silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Monday, February 01, 2010 @ 00:55
killed..it killed our love... his attitude of "boh chap" killed us all it killed his... killing mine... and ultimately killed our love.... it officially killed us... today... oh well.yesterday 10smtg... 8 month+...a record...smtg that i cant believe myself... it killed me eventually... everyone is rejoicing..well almost everyone... but its typical..ppl always remember the bad side easily... they forgot bout the joy n love that he brings to me... they forgot about the day when i will always look forward and smile 24/7 they forgot bout the day when theres always a glow in my face they forgot...and forgot...those happy lil things...a day that i will always laugh...even if its a bad day... oh they had forgotten on all the good things he brings into my life... my tears...are dried up...there are practically none to shed... i did not...he did...trying hard to hold up his tears....i can practically hear him goes like a flue person trying to stop his runnynose like that.. sigh~ it breaks my heart to just see that...but i was calm and composed on the outside...n inside. but deep deep down...im shattered into pieces even though i knew it far before hand.'' kanashi....atashiwa koto kanashi yo... kore wa ai to...anatano zutto kanggaeiru... aitai...aitai yo...suki...suki dai suki yo...demo..itaii... korewa kimochi kirai... anata....:) zutto dai saitten! ;) Labels: in a day life, thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |