silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Saturday, August 19, 2006 @ 19:23
a thought or two... basically fasination is about the world that u live in..the wolrd u lived behind..n the world u try to live in...without this passion that hold us in a piece, this life source would be empty..more than an empty shell..wat is left of the wolrd when there's ntg to b facinated about?...heh. and wat if when u found smtg to much of your desire n that u loose it in time when u have none? ...subsitiution is not an answer..may look and sound good...but to the extend..a certain extend actually that u dun feel good at all...coz its just a subsituition n not much of the original process or so, that the facination isnt just as wat u demand for. fair enuf ...but wat if a subsituition is more then a subsituition...it gratifies...it gives wat u demand...the fasination of desire of yours being fulfiled!...yes! ladies n gentlemen...when u thought all hope are lost...it appear sin the rear corner just infront of..actually its been there all the time...a desire which can at last to be fasinated about...ah~~...n wat hapens when u finally found the desired n yet somehow there's no fasination occuring at all...eek!...wat diff does it makes then finding ntg at all? ...hmm...time could b a factor...and many more other factors...but life just doesnt end there...coz tehre salways smtg fo rus to ponder about...a desire to be fulfilled..n smtg to hold us in fasination~! today began in early morning..around 7smtg when i was abruptly called by the"sound of nature"...argh!!! cirit birit!! gawd~!...been having that since midnite ...ugghh...but its ok~~..luckily today mornig's was the fnal blow..ahhaha..glad ...so went off with cici n jane for dim sum!!! yummy!!!!...so long didnt eat d..someore...someore..hmm..someore got so many things i havent eat!!! this holiday must go makan!...hmm..or mayb  not..no need to wait till holiday...ahahhahaa...n guess wert!?..i saw this heart shape beanie pillow at island...which cozt only rm25+...ugghh~~~...damm! if i have enuf money on that time..i would have bought it..lol!!!...but nvm...mayb 1 nice day i'll drop by the shop at prangin...the 1 taht sm went..ehehe...n get myself 1 big big n fat fat n nice nice..n super cuddly to hold on!!! ahhahah!! yea!!! *huggles*then come back around 12pm...slept terus till 4smtg...lol~~...wake up..eat mee..now full d..dun feel like having dinner..watched some shows...n viola..im sitting hre blogging...thinking of stuff..running around my head..n giving u a piece of my mind...n look ! how adorable that puppy is...awww.... kawaii~!!! eee~~~~..*hugglestight*...^.^ update:12.37am...i just wana add in this "...n i thought its gonna b ok...but it doesnt seem to b that way..." Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |