silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007 @ 19:01
putting my gender aside...i give u 1 of my hidden self! putting my gender aside ...i have smtg to say...or more accuratly ..i have something to share... *pls bear in mind that u MUST put my gender aside* let me tell you the one hidden self of mine... i dislike gals...most gals..CERTAIN types which is growing steadily in the world... yes..u heard me right..i dislike most of them..especially those who are "actors" , manipulators, crybaby, self centered, fault finder and irritating annoying brats who caused suffering to mankind... i hate them all!!! and i hate GUYS as well who falls into that category~!!! eat my ass, u ppl!!! *cekikcekikcekik* i hate them, all for making my buddies life misserable...i hate them all for making my buddies indulging themselves into believing that they are infact enjoying their suffering..freaking false belief of happiness... they are to be dammed for manipulation...they are to be cursed for being self centered and selfish whore and they are to be thaught a lesson for freakingly playing with the minds and hearts of others... what the fuck u think u are? who the hell u think u are? oh, beings that caused false belief and sorrow..to hell u all go!!! seems to me that u guys are ntg but a piece of trash..lower than dirt..lowlife!!! u treat ppl as how u wanted without even considering of the other...and who are u to make all that decision alone...let me tell all of u involved.... my buddies are NOT your freaking toy!!! STOP playing push and pull~~~ u dun just come and go as u like...i know ur not humans ..but my buddies are!! chih! pls remember, for everytime u hurt them, u r making an enemy out of me....i've been wanting to slap reality into all of you.... my buddies may not dare or have the heart to hit u in the face...but i will~~~ ...i dun give a damm on who u are... u touch them, u deal with me...and u r freakingly lucky for not hurting them infront of me, and so to speak i havent be granted a chance to smack u guys in the face for acting like that~!!! i couldnt bare seeing my buddies letting themselved being hurt over and over again just for a freaking sake of..another chance for a change...eat my ass, dumbass!!! u ppl are over board...how could you go over their heads and manipulate the words of love so freely as if it doesnt means anything to u??? *cekikcekikcekik* do u realy think thats realy love??? *smackhead* for god heaven sake... if u realy love them, u dun even try to hurt them!!! their hapiness will be your greatest gift!!! and all u ever know about love is to do it selfishly and forcefully!!! all u ever think is yourself!!! u think its fucking nice to push them aside and came back crawling whenever u like??? its not even for once...but many many times.... so tell me...wat the hell is sooooo wrong with u ppl??? dont u all have brains???? think for god heaven sake!!! have a lil compassion will ya??? and is this how u love yourself???? by seeing the 1 u love in pain caused by your unreasonable demands and selfish acts??? and u!!! my buddies!!! wats the matter with u all...have some principal and pride will ya??? dignity for god heaven sake!!! protect your dignity for once!!! *slapsall* are u guys just gonna let them ruined it all for ya??? dun u feel a lil misserable??? u think love is worth with that all??? *smackhead* for god heaven sake.get a grip of yourself...think for yourself for once!!!! love yourself!!!! u think u are seriously very hapy for being constantly hurt like that??? stop lying to yourself and give yourself a chance!!! u cant forever leave in some1 shadow!!! u guys all like to let ppl control izzit??? u guys all like to suffer so much???u cnaot decide for yourself izit??? i wont say anything if its once or twice..but this is like...fucking many times..and history keeps on repeating itself... u r not bored? LIES! wats the point of doing smtg that is NOT beneficial to u??? wats the point of creating MORE suffering for yourself? so give yourself a chance to get out of such mess!!! go on and explore the world in diff dimension. u r not worth being manipulated by such ppl!!! hai~ ppl who manipulate ppl are smart dumbass, but the ppl who are willing to be manipulated is far even worse than a dumbass. but 1 thing for sure..both are fools...ignorant fools~!!! and yes...this is my principle....and it can gets as icy as the hell fire in the hell guard dogs' eyes...as i stand hard on my stand : wat's been decided is left decided...i terminate all that is involved ; u do not worth nor deserved to rise at all...to hell it goes! now, be gone~!!! HIAK~!!! Labels: thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |