silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Sunday, March 04, 2007 @ 22:54
tags 2 in 1 im not in teh mood to do tag as they were all the same...so im doing this for teh sake of doing it n im killing 2 birds with 1 stone..yes u heard me right... thsi tag is for mel n mich = erlynda... to cover both tags im doing mel's tag of 10 topic since mich's is about 6... Rules: The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "10 weird habits/things/hates/stuff ppl dunno about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 10 weird habits/things/hates /stuff ppl dunno about yourselfas well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be taggedand list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...(watever) Question: 10 weird habits/things/hates/stuff ppl dunno about yourself 1. i dun give a damm on your life n wat the hell u r doing as long as u dun drag me down to teh unnecesary probs u have... i dun mind u coming complaining about your puny life as well as i dun mind lending my ears to u BUT the thing is ...U DUN DRAG ME INTO YOUR PROBS~!!!and you dunt want to... >_> 2. i DUN like to have my time tied down to UNNECESARRY THINGS~!!! u got otehr options..u opt for that...if none only u come looking for me..im fine with that...selfish? nah..i dun think so...i think u r teh one who's more selfish than me...heh.... dun understand? let me give u a real life freaking scenario... lets take my freaking sis for an instanst.. last year she pindah balik to our hse as she complains that grandma's hse no air-con...very hot = canot sleep... AND BECOS she pindah balik..thers no school bus form our area which goes to her freaking school..or so she claims that to be...so every morning , she followed my uncle's car down to her school as muy uncle is also fetching my otehr cousins...BUT NOW my cousins had graduated n have their own transport so MY DAD WAS FORCED to fetch her to school early in the morning 6smtg AM!!!! fetch her to and back from schol for all her freaking activities~!!! WORST!!!! as this is becoming intolerated...MY AUNT look for school bus for her AND SHE DOWAN TO SIT BUS!!!!! SHE WAN PPL TO FETCH HER!!!!!! n bcos her butt is SOOOOOOO EXPENSIVE , she CANOT SIT MOTORBIKE~!!! MUST USE CAR TO FETCH HER!!!??? at 1st i dun give a freaking dam...BUT NOW IT INVOLVES ME!!!! HOW????? IM NOW FORCED TO B HER FUCKING DRIVER~!!!!yes...u heard me rite...FORCED!!!!! my dad is a social worker so he always runs here n tehre on the island especially more frequent with a sudden rise in ceses to handle... so wat teh fuck???? SIT TEH DAMM FREAKING BUS LA~!!!! TEHRES A FUCKING OPTION 4 U YET U WAN PPL TO FETCH U!!!!??? U THINK IM VERY FREE KA!!!!????WHO THE HELL U THINK U ARE,HUH???? out of forced and last minute inform me n i fetch u once or twice means i give u face d lor... somemore u dare to ask for more n even DEMAND ME TO B THERE ON TIME~!! WAT THE FUCK!!!??? U THINK I WAT???? SIT JET PLANE AR!!!??? I HAVE TO CANCLED ALL MY FREEAKING AFTER CLASS PLAN TO COME FETCH U AND YET U WAN ME TO B TEHRE ON TIME..THE MOST U GIEV ME IS 10 MINS LATE TO REACH THERE!!!???? WAT THE FUCK IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM!!!!???? DO U KNOW WHERE IS TANJONG BUNGAH!!!???? ITS A STUPID FROM ONE END TO ANOTEHR END OF THE ISLAND TRAVEL DISTANT N U WANT ME TO BE THERE ON TIME WHEN I FINISHED CLASS WITH YOU ON THE SAME TIME~!!??? FUCK U MAN~!!!! JAHANAM SUNGGUH~!!! if its not for dad sick tomolo n the demands u make just now...u wiat la...tomolo u know la...u pull me a freaking face n tone someore...i'll let u walk back i tell u...bloody~!!! u say u will wait for me 10 mins max si bor...its so obvious no1's gonna reach your school in 10 minutes time..so u wait la...u c la wat u can do...complain to dad ma si bor? hah! wait la...dad aso i fire...u dowan other options, and u need ppl's help yet u wan acomplain and imposed rules...MY ASS LA...its time 4 u to wake up la...*tukulinfinity* hello...im not your frens or your parents or your otehr relatives....u r learning the hard way of dealing with rei,huh? for teh past 2 years i keep quiet n close 1 eye on your actions makes you forget MY WAY OF DEALING WITH THINGS ,HUH??? u wnat history to repeat oitself..i can give u that..its just a matter of time saje..u wiat la.....wat happenes next will depends on how u act tomolo...heh...jahanam punya budak yg tak serik serik...*tsktsktsk* 3. u DUN wan me to explode...cos when i explode i realy explode ...i dun give a damm on who u are... how i deal with kids when i explode? i let my hand do the talking.... how do i deal with adults n ppl of my age? ...i'll drill every thing into your head and smack teh sense of reality into your face...its time 4 u to wake up n make u c wats so freaking wrong with u... and no..i dun simply explode... its a ONCE IN A BLUE MOON THING when i explode n when i do..I EXPLODE WITH FACTS whihc makes U HAVE NO SAY/SPEECHLESS... and when i explode, its wise that otehrs dun interven or i'll screw u as well.. dun believe me? go ask my parents... i screwed them as well when they interven when i "mengajar" my sis itu ... so, after a few times..they learn not to interfere as tehy know its useless n aso memalukan diri sendiri , and they finaly know that there's some1 in the family that dunt tolerate misbehaving kids... tsk!one of the reason of not blowing up oftenly is because "wa beh kham ho lang kek" ...lol ... becos im very fiery + health issue = if im kek thung...theres a 60-70% of chance that it'll follow with minor chest pain or pain in other parts of the body...mich is the 1st person to witness this n im so sorry for shocking u~!!! ahaha..i still remember your expression..ahahhaha but no worries..im fine ler gal...this is just due to bad blood circulation...so most of teh time i'll close 1 eye or supressed everything inside...heh... 4. i dun do things against my will ... but under certain circumstances it can be tolerated n adjust... heh... im a pretty flexible person... 5. i DUN trust ppl easily...its mainly becos my entire life since i was a kid starting from a young age of about 5 years, i was continuesly BETRAYED N FRAMMED till the present moment...which i dun even trust my family members...heh therefore im aso a VERY PRIVATE PERSON...so...WHEN I GIVE U MY TRUST, ITS NOT MEANT TO B BROKEN n how unfortunately..most ppl just did... =.=" therefore, u guys should know y im very particular in who visits my blog n nots... =.=" 6. im not as healthy as u think i am... its a waste of time explaining to you how "fragile" my health are...cos most ppl looking at my sports achievement dun believe me anyway...even my parents/family dun know much about my health issues...like the chest pain when kek thung thingy...usually when im sick..i dun like to tell ppl...bocs from my experience...i always get negative respond as in... nagging or even worst... being remarked as a burden as told by "someone" ... =.=" ...heh...watever... 7. due to my bad childhood experience with kids and even babies...im NOT a kid/baby person..infact...most of them are my petpeeves...i dun go near nor touch them...but all n all...im only kind to kids who are TIDAK MENYAMPAH, TAK THROWING TANTRUM N DUN KEEP ON CRYING DAN TIDAK DIMANJAKAN ... but most children i meet are not like that..heh..tehrefore...when u tell me a kid is cute or nything..if i keep quiet means i dun favour it...n if u still want me to giv eu sme reaction...heh..u'll most likely to get this from me "devil in disguise" ...>_> 8. as all of u can c...or noticed by now. 90% of my answers above are impact of my childhood... I DUN HAVE A NICE CHILDHOOD...believe it or not...it makes no diff to me wetehr im alone or im with a crowd...cos i usually play alone n i learned to survived in my own world... so... i have diff personality at home n out with frens... heh... im like amonkey aorund my frens but when im at home... heh... like my mum say... i macam sewa bilik... swt... i practiclaly have ntg to say to them... y? cos i learned the hard way..no point talking to them, they dun listened to wat i have to say..although my family members start talking n b nice to me when im aorund 15 which is very suddenly n suprisingly...although its the 1ST TIME I EVER FELT FAMILY LOVE ... im sry to say that u cant kick off old habist of having no topic to talk to u ppl.... heh... though i've experienced many kind of feelings whereby most possitive feelinsg come late in my year sof life, im yet to feel wat it feels like to be realy truly honestly be appreaciated...=.=" n b4 i 4got smtg..i appologize for being emotinless at times to those who have expereiced this side of mine..lol... XP ...once again...bcos of my past, i got prob at times in associating my feelimngs with my face expresion...lol... erm.. like.. when most ppl aks me : heh? how come u not lauging or nything? ur not impressed? ... rei: heh...im impressed /yeah im happy... *but i wasnt smiling nor nything..my face is blank...but I AM HAPPY~!!! ...swt~...* anotehr example is like..uhm..rei, y cnat u cry? r u not angry? dear frens, teh thing is... im hot tempered, hav elil patients n im easily hurt as im very sensitive BUT IM NOT BROUGHT UP TO SHOW MY NEGATIVE FEELINGS~!!!! *faint* tehreor...if i managed to cry or show u my anger/explode..ITS A VERY VERY RARE THING...ONCE IN A BLUE MOON~!!!! but u will constatnly c me blowing up in my blog...cos this is where i get show everyone my evil side..ekkekekekkeke.... 9. i have phobia with water therefore i dun swim... BUT in contradiction, i like taking LONG~~~WARM~~~~BATH~~~~~ bcos I GET TO B ALONE~!!!! must savour each momment...ekkekkekekekke...... XP 10. i laughed alot with frens...muahahhah~!!! yeah yeah yeah...but when im at home...i only laughed infront anime...i mean...laughed yg ikhlas...lol~!!! ...like i said,..i got prob in matching my feelings n expression ( i do give u a smile when im pissed as well n i do attimes do not smiled at all when im happy..ahhaha.. =.=" ) so... my old old gal frens....will at times say : heh..so long didnt c u laugh like that d... *when they say that...means i finally laughed dgn ikhlasnye~!! its a so called rare sight aso ler...to them ler...heh..cos now im a diff person from the 1 they know back then mer...so u will c me tergelak terbahak bahak dlm kelas...lol~!!!!* anywya...i siao anime!!! yay!!!! anme is my happy kamisama, which is my GOD OF HAPPINESS!!!! LOL~!!!! tehrefhore. i love all my mangas n anime collection....lets not forget that i love anime songs as well...MUAGAHAHAHAHAHHA~!!!! ...y??? bos anime songs are 80% berkaitan with dreamsn "wings" ....MUAHAHAHAHAH~!! memang ngam for ppl who have most of tehir dream crushed...although my dreams are slowly recovering one by one...still~~ THE SONGS ARE FANSTATIC...TEHY ARE MY IDOL~!!!!! AH~!!!!!!! ekekkekekekekekekkeke.....MUAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAH~!!!!!! and yes...im lauging dgn ikhlasnye...anime wert..we are talking bout anime wert...lol.... XP dah...cukuo cukup..dah 10 dah...BUT still~~~...there's still lots of tings that u dunt know bout me...ekekekkekkekekeke....MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA~!!!!!! n im not taggingf anyone...no1 left for me to tag...lol...XP Labels: misc Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |