silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Sunday, August 03, 2008 @ 16:08
sick ppl talk... i am currently down with a sick throat and a sick body... been having heaty body lately with it taking a toll over when it hit max which makes me go down with a oh-i-hate-the-most flu-like symptom of throat inflammation..which needs urgent doctor attention unless i was trying to kill myself la. but obviously while discovering im 100% K.O. while out shopping+movie day with mich, yesterday..i just drop by at the Jusco pharmacy to get some medicines ler...and omg~~~ i got 2 jenis of ubat...1 for my inflammation throat and another for my flu-symptom thingy...tsk! the freaking hot pink color strawberry flavored ubat for inflammation realy...GAWD!!! i was told then it will numb my throat as i need need to suck teh tablet macam itu gula gula...oh boy was i wrong. its not my throat that is numb..but my freaking tongue!!!! its been paralyzed!! i practically cant taste my food or feel my tounge properly for awhile..lol~!!! tapi tak pe ler...im cured anyway..ahaha...eating was weird though...ahahha anyway... life has been peacefull for awhile...no noise...no emails.... yes...when i say no emails..im talking bout dad's email...NOT the nv-ending-director's email...lol~!!! ...and I M glad that dad finaly stop sending me brain washing emails..buahhahhaha~!!!! mmm...i've done my researtch..here n there...even did some informal interview with related person to the field. and uh..i've come to the conclusion that i'm not in such a favour that i will take myself thru such hell n burden just to get it. AHA! oh come on..u gotta be kidding me...3 eng test+5 sub test (min pass of 3.5 gpa per subject) + 1 panel interview = admission. WTh~!!!????? i have to do all that just to gained admission????? oh come on..u gotta be kidding me. i dun have so much time to waste! lol~!!! and oh yeah...thanx to that...i've been thinking of scrapping it out from my plan anyway... so ok...MA go away... looking at Job's side..AHA! its not helpful at all...the ppl i interviewed gave me answers or perhaps open my eyes to the "biasness" of the working world..and to some certain extend the reality of the job that im trying to get myself into...which somehow..saddens me even more. it all makes my goal even further...GAH~!!! of cos there are other options that i can go for ...but for those options ...uh..i guess for a desperate moves only. Im not that desperate to go to such extend. ahahha or..perhaps i should just do that, eh? NEVER~!!!im not that type who will just give in even if im desperate over smtg that is against my will ... ^^ i nv do things agianst my will...unless i got no other choice but to do it YET it does not jeopardies my original plan..then i will close 1 eye...mmmm~~~ MAKAN~!!!!!!!!!!!! Labels: in a day life, thoughts: heart to heart Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |