silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006 @ 20:13
soulless trash... im soulless today...n im trashed!...my id is very very high due to current events and the lasck of sleep yesterday nite....which i end up sleeping at almost 5am!!! n woke up at almost 9am!!! ugghh~~~... n all i have to say is... some1 plz save me from this freaking shitz im in... its more than enuf... dun force me to force myself nymore... i can no longer take it... im blowing off soon...very soon... my ego can no longer tolerate the id anymore... its just a matter of time... but my superego is trying its best in helping my ego... argh!!!.... help me some1, help me plz... the devil wants to break lose... my eyes are in blaze... soul on fire... heart with a hole... mind displaced thrashed body i am... smack me some1..i need a grib of reality!!! tame the beast in me... bring life to me.... a hard job , yes it is... but help me tame this beast in me... i dun wana shut the doors... going back to bad old times... pain in the ass it is... but if the door keeps on open... i'll just blow! destruction it will caused... n i dun wan that to happen nymore... enuf! is enuf! i dun wana caused more trouble... i dun wana be a "burden" nymore... history will not repeat itself!!! thats all i want... all i wish... for now...forever...i dunno... so let me go! set me free! let me 4got all these misery! so help me to tame this beast in me... Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |