silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Tuesday, April 26, 2005 @ 00:07
Idiot shitz...i'm hangging again... went out at 11.30am with frens to gurney...hang out till 9pm. and guess what?!...i've spent rm80 just today...muahhaha...what i spent on?...foods...i go there eat nia...had lunch in fish and co...then go watch movie and get a coke...then go to secret recepy not to eat cakes...just watching my frens enjoying cakes while i try to enjoy my hot mocha...ahhaha..that is the worst mocha i ever tasted....hoho...then go walk down the gurney drive...then go had dinner at the hawker stall in norton beach...reload my handphone...and i spent rm80 just 4 that!!!????...lol...i can't believe i spent so much today by just eating ????...hai~~~...nyway...on the way back...tehre is so many times stupid motorcycle cutting into my lane...ish...luckily i was on break on time...idiotic fool...then cant imagine i did that...2 times it happened today when i return home...it so happened that when i'm so near to cross over to teh other side of the trafic light..that darn thing will be in yellow...and common sense tells that when u r so near to it and in kinda fast speed... u just cant simply break!!!...if i were to break...it has to be an emergency break...and it will endanger the car behind me...so since im so near dee...just go la...and always when i just got over lil bit nia it will turn red...that was teh 1st...talking about the second...it was green light...and the car infront of me was driving at a normal speed so fine...i follow...then when that stupid car almost gonna cross the traffic light...he slow down???...stupid!!!...and the lights are turning yellow...and im so close to him...and once again...i cross a lil nia...red dee...hai~~~...luckily and hopefully there were no police and there were no speed camera...hai~~~...god!!!....got home and told dad about me thinking going into f6. and can u imagine what he said???...i thought u like and had chosen tarc...ahhahaha...and i was like no. tarc is never ever in my choice of college ...and he got a shock as he now relised that im just singning up in tarc because that they want me too...and im acting as if that i like it.in other words...im making myself to like tarc...hai~~~...told him my choices...i said: dad, i told u b4 dee rite...my main choices are limkokwing, taylor, igs then if not my last choice were to return to f6. and i never put tarc in my list!!! ....he seems to understand that im not happy in going to tarc or rather stay in pg...my answer kinda strike him that i've told him that b4 alot of times...and he dont seems to take note on what i was telling him not till today...and it seems to understand by y am i taking my registration in tarc so lightly...he once ask me : have u read through the letters and instruction that they sent u carefully?...just tell him : no. i just glance through...dad: tomorrow(which is monday)we'll go pay off your fees..and settle everything... i said: oh, i havent took my photographs yet...havent fill in anything yet...but since we're at sunshine square...i'll go snap now... late that night...dad: have u colected your photographs?? me: no...i forgot...we'll go collect it tomorrow... and he was like tehy dunt open tomorrow not until it was 12pm...so i was like...tomorow im haggiing out so i guess we just gotta go on tuesday...(which is today).....and he was like..y r u not taking this seriously...i dun know what will happen to your future if u continued like this...u dunt even bother to do any preparations need...so i just give him my stupid smile, sigh...and walk off...ahhahahah...no point explaining...they wont understand...so im glad that reminding him again what my choices are, made him understad y am i not excited about studying in tarc at all....ahhahahaha...i mean its so obvious how was i reacting when applying for igs and tarc...there is so much different and weird thing is..he was with me when i was appplying for both!...cant he sees that???...in the way that i dun even bother to smile frequently and to ask questions to that lady in tarc and i cant stop smilling at that lady in igs...hohohoohoh!!! tehre is so many things that he dunt c nor my mum...it seems that what they see is that they want to keep me in pg and that i chooses to go tarc myself but the truth is they are the one who keep on telling me about tarc and finding out more facts about that college...so,in your opinion,who are the ones wanted to go to tarc? me or them?...hmph!...bunch of people...so basically im hagging now on going to tarc or stay withe my original last plan which is returned to f6. here the prob...if i go back to f6...im gonna change into art streams and my parents are not going disapprove coz 1stly they wanted me sooo much to be in science streams during f4 and fine!...u want science?...i go science...if not...tehy wont shut their mouth for years...trust me...they like to bring up this kinda stuff...and at the end?...all my science subjects suckz...ok ...so tehy got ntg to say this time as i have good reasons to tell them that i suckz in science and if i were to continue...i will suckz in stpm...ahhahahaa...the thing about f6 is...i gotta returned to my old school...and i dun like that as i dunt like my school and i'm marked with unwanted memories with teachers...and my secondery school life suckz...so if i were to go to f6..i've gotta ticken the skin on my face which i dun like at all...in another words ...forcing myself to like my school and to forget those idiots memory with teachers...teh thing is..i dun even wana c my teacher...thats y i went super late to collect my spm results wher there is only mt form teacher...which is better than the rest...muahhahahaha!!!!...ok. tarc...1st of all it was never in my list or ever cross my mind to ever go to tarc...y?...i dun get along well with most chinese-ed gals(i dun know about the guys coz i nv meet 1)and since 13....they give me a damm negative impression on them as they awww....they looks so friendly and pretty and nice ...and lol...i can just die when thay started speaking!!!...not all...but majority!!!...it seems taht every sentence they speak..theer gotta b curse...vulgra words...and worst !!! tehy even bullied a kid in the bus!!!!....god!!!!....im not telling which school had the most of this kinda gals...but hey!...u know urself better than i do...and yes...the nice chinese-ed gals...tehy are very nice...looks nics, sweet...speak also very polite and nice...but they are the minority!!!! GOD!!! y????...imagine...80% of tarc population is build by chinese-ed students...and if the nice chinese-ed gals are minority with the ratio of 2 out of ten?...what will i b hearing in that college????...im gonna sufferfor the next 2 years!!!!...lol!!! im not saying teht we, engklish-ed people are soft spoken...but it seems that in my school...this kind of peopel ids the minority...so ...im not used to it as im not exposed to this kind of enviroment with lots of students hard spoken all at the same time !!! and tarc is famouse for its student who is with very competetive and slefish attidue and this is the majority!!!...all companies in pg knows that!!! yes..they are the top picks for most companies as they all know that with that kinda attitude....their wokers will be a fighter!!!...in other words...im gonna have to be like them if i were to survive in tarc!!!...and that is just soooooo not me and not cool at all!!!!and if i were to not go to tarc...alot of people wont be happy..the words will spread out to other family members and trust me...i will get lecture again~~~...so...im hangging...ahaha..hai~~~teh fact is if i were 2 go back to f6...i either change school(y dad will surely ask y and i'll kena lecture again~~~)or go back to my school and acted as if ntg had happened and gotta forced and pretend that i like the school and the teachers....blah! nonsense!!!...and if i were to go to tarc...most probaly i'll be alone...dun wanna bother everyonelse and be anti-social again as in my last 2 years of my secondery school life...due to black memories with the students and teachers...but tisi time will be anti-sosial because majority of the students...i dun like the attitude...and i'll have to serch for students who can be frens with maybe go search 4 the gals from english-ed but gotta keep in mind that majority english-ed gals dunt like ur school....so there's another problem in getting a friend...ahahaha...so most probaly i'll go 4 the ones who had no issues with my school and the ones who is the realy nice in the inside and out of chinese-ed gals....ahhahaaa...so...guess...i gotta stick with tarc to make people happy and that is to avoid from any lecture on studies...hai~~~...case-end! ps: hopefully it ended...*sigh*... Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Wednesday, April 20, 2005 @ 23:36
FINALLY!!!!...a reply from tarc... lol...finally, tarc has accept my application. fuh~~~....took so long to reply me, what la!!!...even my application into igs, which need to be send to uiu, u.s....only takes 1 week to approve...this 1 local also need almost 3 weeks to approve..nonsense!!!!!....hai~~~...starting schooling on the 24th may in tarc...coz dad dont want me in kl, thats y im still in penang, rejected the offer from igs last minute...3days before my adpt class in igs started, dad cancled it???...lol...cacat!!!!...yesterday, got a call from unitar, invited me to their openday this sat, mos probaly not going coz they dun offered mass comm...so no need to go and waste time la...ehehehe...hai~~~....basically slacking at home...everyday ate pancakes, ham and omelete for breakfast/lunch...and i have run out of cheese...so...tomolo have to go grecery shopping 4 cheese...no!!!...tomolo gotta go to the bgx workshop...but no transport...hai~~~>..guess all also no need to go la...hai~~~....im so terrible...everytime saw jazz, sure go complaint about my life...ahhahahah....hai~~~......life~~~ Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Monday, April 04, 2005 @ 17:27
desperado... ahhaha...life...u will do anything to achive it when u so desperate to have it...ahhaah...almost 2 years out of the combat world, i realy miss the feeling of fighting!....so decided to entertain myself with shadow boxing....blah!...my speed was horrible!...if sensei were to see the way i punch, she'll most probaly kill me...my strenght was like shitz!...im losing the glory of my punch! ish!...ok fine...so,...im so desperate to get back what i lost , i did something which is so stupid!...a thing which so outgrageous...how can i even forget about it!!! its the most important lesson in kumite!!!!...NEVER USE UR SHOULDER TO PUNCH!!!...hai~~~...so desperate to get back my speed and strenght that i forgot about it...and use my shoulder's strenght and now...hai~~~...my shoulder is injured....hai~~~try to lift up my shoulder and ok..i can lift it up...but...pain la...ahhaha...hai~~~...since i wont be able to carry on with my self trainning, so...planned to get some1 to teman me go out 4 lunch...mana tau..all also in school if not all busy with their own stuff...hai~~~...i hate to do this, but...i gotta eat some-how!!!...so, walk to bj complex for lunch in kenny rogers, alone~~~~....*sob-sob*...at last i make it...always afraid to eat outside alone...coz i dun like people keep on looking at me while i eat...ish!...but today was fine...so fine...that im so happy that i've finally conquer the fear!!!,,,MUAHAHHAHAHA!!!...bought the next chapter of ushio dan tora...eat and read till almost 1 hour at kenny rogers...hen walk home to catch my korean drama..hahahhaa...make it in time, fuh~~~...hai!....all becouse of, desperations....ahahhahahah Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer Friday, April 01, 2005 @ 17:56
walking in the rain... wake up late . just open my eyes and here comes a sms from chia yinn...fine! agree to go lunch with her in bj..hed kenny rogers and she pops up the question wish i hope she would not...ahahhah...hai~~~...feel bad about it and okla...teman her 4 a movie...darn!...gotta sacrifice my korean drama again~~~...hai~~~...nyway...she gotta watch miss congenality coz thats the only show which i havent watch yet...akkakakak...by the time movie was over...its already nearly 5 pm. bought my comics ,wait her to buy burgers for her bro...well..actually didnt realy waited for her...just send her to the mcd's stall and i cabut dee...ahahahaha...hey!...my feet are killing me...luckily she's not in the shopping mood...if not ar...fuah!!!..i'll most probaly die in the shopping complex...akakkaka...so told her that my foot is realy killing me and she say okla...u can go home dee...smile and asked her to comfirmed weather she's fine being alone while waiting 4 her mum to picked her up....she signaled fine so off i go la...ish!!!...hai~~~....rain!!!...through my journey back home i was wet in the rain...im walking duh!!!!....it was bright and sunny when i left home...and now it was rainning...so walk as if in marathon...akkakaka...still wet...but that wet....coz...the clouds seems to undertsand that im on the road...and its trying its best to hold till now...and its getting darker now...akkaaka...expecting a storm soon...hai~~~...now, mum and dad left very early morning today 4 cheng beng and tahts what i love ...all alone at home...akakkakaka...besides my legs, my butt is killing me too...coz sit so long in the cinema!!!...hai~~~~...so basically , im standing while blogging this!...akakkaka...hai~~~...im confused again ...chia yinn pop up the question on f6 again and i was DARN!!!...i cant make up my mind...dun wan arealy go to f6 if i have the choice and i dun wanna go to tarc too!!!...hai~~~....i wana go to igs!!!!...ARGHH!!!!....hai~~~...currently slacking at home , spent the whole day by downloading mp3s...movies all also watch dee...hai~~~...welcome to my life....hai~~~...saturday...i got no plans in my head...life~~~ Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |