beautiful night it is...cooked the korean instant noodles for dinner. why? coz i'm very lazy to walk to BJ Complex to get myself some food from mcd. ...and its so dark dee...where got there wanna go there alone!!!..ehehe..then..kian liang sms me, saying he has gotten 100% better dee...and now i'm feeling like watching some movies, but dunno what i wanna watch...in the same time i'm already sleepy dee...but cannot sleep yet coz just had my dinner...or if i were to sleep now, most probaly the next blog entry will b updated by a fat pig!!! muaahhahaha...till then...c ya!!! Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Monday, January 24, 2005 @ 21:34
what a wonderful world....eheeh today was of superb briliance!!!...not only i got my 1st pay...but got myself mum's new hp, nokia 6220!!!...muahahhaaha,,...well....i was kinda sick this morning with my head still aching and my voice not fully recover yet...so i got into deep sleep this afternoon straight after work...and woke up around 6, play maple story...then get ready for auntys lily's son's wedding eve dinner...came back home quite early ...coz its very crowded..then when reach home was almost dead...then here comes mum with the new hp!!! ahhahaha...actually aunt baby gave it to dad just now and dad gave it to mum and mum gave it to me!!! muaahahhahaha....lucky fellow!!...then cant stop exploring the hp...ehhhehe...went online , talk to a bunch of people to night...suprisingly there were so many of them tonight...ehhehe...ask, jarryd wat happened during the other night's party..and he said it was preety dull for him coz his gf was not there and he was a lamp post for soon ming and kin wing...ahahhahaha...so lucky i didnt go...then here comes rudi...such a monster!!!...he got to eat 10 ferero rochea while i get to eat none!!!...*sob-sob*...so bad...bad rudi-bad rudi!!!...but nvm...let him as much as he wants to..then he'll grow fat..hahahahahha!!!!///me so evil~~~...ahhahaaha..anyway,...so suprised to see kian liang online,....he was down with fever but still go to the cafe and online...crazy fellow, yesterday just told him to rest early so his flu wont be so bad...hmph!...padan muka ler...sleep late some more ler...today fever dee..then still dun wanna sleep early....hai~~~the here comes yvonne!!!...she's coming down to penang soon!!! yay!!!...after almost 6 years didnt see each other, finally we are gonna meet!!! yay!!!...and here comes the stupid stuff i did. as you all know, my job is to answer phone calls in dell!!! and guess what?...the phone rings just now, and i picked it up and say: thank you for calling dell... , and that guy was like :huh?...and i was like: oh, shit!..and i mer...uhhh...who r u looking for?...///ehehehe...silly me...take too much calls dee...ahahahha...untill it got stuck in my head...ahahhaahah!!!...and tomorrow is a plubic holiday....that means it's its...its...TRIPLE PAY!!!...muahaaahahah...ei, i wonder where rudi go?...so long dee still didnt reply me...rudi?....rudi?...helooooo???? Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Saturday, January 22, 2005 @ 21:47
there's so much to talk about... havent been updating the blog lately coz there'so much things to say...dunno how to start...anyway...jazz rang me up 3 days ago, saying that su ann has rejected him..poor guy, he sounds as if like he gonna die...he's been dramatic over the phone...but cant blame him, i mean who would not sound sad when put into his situations...well,..actually he did rush in, he confess it but how can he hold back when this gal was showing interest in him and flirting with him...well, frankly speaking, that gal was generating a wrong signal..jazz bought it(he realy likes her, nv see him so serious about a gal since i knoe him for 12 years) and he is heart broken now...so sad~~~...i guess he cried over the phone,he sound like he is,he never sound like that before...but after all those long sad conversations...he finnaly sound a lil better after he compared his sad story with mine...ehehhe...but i started to sound sad after he bring up my sad story...so its his turn to cheer me up...ehheheh...crazy people we are, but what to do,..that's what best buddies does..ahhahaha..anyway...i'm sick...down with flu, fewer, and sore throat. suppose to go dinner with my collegues yesterday, but sick, so cant go. still, mum insisted me to follow her go shopping at prangin...and i was like blur-blur following her shopping around...totaly hate it...jarryd sms me, asking weather i wanna go party at soon ming's house...told him i cant go then chia yinn called, asking the same question, give her the same answer, she sound disapointed coz i'm her only gal driver, so if im sick, she cant go...ehehhe...slept early yesterday, and my head was so heavy and my body was aching this morning. but i feel better...went to the doctor to get a mc incase i was not fit to work tomorrow...well, i dun plan to work tomorrow, but dad insisted..coz its double pay..crazy people...insisted me on doing stuff when i'm sick???!!!!...but wat to do...as long as i'm under this roof, i gotta follow the rules...that's why i cant wait for my spm results to be out...then i can started to fly dee!!!MUAHHAHAHAHHAHA!!! ...chated with kian liang in msn for almost 3 hours, well, actually i don't realise its alredy 3 hours untill he mentioned it...chat about his life in kuala lumpur and my life in penang...then did some stupid stuff with him in msn..ahahaha...which is pretened to be his gf inorder to stop a gal who likes him in college for spreading stupid rumours that he is her bf...ahahhahaha..what a stupid game..why i join in the fun?..well, i was kinda bored so there's ntg to lose if i try and play...well, i still can polished up my acting skill...muahahhahah!!!..crazy person i am...sms jazz telling him that i finally got my own room but he has not reply, guess he was busy with his camp stuff in taiping. oh, ya..we promised each other that we will go for a movie after he returned from is camp...most probaly we'll go for a comedy...just to put a side our sad stories...hope that i'm free on that day...ehehehe.. Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Tuesday, January 18, 2005 @ 22:19
YAY!!! WHAT A BEAUTIFUL DAY!!! today was brilliant...as everything goes smoothly and beter than i thought...no mistake at wrok today...and get to eat all my faviourte foods for dinner..ahhhh~~~life~~~~~anyway, lost my cool while playing ms this evening..that stupid zombie mushroom keep on kiling me, make me lost so much exp!!!...tak guna betul!!!...but everything turned back to normal, when i tasted my faviourte foods...ahhhhhh~~~~~anyway, sms yvonne to meet me to night in msn,,but got delay coz i was in grandma's house, so didnt get to online early...finally,...online dee...if i'm not mistaken, someone merajuk most probaly i played to hard (that person is not yvonne)...gwahaahhahahaha!!!!...me so mean...but okler...he'll be fine...what the hell ler???!!!...offline dee..lol!!! hai~~~ sorry lor...i'm just having fun distubing you and frankly speaking, i bet you know that i realy like hangin around with you, listened to all your crap and enjoy killing you!!! muahahhaaaha...but, come on ler, don't take it too hard ler...next time i mer dont play so hard lor...well...uhmm..this is the second time i made him pissed off,..ehehehe...sorry lor...anyway, tomorrow gonna wake up at 4am!!! coz work starting at 5!!!...so...ladies and gentlemen...i'm going to bed!!! Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Monday, January 17, 2005 @ 21:35
REUNION!!! 12 years of freiendships!!! wow! isn't than long...yesterday was the reunion. we whole gang,the old skbb gang whic consist of 4 gals and 4 boys..but so sad angie cant join us, coz she's working on that day...how sad..oh, ya what we do on that day? ok..1st of all, we got trouble parking coz its damm full!!!..we gals and kin weng were busy on the look out, but our dear driver, soon ming was gonna blow anytime!!!..after rounds of turning here and there...finally....we found a perfect spot...ahhh~~~ what a relief...since we've waste lot of time searching for parking lot. so we'r not the 1st to arrive!!!..can u imagine that jarryd arrived there 1st although he parked his car at a church so far away, and walked all the way to gurney plaza!!!!???...anyway, we got ourselves tickets to bridget jones coz the tickets for meet the fockers were sold out!!!...people!!! trust, me!!! we made a bad choice!!! this movie was not nice at all...the whole story was about love!!! and we guys were like...uhmmm...y r we watching this?...god!...we choose the wrong movie, should have watch the doll maker. but this jarryd ler..scared of ghost, then we got no choice but to watch this lame movie!!!...*sigh*...anyway, justin a.k.a jazz didnt join us for movie coz he's not free untill 3.20pm. after the movie, the guys go for pool as usual and we gals go shopping...well,...i'm kinda bad..ehhehe...i left ji-ni and chia yinn to do their shopping and i went to check out my video shops..for my ANIME MOVIES!!!! muahahhahaha!!!...and when i'm done, i can't seems to find the gals...coz..they had wonder to shop else where!!!...and i was like..darn!!!should'nt have left them alone...luckily i found them in the world of sports. the we gals did some stupid stuff there...trying on the golf cap and parading to each other in front of the mirror!!!.ahahhahahah!!! we gals had dinner at mcd, but the guys were already sick of mcd so they went for japanese food. hai~~~... after dinner, jazz said that we should go to gurney drive and hargai the sea...kononnya!!!...hargai the sea...after tsunami, what is left is mud nia...of coz jazz got fired by all of us, for making us walk and to look at mud???...wat ler...then we gals finally called it a day...coz i and chia yinn gotta work the next day, and ji-ni got college to go to...and of coz the guys had nothing to do besides sitting at home all day...so they were like..what?..so early wanna go home dee?..i mean, hallo!!! we got things to do tomolo and its 9-something!!!..and they were like...yaler-yaler...and jazz drove us home wherelse soon ming drove alone...coz we r heading to the different destinations...ahahhaha...anyway...jarryd went back early, most probally gf nagging liao....ahhaaha..guess the guys's gf also nagging them dee..coz my cousin (who is kin weng's gf),..has been calling him most of the time when we r out...ahahhaha...wat a small-small world...my classmates are my childhood friend's gf...hai~~~anyway,...i'm late 6 minutes for work today..told the manager that my tummy got upset, so late...ehehhe..very tired today,...fell like taking leave tomorrow,...but can't coz i'll be replacing SL tomorrow..and uhm...didnt expect rudi to say that he miss me (of coz...i don't believe that he will)ahahhahaha!!!...anyway...i'm very hungry now...gonna die of starvation after learning a couple of things from lil rudi...and i wanna go eat now!!! Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Saturday, January 15, 2005 @ 23:25
that's what i guessed it is.. (my latest poem!!!...) That's what i guessed it is... written on the : 15/01/05 its all over...that's what i guessed it is... i heard no more from him , nor from anyone who is close to him, is this what i think it is???, great!..ending of another story... far away land he has gone to, never to returned for a long time too, even if he did, i wont be able to see him... differences will keep us apart... but life still has to go on... no doubt i'm still missing him alot... those happy days just passed by, leaving me feeling regreatful... till this time, that's what i guessed it is... what should have been said, must be said... and what must be done, must be done... not untill its too late, like now or never... that's what i guessed it is... Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Thursday, January 13, 2005 @ 21:57
i'm dying... hai~~~...1st of all, i don't know wat happened to this stupid computer which its setting is totally different from the other computer altough i'm in the same website!!! and i'm dying from this morning!!!..well..this morning, i woke up just in time for me to go to work!!!...and i didnt bathed this morning coz i'm late!!!...and when i reached work, i found out that my eyes are super black!!!...worst than a panda!!!...and then, there this stupid BSDT CMG which got our department into trouble bcoz we she was going around the bush and we cant understand her so we give her the wrong instructions and she transfered the customers to wrong Q!!!...the she go make complaint and me and edzil got into trouble...hai~~~ free lecture from the reporting manager!!!...kek si lang nia!!!...and i was so tired and i'm thinking of coming home and take a good nap..but it never happened!!!...instead of resting, my feet are killing me after followed my mum go shopping!!! hai~~~ that's the main reason i dun like to go shopping with people,...walk-walk-walk...go here go there, but didnt buy anything!!!..ask for people's opinions but doesn't wanna listened...what the freak ler...waste my time, my energy and ,my sleep!!!...then, i almost got a sore throat. y?...coz i've got a talking job to do in the office and then my best guy friend, Jazz called me and tell me his love life again~~~....well,..doesnt wanna ruined our 12 years of friendship so gotta listend also ler...hai~~~...then called the old gang for a reunion this sunday at gsc...sms until my fingers also hurting dee..then after tagging along with my mum, at last...dinner!!!yay!!!..or as i thought, it wasn't over yet,...i ate too much untill i'm so full, i dont think i can sit or walk. y?...coz i'm damm hungry!!! and it's KFC!!! muahhhahahaha!!!...must eat those cheesy weadges!!!..after having problem with my tummy, we went to my new house together with my aunty...well..she wanna do a lil survey ler...and things were getting worse when she found out that someone had parked their car at our parking lot. i can't believe that she'll do such a thing...she went hunting for that person and ask her to moved her car immediately....and she even treaten her by saying that she'll either puncurted all tyres or she rented the parking lot from us!!!..i mean, come on ler...its just a parking lot...y wanna quarell???...and after all those dramatic events...i'm finally dying...and i will surely die if i dont stop writting this for today...coz...WARNING-WARNING-WARNING!!! LOW ENERGY LEVEL!!! Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, January 12, 2005 @ 22:58
what a day... hai~~~...what a day...mistakes happened again today during working hour...transfered 2 calls to wrong Qs..luckily didn't get scolding...hai~~~..don't know what's wrong with me...anyway, the house is getting noisy again...hai~~~...unlike last time, this time is about the new house..contractor this ler, that ler... hai~~~...and now?...this Jazz has become crazy, desprate for my help until everyday write me 1 testi...ahahahhahah!!!...pls excused me, i'm totaly crazy today...i dunno why...i'm having mix feelings now...so a lil crazy, well...not that lil...ahahhaha...can someone please hit me???!!!oh, ya..that reminds me of my worst lunch break today!!!...guess wat?...i had lunch with the sales coach and the managers...aiyo~~~ so akward...dun dare to make even a noise...then there were this guy out of no where ,who said that my badge collections were cool, ask me where i buy it...and then started talking to me as if like i knoe him...duh~~~...then, here comes cute lil rudi...makes me geram again...and as usual i'll make my stupid glod-fish face again~~~...too bad he is so far away to see it...ahahhahahaha!!!...and...no poems today, coz i'm sleepy now, lazy to put it in...ehhehehe... Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Tuesday, January 11, 2005 @ 21:39
finally..SHEILA ON 7!!!! yay!!!!....finally, after years of waiting, i got my hands on the SHEILA ON 7 cd!!!! i'm gonna make a copy out from it coz its not mine,...ehhee...its edzil's !!! but who cares, i'm gonna play it like forever? HAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!...life is so beautiful today...*sigh of relief*...oh, ya!...i also finally found out why my best guy friend hasn't been calling me since like 2 months ago...well...he's kinda busy in getting a new gf...ahahhaha....until got lost in town and called me up when i'm working just for directions?....ahahhahaha...crazy fellow!!! anyway, here's one of my poems collection ...oh, shit!!!...ahahaha..just got chocked while drinking water...luckily i got to the basin in time..if not ar...die ler the whole computer...ehhehehe... ok!!!!...here comes my 1st poem from my personal colections!!!!! THE JOURNEY... -17th January 2002- As i walk, and walk, and walk, till i reach the shore. the shore of dreams, with beautiful things, that created the inhumanity in life. lots of money i see, lots of gold i see, but what can it do to change my life, the people around me, which they call friends, to them i was a puppet then. As i walk, and walk, and walk, to th ehighest mountain, to the deepest ocean, just to find the truth, of true happiness. And now that i've reach there, ther's no more to frets about, as i was able to let go, every single sad thought that i had. And i shall bring the happy ones, together, we shal walk, and walk, and walk, till the journey ends, forever... Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Monday, January 10, 2005 @ 23:19
YAY!!! MY NEW BLOG!!! fuh~~~ got recomended here by a sweet nice guy...so, i dumped the old blog. ahahhaha ...i'm so bad huh?...anyway, its kinda late now and my eyes are getting heavier and heavier~~~the eyeballs are gonna drop out any momment now! ehhehee...but i guess that will only happened right after i finished this blog...so , no worries...b happy... :)...ahahhaa.. hai~~~...i feel like putting up my poems, each and every one of them that i personally wrote for the past years...well, i only write it, if i feel like it...usually when something big happened to me...so, its kinda like a piece of me...but, like i always say: i meant everything i say or do, but it is just so sad that i can't tell you the truth, as i can only give you clues, as you don't understand any of it or two, that's why its such a waste, that the truth will never be knew... Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |