silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Friday, February 16, 2007 @ 03:08
all about may 1st of all...im hungry at this wee hours of the morning, waiting for my hair to dry off naturaly~~~~..heh... as i munch away some tidbits n cny kuih which i was suppose to b on a diet since cny is around the corner.... >_> ...i browse thru frenster n i came upon my lil baby May...wel...not lil ler...older tahn me 1 years...uh..but perangai aso like my age....baby doll face...so uh...baby may ,... baby may as i adore-ling-ly XP called her lately.... hai~~ i dunno how to say this but uhm... gal!!!!??? wat the hell are u doing!!!???? ah!!!!! i feel like kiling ya!!!!! im feeling misserable here u knoe!!!??? *strangelstrangelstrangel!!!* 1st of all u leave your poor lil baby sis here alone, stranded in this freaking lil island with her forever freaking life for a better freedom-gained , continent of aust.... since the day u left..which u promised to come home soon n keep in touch..we r in teh age of intenet!!! I'VE BEEN WAITING N WAITING N WIATING N WAITING...INFINITY WAITING FOR YA TO GET YOUR BIG FAT ASS BACK HERE AND NOW THAT U R FINALLY BACK AFTER SOOOOOO MANY YEARS~!!!! BALIK WITHOUT TELLING ME ANYTHING!!!!! AND TERUS CABUT TO KL TO HAVE FUN WIUTH YOUR FRENS B4 U EVEN SPEND A TINY LIL TIME WITH ME,HUH?? OR I CAN SAY I HAVENT EVEN SEE YOU FOR ONCE SINCE OUR RETURN!!!!?????? HUH!!!!!!!?????????AH~!!!!!!!!!!!*jumpsdownfromthewindow* WAT THE HELL!!!!!????? I'M MISSING YA~!!!!!!!!!!!! *longpiak* tsk! so many things happened...i wana tell ya all....we r suppose to have a story telling time rite??? *bigpuppyeyes* ... and sometimes May...i may b always trying to get a hang of your idea of life..which initially i did understand y u act in certain ways as u told me...but dear~!!!! ..now im seriously wana get into your head n c wat is actually going in there!!! *slapslapslap* sigh~ ... i know ur life is kinda screwed...but its still not realy right to be that way...yeah true...everyone accepted your smoking habit literally...dun say i dun support u..i always did n u know that..but hey..from teh way u lead your life in aus...a change of behaviour with your family..n your love life...hey gal..wat the hell is going on??? i realy realy wana know y...everyones been talking about ya...u just driving out the whole day and only came back early in the morning...well i knoe wat the hell u doing out there...but im wondering wetehr i should keep my mouth shut..u know how bad it is 4 me to hide everything from them? the most i could asnwer was....i dunno...*faint* ..and ppl been talking bout how your presence here makes no diff with none at all...i hate it when they say that cos i know y u do that and i know wat they say its true too... sigh~ sometiems i wonder wether hiding the truth from them is making things better...i know u wnat it that way but from the way things goes..i doubting it...hai~~~ so u were always seen hapy with your frens.chilling here n there...ok.thats cool..i still remember wat u told me b4 u left for aus about your frens...those who just get close to u just bcos of the $$$ sign~~~~... n i know how bitchy gals can b...n i know u have a few of those bitchy ppl around ya most of the time.... updating myslef thru your frenster is getting sort off a big deal...last week u called...syaing you'll b coming back from kl last weekend...ok..we waited...especialy me..im looking foward in seeing ya...but u didnt...i wonder when u'll b back? cny eve???? sigh... its getting late.. i just miss... ~ ya alotz.... ~sleeping-over wif ya.... ~ our story telling sesion... ~ the smell of your lotionz... ~ your teddies....especially that stupid cute dog... ~the stupid stuff we did... ~the emo side of yours... ~ your stupid noisy hp alarm clock~!!! ~ talking to ya... ~our drive down town... ~having ya around~!!! and i think the others miss ya too...especially your mum...sigh~ you should have seen how she looks like when she talks about you...even if someone mentioned your name..u should have seen her looks...sigh~~~..she very sad may....dissapointed...alot...most of the time she chooses not to talk about ya...even if she have to asnwer she tries to talk less about ya...sigh~ i know u r sad too...but running away from your problesm like that is just nota very good solution n...though ppl may see you going to aus as furthuring your studies...but it seems to be some sort of conspiracy which in a way to me looks like its an unofficial or indirect runing away from home...heh~! tell me about it...tsk! seeing you like this realy makes me sad...but you seems to b hiding your tears behind your always photogenic smile....so am i suppose to be happy for ya? nee..we love you here n its undeniable taht i love ya too may...so come on home n stay....k? spend a few days with us b4 u leave again~~~for the sake of yourself n everyone else as well.....pwease....*bigiresitablepupyeyes* we'll b waiting for ya... i will...as always... *huggles n kisses* Labels: thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |