silvermancer a.k.a. Rei. I sloth my entire day doing nothing but FUN things which i think they are with a main purpose to solely entertain myself. Like all, I have my temperaments which are pretty bizarre at times..hmm..perhaps most of the time, eh? ahaha. And I'm feeling 
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Monday, April 04, 2005 @ 17:27
desperado... ahhaha...life...u will do anything to achive it when u so desperate to have it...ahhaah...almost 2 years out of the combat world, i realy miss the feeling of fighting!....so decided to entertain myself with shadow boxing....blah!...my speed was horrible!...if sensei were to see the way i punch, she'll most probaly kill me...my strenght was like shitz!...im losing the glory of my punch! ish!...ok fine...so,...im so desperate to get back what i lost , i did something which is so stupid!...a thing which so outgrageous...how can i even forget about it!!! its the most important lesson in kumite!!!!...NEVER USE UR SHOULDER TO PUNCH!!!...hai~~~...so desperate to get back my speed and strenght that i forgot about it...and use my shoulder's strenght and now...hai~~~...my shoulder is injured....hai~~~try to lift up my shoulder and ok..i can lift it up...but...pain la...ahhaha...hai~~~...since i wont be able to carry on with my self trainning, so...planned to get some1 to teman me go out 4 lunch...mana tau..all also in school if not all busy with their own stuff...hai~~~...i hate to do this, but...i gotta eat some-how!!!...so, walk to bj complex for lunch in kenny rogers, alone~~~~....*sob-sob*...at last i make it...always afraid to eat outside alone...coz i dun like people keep on looking at me while i eat...ish!...but today was fine...so fine...that im so happy that i've finally conquer the fear!!!,,,MUAHAHHAHAHA!!!...bought the next chapter of ushio dan tora...eat and read till almost 1 hour at kenny rogers...hen walk home to catch my korean drama..hahahhaa...make it in time, fuh~~~...hai!....all becouse of, desperations....ahahhahahah Mitsuketa! ♥ silvermancer |