silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Sunday, June 08, 2008 @ 17:48
looking at July & August im terribly looking forward to July....jini is finally coming home with matt and im super duper excited to see her after such a long time and of cos to get to know matt... putting that aside...im undecided whether i should start executing my plan in Aug when im back in Pg for a while...but then again..im thorn between the inner conflict of myself. should they approve one of the plans...wat will then happen to the other one. is the plan they i currently stand for...will prove to be the best for me? either plan will take me to my goal...but what makes them diff is the period of time involved... perhaps its just like what jose said..the question is.. are you fully prepared to risk it be it turning out like what you want and not? will you feel worth it no mater what the outcome? do you relay know what you want? its not like i dunno what i want...i'm already on my way in reaching my goals and have been fighting for it all along...but you see...although all plans points to reaching my ultimate goal...what set them apart is the post-effect that may come... unlike the 1st stage of execution..i have no prob with it as the effect expected is concrete , paving way to where and what i am today...but the next stage of execution bears a predictable feasible 50-50 effect...2 plans = 1 goal = 2 diff aftermath so the question should be... how confident are you in dealing with the aftermath, whichever plans may bring? knowing this...do you still dare to put your faith in it and risk it all, once it's approved and lived through it with much self worth and content? hah~..another thing to look fwd to is the month of Aug...Verdict: PlanA vs PlanB Labels: in a day life, thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |