silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Sunday, June 25, 2006 @ 21:31
chasing dreams in the wildest wind... Chasing Dreams In The Wildest Wind...  as i was saying...few weeks after the post below, m en jar are together again...this time,...(lets cut all those details)...ehhee...this time, our relationship is bcoming more n more beautiful like a dream...even beautiful than dreams...ehhee...n im loving him more n more each day n i can c that he's loving me more n more aso..eehhee... he even tell me n assured me that he's serious with me..n loves me alot lot...unexplainable..ehhe.. n i love him more than anythingelse too...ehhee...*huggs* we were now look more like a couple..but still remains our status...therefore.. we r like...a couple yet not a couple...ahhaha..but its ok..i dun mind...i dun care about being his gf anymore...its spending time with him is wat most important now...ehhehe..n im loving him for that ...ehhe... ok..i knoe repeted alot of loving him bl abl abla..but hey!!! I CANT STOP LOVING HIM!!!! lol~~~~~ahahhahah...took a pic with him..a candid 1 actualy...sk took it while me n jar were talking to sm...ehhe,..sk called it.." shzeli "hugging" jar"...lol....ehheheheh...n i lov ethe pic..being my only 1 pic with my dear...its a treassure...but jar was kinda a lil upset coz he dislike ppl taking his pic..ahahhaa...n sk took it SECRETLY!! ahahhaha...but wat the heck...jar say its ok, nvm...ehhe...n i love it.... ahhaha...muacks!!!!!! jar jar dear....luv ya lots!!! muackx!!! ehhehe...ah~~ so many sweet memories with him ...gosh! *blush*....ehhehe...wish it will get better everyday...it already does actuualy..so hope it continue to get better each n everday...n despite him being lablled as " a dream the cannot b reached"...by me...i still hold on to dreams of being with him as a real couple n hopes that one day we will b...ehehhe..n i dun mind his ex calling him from australia just to tell him her probs n stuff...coz i trust jar...i loveed him..n i knoe that he loves me alot...n jar was happy n suprise that i wasnt upset about this when he told me about it..ehhe...even help him to advised her on her probs n stuff..sen dmy regards to her...ahahha...gees~~~ we both do change alot, huh? ehhehe..as now im fussing over my pile-up assigments...jar is finishing up his assigments...ehhehe....n im typing out this....ehhehe....coz i miss him alotz!!!!!! n i cant wait to c him again...spend time with him again...b4 he get more busy...he just watched tokyo drift wif me last week...ehehe...so happy..that get to c him twice last week...once was during tokyo drift n once was when i need a lift home from granny's...ehehhe...he sacrifice his football n assigments nite with his buddy to watch tokyo drift wif me...n~~~...he even swallow his dinner just to fetch me home from granny n making sure im well rested at home...he travelled al the way from b.maung to lip sin!!! ahahhaha!!! yea....he;s great...n he loves me alot...n i love him alot so.......i hope or i got a feeling that we will b a couple b4 we both turned 24...eheheh...told him i'll wait 4 him till 24 ..if there' sno progres on our status..then..i'll accept faith that i'll b your buddy...ahha..but actually..i dun mind waitting 4 him 4 the rest of my life...coz...im seriously sure that he's my love , my mr.right...n my soulmate...oh, well..get to b with your soulmate n lived happily ever after is a very very rare thing in this world, rite!!!??? so ladies n gentlemen...fingercross plz!!!!! eehhehehe...*huggsjartight* btw, we both shares lots of interest...eheh...we both like cars...especially peformance cars!!!! ahhaha!!! we both aso like trance...anime...hugging each other *blush*...ehehhe...n we both like 'lifehouse'...ehhehe.. n etc.etc.etc.....all n all..come back to one thing JAR DEAR!!!!!! I LOVES YA ALOTZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |